MELISSAAAAAAAAAAA TAN .:D

YThursday, January 31, 2008' 6:33 PM

early morning wanted to feed the hamster and give it some water .
realise the entire thing is all ants .
what the hell .
luckily they are alright .
and my mum told me the foods are also with ants .
what the hell?

i slept through chinese class .
sorry miss tay .but im seriously damn tired .

had chem .
i cant get anything inside my head .
im still troubled bout it .
i cant stop thinking wild .sort of show temper .
sorry !

i oso don understand at least abit of physics?
i just hate loh yoke ling's voice .
and shes forever shouting for no reason .
damn her .and seriously im not the only one who hate her .

english is even worst .
shes like scolding and nobody bothers?
i seriously don noe why .
but i cant get anything into my head right this instant .

i have decided to fail my ss test .
my mind went totaly blank .
and i cant write anything out .

went for jenny neo's talk .
SUPER waste of time .
should just ask someone help to take attendence .
all she talks bout is attire like skirt, earholes, rubberband etc .
waste of my time .

ask mdm dewi some stuff .
and i didnt go for co .
cause i cant plan my time well?
damn it .
its like i need to find the damn recipe cause i need to hand in my food order list tomorrow .
and i have to attend full orchestra .
and i have to go for my dental appointment .

went to the library with hui min zhen yan and ding jie .
we didnt get anything to cook .

went buy mee sua then direct go dental .
freaking make me wait for so long the can enter .
when i enter i have to wait AGAIN for the dental to come in .
and i fall asleep .

he came in and i was half awake and half asleep .
until i feel the pain then i was awake .
the ruberband snap not long after i step out the dental room .
then have to wait AGAIN for the freaking appointment .
the new auntie seriously work so slow .
and another auntie seing me quite pissed off for waiting ask me to go home and she will call .
seriously im damn pissed off for waiting so long .
damn it .
and thanks the auntie .

YWednesday, January 30, 2008' 6:25 PM

unlucky week for me?
damn it .
i failed my physics .(12/25)
i failed my chinese paper .(28/60)
i failed my literature test .(9/25)
im gonna fail my emaths test also .
cause i got all my probability wrong .
and 12 marks gone .and the paper is out of 25 lah .
damn it .
i seriously hate that chapter .

after ssp waited for priscilla for like 45 min?
then went to compass .
popular buy pen .
and we were looking through the assesment .
i think that i seriously need to brush up on my sciences .
gonna buy 2 assesment .
(: .im hardworking .
went to the library .
wanted to look for the "othello" book by william shakespeare .
mrs vee told us bout the story and seems quite interesting .
then bought mee sua home .

i suddenly thought of him today .
i truly misses him alot .
and i just knew bout it .
i regretted thinking of him .
perhaps if i didnt think of him, nothing will happen .
i seriously don noe what to do now .
some predictions are just so wrong .
i truly regretted .its seriously just so wrong .
im not in a good mood anymore .

*now i think hes SUPER _ _ _ _?wonder why will i even talk to him .thats liar !

YTuesday, January 29, 2008' 6:35 PM

i brought back li hua's hamsters .
mummy at first nag abit .
then she cant be bothered .
me sis and bro all don mind keeping it .
just worrying that angel might be jealous .

YMonday, January 28, 2008' 5:50 PM

finallt changed my handphone .(:
not a new model anyway ,
got it from my dad .
i cant wait till after chinese new year to get it .
hui min say my n70 very spooky .

went to school with sore throat .
and flu and stomach pain .
emaths chevy they all sabo me .
i thought they will call mei en lah !

i slept during physics .
and loh yoke ling hit me lah .
damn her .
i not feeling right right?

chinese boring .
my compo got 33/50 .
first time higher than dessy .

f n n boring .
but mdm dewi told us stories .
such as the lipo suck-sion ?
wa lao i want to do it de lor .
after hearing her story i don want le .

english .
i still don like her .
saying what ms loh looking for u , u are deadmeat .
damn her .

i damn happy for my amaths test .
21/25 .
first time same marks with wee kit .

after the break .as usual .fall asleep .

YSunday, January 27, 2008' 9:11 PM

What Tan Jue Lin Melissa Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

its super accurate .lol .

everybody say the same thing .

"You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life."--friends can prove this .

"You also have a very active imagination" .damn true .

"You are great at giving other people advice. " see what i told u?

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Y' 7:36 PM

went to wee kit's house to study .
suppose to go compass library with hui min wen chuan and ding jie .
was SUPER late when i meet hui min and ding jie .
ate mee sua at lrt .then priscilla soh came .
bought cupwalker then take bus to wee kit's house .

WE ARE SUPER HARDWORKING .
and not tempted by the freaking xbox 360 .
(: .
SUPER hungry .
called teng zhou help me buy another mee sua .
GOD ! i eat alot lah !

do do do .
amaths driving me crazy .
first time see such a messy mahjong table .
with worksheets of course .
then teng zhou and wei rong came .
WITH FOOD !!!
thanks man !

studied, chat .
then slack .
we helped wee kit's brother with his art lah .
and his not at all grateful .
he kept saying that we will spoil his art .
please lah, xiang dang nian my art is A de okay .
especially my colouring lor .
i helped him paint the whiteboard SUPER LIKE redwood lah !
pro then can do it .

drew on the drawing block .

head to compass .
now home .
WITH KFC !!!
hhahahahahaha .

plus .hui min ding jie wee kit ask me go cut bob .
and i didnt realise my hair is quite bob?
and ong ding jie really sucks .
u noe who i hate still link me with him .
don be a sucker lah !
lol .
wee kit's house is SUPER condusive to study at .

YSaturday, January 26, 2008' 1:18 PM

say say say ,
suppose today go watch movie .
guess what? cancelled .
tournment can accept .
but since before hand already say want go watch .
then who will decide to meet other friend and go out wth mum on the same day?

whatever i cant be bothered .

YFriday, January 25, 2008' 7:06 PM

didnt go to school today .
cause my stomach hurts .
and after school i went back to school for co .
FOR THE SAKE OF LIM WAN NGOH !
and alot of people don believe that i really got stomach pain lah !
went to hall .got the chinese from priscilla .
hand in ss .
redo ss .
went for co .
THE WEATHER IS SUPER HOT !
make me sweat like hell for thr first time man .

went to the hall .
wait wait wait .
walk walk walk .
wait wait wait .
boon kiat and his friend is SUPER bo liao .
a-bird oso the same .
and pingwei is being strict with him .
poor thing .
and i learnt a new logic from pingwei .
"do u know why some people are fat?"
ans: cause they are borned to lose weight .
get it? if don .then nvm .

went to play the teachers play ball game .
I SAW ZUL FALL DOWN LAH !
SUPER funny .
lol .and he got a red card .
lol !

rehearse .i got quite messed up at matsuri .
and the timpani is damn loud .cause its beside me .
and ding jie sucks .cause he kept on want to take photo of me .

carry instrument down .
brief .
eat .
slack .
now home .

i think its ridiculous for us to be wasting our time there when we are not going to perform anymore .
theres no need to rehearse the second time then the teachers should let us off man !

YThursday, January 24, 2008' 7:02 PM

i can like confirm i hate him alot?
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ sucks ?
seriously hate him lah .the way he talks to me disgust me lah can?
im not being mean but thts the fact .
i have decided im gonna try place .
i wont want to sit beside him .
say i mean? FINE .

im gonna perform on chinese new year ,wearing co costume plus clog shoe .
thats what i want .(:
but i realised that im playing sheng so whatever .
hahahahaha .
i think its SUPER COOL to wear the co costume lah .
better than wearing the red polo tee .

today release of the 'o' level results .
januver was the top scorer .6 dist .8 points .
now think of it, my 14 points is like impossible liao .lol .
and jerlin's sis scored like 5? or is it 9? i cant remember .
wa lao all the clever peopl out there !!!teach me how to be clever !!!

hui min scored A2 .
song wen scored A1 .
and he owe me 2 ice cream .i don care .
priscilla kai xin eunice and zhi hui .CHEER UP LAH .
they were like crying and i don noe what to do?
i was loking at priscilla and turn out that i nearly cried?

went for co .
conductor is back for like 2 weeks .
i think hes SUPER GOOD LAH .
luckily he never ask me solo .
good good .today's performance was great !

saw wan er walking when i was in the bus .
honestly damn pissed off .
message her so oso never reply?
she was like wearing makeup? and let down her hair .don noe go where?
and me? playing solo playing the 2 songs till my throat dry up?
damn her .thats what im gonna say .

YTuesday, January 22, 2008' 7:03 PM

had chem practical .
i think its kind of fun .
mixed the salt with water and heat it .
I LOVE THIS SOLUTION ! AQUA BLUE COLOUR .NICE...

before that was physics ssp .
i understand it for the 1st time?
and i just SUPER hate it when loh yoke ling start shouting like nobody's business .
DAMN HER thats whats in my mind and oso SHUT UP .
im not being mean but seriously hearing her shouting will want to ask her shut up .
sorry then .

during pe played frisbee .
then played girl vs girl .
its super not fun .
the malays already decided on their own groups and left all the chinese in one group .
kind of pissed .but whatever .
knew they gonna played quite rough but i don mind at least i played before and sometimes they don mean it .
then sin yee started complaining that she doesnt want to play...

had chinese paper .
i fall asleep during the paper .
so in d end i kind of rush everything .

emaths i passed the test which i said im gonna fail .16/25 .

english we were marking each other' essays .
mrs lee says that i have a good intro .
and chevy oso say not bad .(: .MODEL ESSAY !

YMonday, January 21, 2008' 4:05 PM

damn my handphone .
seriously spoiled my mood .
early morning wake up .all data are lost .
and i re-format my memory card and re-save loads of stuff back into its original place .
and guess what? many contacts are lost .
and the messages stored in th inbox is like last year june's messages?
what the hell lah .
lost so many contacts and i cant rememer im missing out whose .
damn it man .

went to school .
chatted and learn ting xie .

blah blah .

today SUPER slack .
emaths albert teoh went check-up .
physics loh yoke ling went for course .

super shuang lah .no lesson .
but got ws to do .
but think i care?
lol .was copying the ws cause got other stuff to do .
like the english compo .

MY ENGLISH COMPO ROCKS LAH .
its said tat it is a modal essay .by dessy and priscilla tan .
lol .
although it might read like some pyscho or maniac .
but it really is super nice to read .
proud of it .

chinese ting xie i wrong 5 words .
lol .

didnt eat during recess time .
busy doing amaths .

in hall, fabian got caught for his hair .
before chinese i already told him to go cut .
but he say he want keep long long one as it already keep so long he don want cut .
f n n did the digestive system .
grouped with sin yee, dj, chevy, dessy and jordon .
cause li hua never come .

then fabian came back with a super weird hairstyle .
but still can be seen lah .

during amaths i noe my attitude is super bad .
sorry hui min .
i got damn stressed up by that freaking qn .

nearly fall asleep during the lesson .crap .

stayed outside of the house for sometime .
i remembed bringing my keys out .
i think i lost it somewhere .
tomorrow then find .
pressed the doorbell nobody answered .
only hear angel barking .
called home mum bro and dad .
no one answered except bro and dad .
then dad help me open the door .

YFriday, January 18, 2008' 7:07 PM

had co today .
got da zu .
seriously don noe how to play .
ended at 3 plus the is sectional practise .
lol .
the whole blowing 2 never practise .
lol .
all of us were chatting and laughing at boon kiat ,
wonder who invented tat instrument .
lol .SUPER difficult to blow .

YThursday, January 17, 2008' 6:21 PM

left early from co .
didnt played for the sec ones .

sis left for thailand .
will be back on moday? i think so .

plusminusdividetimes

YWednesday, January 16, 2008' 5:02 PM

im much much extreme better already .
after the nap .
yaya .i fall asleep while doing my chinese essay .resulting in only completing 4 in a day .

i FINALLY signed on joachim's hand .
waited for days just to sign .

damn tired during english .
cause ITS SUPER BORING .
and i got no idea how to do the emaths test .
perhaps albert teoh is gonna scold me stupid or whatever .
i cant bother much cause i seriously don noe how to do .
im only confident in 6 marks algebra and 6 marks of 1 probability qn .
so turns out to be like 12/25?
guess what? STILL FAIL .

during recess is MORE BORING .
didnt eat much .
cause i purposely didnt bring wallet down .
but since dj owe me money .
i got the money to spend .

lit is SUPER boring .
and seriously i prefer groupings of 3 .
so next time it will be like,
me li hua dj .
arif liah sofee .
uma grace nila .

grouped with li hua uma grace nila .
didnt do much bout it .
and mrs vee is yelling all the way .

had chem test .
somehow noe how to do .
but some parts i forgot .
this is what happens when its last minute revision .
*for the emaths too .

ate .
went for lit ssp .
did the test .
seriously can die lah .

the poem goes something like this:
Where are you from, sea .
blah blah .
from labrador .
Will you feel tired, sea .
blah blah .
blah .eating for ten thousands or more years .
are u still hungry .
yes .
will you get tired, sea?
blah blah .

what the crap lah .
nd the qn is what do u think is the sea portrayed as .
WHAT THE HELL LAH .

damn it .

waited for hui min pris jerlin lam .
went compass .
blah blah .
now home .

DAMN HAPPY .
ONLY LEFT 4 ESSAYS LEFT AND 1 TEST ON MONDAY .
hehehehehe .

YMonday, January 14, 2008' 5:01 PM

i got no idea why its been raining SUPER heavy these few days .
but I LIKE IT !

i don noe why but im like super emo looking lah .
especially when alone .
i got no idea whats running in my mind?

I DON WANT TO GO SCHOOL LAH .
and i been scolding sucker too many times le .
people might get the wrong idea .

pardon me if i don answer you .
i kind of busy .

even rain is cares bout me .
cause my mood gets better when its raining .

*pinto is really a good teacher .

i find it super funny that people will actually post the o level coursework question on yahooanswers to seek help .lol

YSaturday, January 12, 2008' 2:07 PM

done amaths already .
im seriously stressed out .
i got no idea why .
getting so stressed up that i got no mood to eat again lah .
damn it .
crapper .

im suppose to complete 9 essays but i don have the paper for the 8 essays .

i got no idea how to do physics .

i seriously need to rest lah .

I WANT MY BRAIN TO BURST SO I CAN DIE LAH !!!!!!!!!!!

YFriday, January 11, 2008' 5:46 PM

im super extreme tired now lah .
i didnt eat breakfast, recess and lunch yet im still alive .
super no mood to eat .
super lazy to eat .
WHAT THE HELL LAH !

YThursday, January 10, 2008' 5:53 PM

guzheng performance on chinese new year is cancelled .
so i can spend more time practising my sheng .
today have co but i left early .

i super busy lah .
so many stuffs to do .
yet i still manage to take out time to play sims 2 .lol .
im addicted already lah .
all because of bing yuan lah .tell me he have in d end i insisted to borrow .
lol .sorry lah .

wa lao .
im been thinking of loads of stuff lah .
I WANT TO CLEAR MY MIND LAH !
STOP THINKING BOUT THOSE STUFFS !
and i kept thinking and thinkig and when im thinking people say i emo lah .
as if like i super noisy de person like that .

YMonday, January 07, 2008' 5:53 PM

ssp not starting yet .
but i know tat i will not be able to attend emaths remedial .
cause pinto say we shall go for amaths remedial which the same time as tat .

chinese we all separate class .
got 4eA,4eB,4eC,4eD .
*im in the A class .
same as dessy jillian and priscilla .
somehow i recalled of it started with a kiss, er zhou ju zhi wen .
lol .like im jiang zhi shu .then got people like me .lol .hahahaha .
then or perhaps is dessy is jiang zhi shu then got people like him .*

yaya whatever .
and i no need retest chem le cause its base on overall science .
*-------------------* i don mean anything don think too much .and im not being bad .

YSaturday, January 05, 2008' 2:06 PM

ssps starting next week .
retest all start next week .
i have not yet personalise my table .
i have not studied .
i have not practised the chinese new year song for sheng .
i have not yet master the guzheng chinese new year song well .
im super busy .
and yet im still playing sims 2 .
lol .

emaths: albert teoh .
amaths: i think is toh chee keong .
english: wendy .i have no idea who the hell is she .
chinese: if i get into A class is i think ms tay .
f & n: mdm dewi .
physics: loh yoke ling .
chemistry: rina .
ss: eunice koh .
lit: don noe .

there will be straight 6 periods of maths on monday?
3amaths after school and straight 3 emaths remedial .

YThursday, January 03, 2008' 6:45 PM

finally !!! I GOT THE SIMS 2 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks you very extreme much to bing yuan . (:

today wasted the whole day in the hall .
played heart attack in class .

went for co .
i will not be performing for guzheng but yes for sheng .
and damn the sec 2 guy for saying im sec 3 .
and tat suo na guy for saying me sec 2 .
DAMN IT LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
playing on cca carnival and chinese new year .

im finally sec 4 !!!
i can no need move a single thing .
all those stuffs leave to the juniors .
i no need to move guzheng and perform .
everything is done by the juniors !!!
hahahahahahahaha

YWednesday, January 02, 2008' 4:04 PM

today is first day of school .
not as bad as i think .
reached school at 6.30 + .
assemble hear craps .
went to air-con classroom !
did some ridiculous stuff like sharing what u did during the holidays .
recess .
went to hall .
listen to mr zul talking bout discipline .
total crap lah .
then doze off .
awake and after tat go back class .
took class photos .
did some resolutions .
then end of the day .
chatted awhile with ms tay .
she say all co conductors and teachers all change .
it means no more yin qun .
i quite happy lah .but i don think the others are .
ate mee sua with hui min and kai xin at compass .
went montip, popular ,sembawang ,
sembawang selling dong bang shin ki season 2 at $99.90 .
sucker right? wth .

YTuesday, January 01, 2008' 12:50 PM

Yun Jung-Hoon and Han Ga-In !!!!

they look so sweet together !