YFriday, June 25, 2010' 10:40 PM
today is angel's birthday (:
the birthday of the lovely dearest baby princess angel .
i miss her so so much .
i carried her urn, and it feels so cold .
i held it till it becomes warm, and that makes my heart feels better .
its the first time i never buy anything for her birthday .
last year we bought her a pink diamond necklace, yet, she didn't have a chance to wear it .
not even once .
the if onlys,...
today is rain's birthday .
he's 28 this year .
he's still my husband .
yet, i got no mood to celebrate his birthday .
today rained heavily, because its their birthdays (:
no sign of thunder and lightning, so angel should be less afraid .
i miss her terribly .
i love you
YFriday, June 18, 2010' 1:31 PM
this is my boyfriend, micky's room :D
he's freaking rich to have 1 mac laptop and 1 mac desktop and another 2 computer .
:'( !!!!
my whole family is going on a holiday from 18th to 22nd july!!!!!
whole family except me and my grandmother :'(
i want cry alreadyyyyyy lahhhhh!!!!
but i can't stop them from going!!!
because partly this trip is for my bro, cause he entering army by the end of july .
moreover, considering its the period of WCP, i everyday will end school very late .
which means nobody will fetch me home!!!!!
and the people who need to suffer most is boyboy and honey .
honey will be sent to the vet to stay till they come back from holiday .
cause its rather difficult for my grandmother to handle both dogs .
and if honey run out of the house she can't catch her back and im not at home till late at night .
boyboy will have to eat dried food for 4 days for dinner .
on a lighter note, my sis passed her driving test after 2nd try .
i also cut my hair already and i feel so much better cause my fringe is not such a nuisance anymore .
im starting to worry for my bro .
wonder how will he survive in army .
and during his stay in army i have to learn to be independent .
going home late after school alone .
unless my sis is willing to fetch me home .
mum won't be able to fetch me cause the car will be used by my sis most of the time .
cause she need travel to work and to SIM to study part time .
so unless she don't mind then she can fetch me .
:(, it sucks to be independent .(depend on diff circumstances)
finally rushed finished 3 reports yesterday night .
thanks qin ying for helping me submit .
therefore i got 1 day hoilday while other people have 2 weeks -.-
today i shall go facial and if possible go shoppingggggg!!! :D
YSaturday, June 12, 2010' 9:43 PM
i cried...
watching JYJ concert made me cried .
watching them cry while singing with all their souls made me cry .
it just so touching .
i seriously missed the days when the 5 of them are together .
please don't cry .
keep in mind that i love you .
if only i can be there .
if only im able to be there .
:'( how i wish i can go to the concert .
tomorrow shall be the last day of the concert .
p.s i love you jyj
i missed the game which korea played with greece .
nvm, at least they won :D
junsu will be happy too .
so will be jyj :D