MELISSAAAAAAAAAAA TAN .:D

YSaturday, July 25, 2009' 8:25 PM

head to hougang mall .
thanks lam, ding jie and chevy .:D
bought chicken and soya drink .

head to ntuc to do my project .

bought my water bottle .

headed to lam house to watch 4bia .
the stories are lame .
but i like the 4th story, the story line is great .:D

YThursday, July 23, 2009' 4:59 PM

this is a horrible and worst week ever .
not only to me and also to qin ying athifah and syafiq .

i cant even walk properly today .
left knee is injured so cant bend much .

right calf is hurting like mad .
cause i swam 25m butterfly yesterday and my leg just cramp .
and is left toes+right calf+right toes .
its just horrible .but i just kept on swimming .
and its so serious that till now is still hurting .

i don't give a damn if you comment say im giving excuses or whatever .
cause i seriously cant be bothered .
I DON'T WISH TO GO TRAINING PARTLY IS BECAUSE OF THE PEOPLE THERE .
HAPPY?!

YWednesday, July 22, 2009' 10:44 PM

worst week ever .

im starting to dislike going for trainings .

i fell down and scrape my knees .

for a moment i hate everybody in this world .

YTuesday, July 21, 2009' 8:56 PM

i screwed up my presentation .
and my face was black throughout .

i still hate vincent .
he sucks for dropping my mp4 .
and theres a freaking scratch .
its brand new and i haven't drop it even once and he done it .
he sucks .

and damn the 2 guys on the bus this morning .
don't know what the heck are they staring at me for and what they said

YSaturday, July 18, 2009' 3:32 PM

YESTERDAY .
cooked fried rice and fish .
suppose to kill fish today, but i didnt wanna do it .
so qin ying had to do it .
im sorry .

talked bout the presentation with leng leng during the break .
presentation .
and, MY GROUP HAS THE HIGHEST .:D
17/20 .(:

selected the timeslot for bistro .
will start work this coming monday 2-3pm .:(
and im working with qin ying, and luckily NO MORE KITCHEN .:D
will be at dining area .
people come see me at work .:D

slacked, find mr koh .
accompany li hua for break .

went to find shu min, syafiq they all .
slack .
hui min came .
chatted with them, laughing our heads off .

thanks li hua and hui min for accompanying me to the pool .:D

fridays are good, cause lesser people at the pool .
but, its also the day when im the only one training for super-llifesaver with the seniors .
when i don't even have bm .
cause all other year 1s are training for bm .

yea, i carried the orange person for 50m .
and the ratio is 1:1 .
so, they reduce half of the weight for me .

kicked fast with fins for don't know how many times .damn tiring .

joined the people for dinner for the first time .
didn't eat cause not hungry .
so just sit there and stare at people .ha!
fiona wanted to accompany me, but her mother suddenly pop out to fetch her home .
but lucky theres pamela .

waited for them to finish .
headed to bus stop and took a cab home .
and i freaking flagged 2 taxis and non stop .
then they kept saying im so small that the drivers couldn't see me .
but adrian? help me flag one .
they kept saying im rich, taking taxi .
but oie! its 11pm okayyyy .lol!

i mistaken left is to right .
so in d end, i alight opposite my home .
and suddenly have cravings for tom yam mag, so bought 1 whole pack home .:D

*1 thing good bout the people at swimming is, they praise me alot .LOL!
for a moment they say im thin .
and another moment, they say im white .ha!

but i forgot who, he said im suitable to act in twilight series, cause im white, and...
my dark eye circles are obvious .
what the heck? and they kept saying that its very obvious .what the heck!

pamela was nice, talking to me bout how i feel towards swimming people .

but 1 serious sucker thing is, they didnt inform me of any shit .
thsi seriously sucks okay!
even kiat wee oso was informed of outing and stuff .and guess what?! IM NOT!
and during dinner time, cedric was asking me if i paid for the tp swimming costume .
then i was thinking WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU TALKING BOUT?!
I GOT NO FREAKING IDEA THE HECK YOU ARE MENTIONING BOUT .
ya, thats what i wanna say .its seriously a damn sucker act .
im sorry, but im seriously pissed off bout it .

YThursday, July 16, 2009' 5:34 PM

suppose to go for swimming yesterday .
but suddenly stomach pain .
and felt so horrible, so skipped swimming .
and have mummy to fetch me home .
thanks: priscilla, li hua, ling, zheng yee, shawn and quan jin for accompanying me .:D

TODAY .
had bmic lec at 9am .
met pris they all in 23 bus .

lec ended at 10am instead of 11am .:D
after that, we all started talking bout harry potter releasing today .
mark and syafiq are way more excited than me .ha!
so, mark immediately went to check the timeslots .
and influenced me, qin ying and syafiq to go .

so, we bused to century sq .
and mark kept hurrying us cause the movie is at 10.45am .
in d end, we reach there and sit in the cinema without the commercials showing .
just a blank screen .
make us rush like mad .
its seriously the first time that i made such a rash decision to catch a movie .
its always pre-planned .but its kinda cool ..LOL!

me and syqfiq were so excited bout it .lol
and qin ying got a shock, and the whole row of our seats jerked .HA!

i teared .:(

anyway, headed out .
and was attracted by comic connection .
and ta-dah, i came out with a $9.50 receipt .
oh gosh! im so guilty right now .

bused back to tp .
wanted to help out gaoya, but then say no need help already .

sports complex .
btw, even J2 people knew we rushed to the mall just to catch harry potter .LOL!

find pris they all .
slack at bistro .
headed home .

well, swimming tomorrow .

YTuesday, July 14, 2009' 7:33 PM

its seriously difficult to clique with the others .
and, its very easy to piss somebody off .

i like the feeling that i feel when im in the water .
but, i don't really like the people there .
i don't know how to express myself .
but i just don't feel like myself when im there .
its very awkward and left out .
thats how i feel .
don't tell me to go talk to them or whatever .
tell you what, nothing in common to talk about is much more worse .
its not as easy as you think it is .

and, its just like how orientation camp was like .
clique with the boys rather than the girls .
btw, they don't give me the feeling that they are super nice people .
yeah, they joke ard and stuff .
but its just the feeling that i can't describe .

don't ask me to quit, cause it seriously didn't come into my mind .

and, im freaking pissed off, and it makes me dislike going swimming now .

YSaturday, July 11, 2009' 5:33 PM

YESTERDAY .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEVY NG ZHI WEI .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATHIFAH .:D

was nearly late for school .
reached at 7.45am .
me, athifah and leng leng ran to school .
luckily we were on time .

i was damn tired .
so im easily pissed off .
making me stand there all morning hearing you talk crap and seeing you speechless make me pissed off .
i was super annoyed throughout the morning .
and i cooked the furong egg okayyyyyy!
though 1 side is kinda burnt .
gary says its the worst furong he ever eaten .
but me and qin ying bring it back to our station and finish it up while everybody were evaluating .
and, we got caught .LOL!

went com lab and print my research materials .
waited damn long for the interview .
and minyi and the rest got bored, so i was the "entertainment" for them .lol

throughout the interview, she didnt talk to me or ask me anything .
i don't know why, she question sharlene, elaine, nat but not me!
she ask questions and just nice jia min and min yi got research, so they manage to say some things .
but me?
NONE! oh gosh, i need to score high for my interview lah!

slack ard the com lab .
quarreling with syafiq over my micky and his youhna?
cause he went youtube and search for the haptic commercial .
then i was mesmerized by micky .
and he? youhna .
he claims he got 9 girlfriends, WORST THAN ME!

oh ya! HUI MIN! GET WELL SOOON OKAYYYYY?? :D

and and, after that cause no one to accompany me, so i practically called 50% of my class .
and none pick up .what the heck .

i found them and slack ard .eating athifah's cake .lol

then saw pris they all and ps-ed athifah they all and go look for them .im sorry .:(

headed to design .slack .

thanks pris for sending me to the pool .:D i love you~

i finally saw bryan after so long can?
the last time i saw him was before term break .
and when i enter the pool, they ask what i cook today .
so i directly tell them," i burnt my egg today" and they joke bout it .damn! LOL!

and and, they got life-saving lesson today, so i was the odd one .
swam with the seniors for the first time .
kicked with fins for 1000m, and bryan was jealous of me being so slack .

then, swam 800m with the seniors with fins .

headed to help my friend at life-saving cause she no partner .

then swam with seniors again .

im not in life-saving and the seniors want me to swim the life-saving training with them .
and expect me to carry the orange person .

anyway, 2 funny thing happened .
senior," join us for dinner later ."
me," cannot, my friend birthday"
.
.
.
.
senior," boyfriend is it?"
me,"do i look like im attached?"
senior," such cute girl very unpredictable ."
LOL! im cute okayyyyyy .
wait till qin ying hears bout it .ha!

and and,
bryan,"later join us for dinner"
me,"my mother fetching me, so cannot."
bryan," must be independent and go home yourself"
me," its dangerous for a pretty girl to go home alone at 9pm "
[silence...]
LOL!

and and, after training i was just standing there laughing and seeing them splashing water at each other, and suddenly i was the target .

anyway, after that headed to buangkok .
thanks mummy for fetching me there .
chatted and stuff .
headed to coffeeshop for awhile then mrt home with li hua .

TODAY .
woke at 1.30pm .
supper shiok man!
cause for the past 5 days i slept less than 30 hours .

went dental .
waited there for 1 hour then is my turn .what the heck?!

tomorrow going pris house study .

and and, next sat going swimming with ding jie .
anybody else wanna go??

YThursday, July 09, 2009' 12:59 AM

:(, seniors psycho me to join life saving .
but i don't really want to join .
1 senior was asking me why i don't wanna join and also giving me multiple choices .lol!
and another is trying to convince me to join saying how great it is .

today swimming, kept having leg cramp .
the 4 of us in lane 7, kept having injuries/ and have lots problems .

and cause i don't really go talk to people, so sometimes, i will just stand there alone .
its weird, not having any topic and don't really know them that well .
i don't know but it just doesn't seem to be me .

we only followed the paper for 3 sets, then others is not according .

after swimming, slack ard .
and i acted as the victim for the others to practise their rope throwing skills .

YSaturday, July 04, 2009' 7:10 PM

i dreamt that jerlin say she bought 1 seond-hand laptop for me .
and wants to give it to me on my birthday .lol!

i dont know why, but it doesnt feel good seeing all your other friends meet up and stuff and you are not included .

lihua wants me to post this, so here it is .(:

i have to say, sick doesnt mean H1N1 .

theres a free ticket to NDP tonight .
but im in no mood to go .

tomorrow i shall study for my test on tues .
and i shall go swimming on monday .:D

YFriday, July 03, 2009' 9:07 PM

im officially sick .
fever just came randomly .
its just after dinner, and i felt sleepy, then my body feels warm .
yea, so sudden .

i had nightmare bout FCS practical for the 3rd time .
its seriously horrible .

headed to school with lihua, reach school at 9 .
started calling people up .
have to walk all the way to business to take temp.
and i saw myself being orange in colour, while other people are blue-green and they still gave me a sticker .luckily .
changed, discuss, talked .

everybody came up either depressed, plasters on fingers or fed-up .
practically, no one manage to finish everything up .
CHEER UP LAH ATHIFAH, I WENT THROUGH WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH, AND I GOT OVER IT .its just a matter of time, if you seriously dont want to continue, you can change course next year .its not that im encouraging you, but then the decision lies in you .cheer up lahhhhhh .(:

i practically spent dozens on time on knife skills .
and my lozenge cut, i forgot how to cut, and cut into paysanne .
and, i got 0 for that .urgh!

i did poached egg .
remember how nicely i did it the previous time?
yea, I FAILED THIS TIME .
my poached egg look seriously crap .
1, over cook .
2, cook better, but overall still ugly .

roux, i divided the flour but forgot to divide the butter also .-_-
and, my roux got burnt .

did chowder, theres like dark brown substance floating about .
its the burnt roux .
and i forgot to read to recipe and added all the roux in .
and, just when the chefs were not looking, i scoop them out .ha!

athifah told me not to do hollandaise sauce, cause i definately wont have enough time .
yea, i didnt do it .lol!

ended, was outside toilet talking with syafiq wei bin etc .
and syafiq was scolded colour-blind, by the "flirt one"
and the "flirt one" was super good to jia min and hes jealous .

was outside the toilet talking .
changed .
headed to find hui min .
then pris and others .

headed home at 2pm .

cause FNC tut is last minute cancelled .:D
=presentation postponed .:D

i was so tired that i slept from 7 plus till 9pm .
and my fever went up to 38.4 .

YThursday, July 02, 2009' 2:39 PM

YESTERDAY .
i skipped swimming for 1 month, and yesterday was the first day i went back .
no one told me bout the swim camp and theres training during the holidays .
well, perhaps cause before the holidays i told them i will be having surgery .
anyway, went for pris's lecture, while spending 1 hour away .

called fiona, and went to the pool myself to meet her .

started swimming .
need kick 1000m with flippers, and i done 700m .
then call us up to talk bout somethings .
and we spent 1 hour talking .:D
wait till im ALL DRY then they say go back swim .
coach say re-swim everything cause we stop so long .
so, i had to kick 1000m again, which in total, i swam 1700m .what the heck .
plus, cause use flippers then my legs got blisters .
after that swim 800m with flippers .
i thought i was going to die in the pool lah!
but i survived .

everyone kept saying long time no see to me .lol!
but its irritating when a person asks you," you are melissa right?"
my name aint that difficult to remember okayyyy .

friday life-saving course starts .
everybody joining except me .
those who didnt join already got BM .
so i dont know whats gonna happen to me on friday .

TODAY .
had bmic .
had 20 min break .
ended 1/2 hour earlier .
so i ended school at 10.30am today, jealous?? :D
talked bout the project .
headed to find hui min .

went library use com .
waited for pris and li hua .
headed to itas .
headed home at 1pm .

PRACTICAL EXAM IS TOMORROW!!!!
i didnt practise on my chowder, hollandaise sauce and poached egg .
damn!