YSaturday, March 31, 2007' 7:34 PM
today went out to study .yesterday slept frm 6:45-11pm .then eat fattening foods .sleep again frm 1-11am .then suppose meet at 11:30 ,change to 12:45 .then delayed till 1++ .then met with kx .then charrs then hui min .saw joshua n another guy don noe his name .they oso at the kopitiam .then they didnt change out of the co costume .then went see clothes .then go bk study .study till 5++ .bought mee sua n eat n went home .
`me in the new co costume .
YFriday, March 30, 2007' 11:24 PM
mood not so good .some stuff happened .don wanna talk bout it .ani way thanx to : valerie brenda kx pris soh hui min for the comfort .realli cheered me up .n i left guzheng early cause i don wanna go back .then ani way sorrie to pris n lihua attitude u all in the morning cause too tired .then e-maths boring ss even more boring n a-maths sianz .ani way damn teacher n some seniors n some juniors .
`life is getting meaningless by days .
`too much stuff to do .
`yet so little time .
`too stressed up till my tears cant be kept back .
`cant control them as them come n go .
`really tried controlling the tears but to no avail .
`i wont give a damn bout stuff in life ani more .
`jux tolerate for awhile more .
`will never noe wat will happen tomorrow .
YThursday, March 29, 2007' 9:33 PM
today broke record man !!! ran th entire 1 round with jux stopping for awhile .lolx .so shuang cause first time break record but stomach starts aching .then after tat see the boys do pull ups .so funny .then the inclin i manage to do 5 oni .haix .then english got tat old geog teacher tat ziya say is "ms phoebe leong's clone" .lolx .then we didnt bother to listen to her crap lahx .then physics test got 10/25 .then me n pris both test oso fail .then she talk to me n pris bout it .realli too tired for studies lerx .realli no time to study co occupied continous 3 days lerx .then chinese boring then yz lost his pencil box then accuse me n li hua .SORRIE : WEE KIT AND ZHI WEI .cause i accuse them the culprits cause they were like laughing so evil lahx .then e-maths sleep .then a-maths slack .went guzheng .today didnt attitude !!! but then brenda so damn act lahx .act so dao n angry still slam the door showing attitude to liwen .lolx .then chat with hui min .end lerx jiu play badminton awhile then went home .i heaven decided whether joining mahx .its seems too important .don want ani more stress .
really sorry people .that my attitude is getting frm bad to worse .i m realli too tired to tink of other stuff lerx .ani way if my attitude realli got worse jux tell me straight .or perhaps jux flare up .i shall tink wat to do next .i don wanna bother tat who hate me lerx .i use to emo cause of it .but now i don .i jux wanna concentrate on my studies .i don give a damn bout others lerx .wait till after SYF bahx .
YTuesday, March 27, 2007' 9:42 PM
english played taboo . the same few peepos went up to play .then kinda soft .then watch the visa commercial so damn funni .lolx .then after tat lit wrote on the story .i write till so good lahx .then have chem .nearly fall asleep .zzz .then recess time .first time this year ate heavy recess .then e-maths lesson i got listen .xcept tat pris soh is SLEEPING in almost all the class .hehex .then completed my e-maths hw .so guai man .then passed to mei en then don noe y pass to zhi wei .then pris soh kept laughing .siao .then i veri kind derx lend them protractor .n THEY DROP IT ONTO THE FLOOR !!! but i forgive them hahax .then chinese got 3 teachers .then yong zheng say the old man is the china teacher derx didi .then i say gege .then lihua say father .then we kept talking .then the old man kept staring at li hua .then joke joke .which is kinda boring .FINALLI pc .counted as free period .then completed the pc ws .then chitty chatty .then joke ard with yong zheng desmond li hua mei en n zhi wei .then yong zheng still say tat he n zhi wei is the oni 2 tat talking wont stand derx .like shit lahx .he say mei en then he jump so far .lolx .then mei en is acting as ah ma n lecturing zhi wei .then she go find sin yee .then sin yee say her then she so fed up .couple stand for each other mahx .+P .then went do f n n .no idea how to do .n I HAVE DECIDED NOT TO JOIN SHENG LERX .ai lin is like saying is u want to join or u want peepo to pei u .make no sense lahx .obvious is want to join n want peepo pei wat .damn lahx .waste my time rushing up .i didnt eat some more lahx then went up lerx .damn lahx .then went back f n n room n slack .desmond is SO GAY+cc !!! lolx .then bought from badminton girls doggie magnet cost $2.50 .i so kind .then went pop then went home .
YFriday, March 23, 2007' 6:28 PM
today is SO DAMN BORED .then during e-maths fall asleep .woke up then have moodswing .nearly cry out .cause got a feeling tat alot of peepos hate me .then i ask some peepos .mei en say no .zhi wei say sometimes .then wee kit n yong zheng tink i m k=joking bahx .then they say yes .then mood begin to swing .then yong zheng kinda play with the glove then i jiu laugh lerx .then emo again .then i stare at jerlin she stare me back .a-maths fall asleep then mood change back to normal .then went guzheng .oni got sec 1s .then left me .cause hui xuan n wan er going speech day .then THANX wen chuan help me find peepos pei me .then freaking teacher embarrass me infront of the sec 1s .i don give a damn ani way .then me n brenda was like in out in out .slacking n playing .then NO BREAK .survive w/o food for 4 hrs .then teacher suddenly so good never scold lerx .weirdo .then went speech day .CO SO COOL .HX SO DAMN HANSOME .is damn lahx .saw his name in the paper .then point to hui min n jerlin .then tink hui xuan saw bahx .hopefully not .no. 35 .didnt see him get the prize .then saw him walk out .so tall n handsome !!! saw berlinda too .she didnt realli bother bout me jux wave n smile then walk away lerx .still as cool as oways .then after tat kept repeating HX IS SO DAMN HANDSOME!!!!!
YWednesday, March 21, 2007' 11:15 PM
todae kinda boring especially during chemistry .hate tat mr toh lahx .his teaching so damn eww .then kept repeating .then got ss .then during english fall asleep .then kinda sianz then suddenly miss tey talk bout RAIN then i suddenly so energized .then the boys + mei en kept saying wat RAIN RAIN RAIN .then f & n so damn bored n sianz lorx .didnt do much .then my research & development got 10/12 .hahax .lolx .i m so damn honoured .lolx .then mrs siva came in n started shouting at e4 peepos .luckili we e3 peepos don have .n oways is e4 peepos get scolded in class derx .then she like taking students for granted n kepy shouting n scolding rubbish .after tat when canteen drink n do finish ss .didnt EAT .then talk to ailin .then sickenin kx kept using the percussion stick to hit my locker n my head .IS PAIN DERX LORX .YONG KAI XIN .then went guzheng practise till so sianz .luckili time pass by fast .scared hui si 3 times todae .n at the bus-stop other seniors include januver n blahx blahx all laugh .lolx .
ani way i going to get to play another instrument .WISH GRANTED .1 step closer to da zu .another WISH GRANTED .lolx .oways wanted to enter da zu but cant .then now my terms between ailin is getting better .as she don show attitude or wat so ever more .tats a good thing .then told mummi then she told me tat THINK tat at home got 2 gao yin sheng .which daddy bought frm china years ago .but its some where in the store room gotta get tat out .
YTuesday, March 20, 2007' 6:36 PM
THANX TO...
`hwee ling & pris tan
`zhen yan
`ziyi
`wan qing
thanx so much for the presents .realli love them .+D .
ziyi gave me the rain poker cards .hahax .so damn cool .second deck i got!!! then english boring, lit kinda ... , chem EXTREM boring .then e-maths boring then chinese so-so .cause didnt give a damn to teacher .now i noe y mei en n li hua oways don listen in class lerx cause of the peepos behind .hahax .today joke ard .lolx .yong zheng derx upper hand so damn long lahx .is the length of 2 exact 15cm ruler .then i told him to donate half of his leg to me so i will be taller .then now then i see guys WITHOUT muscle .lolx .never seen in my life before .oways seeing those with super big muscles or average .lolx .then yong zheng don wanna lend me his shoes .+P .then li hua take zhi wei derx shoe bag .disgusting thing is tat they put the npcc hat inside the shoe bag with the shoes .then they don wash it n it stink with their sweat inside .then li hua hand stink .hahax .lolx .then slack in class for 1 hour .LKK, zul, toh n anbu took cane n walk ard the sch .threateners .took my photos .so damn ugly .then played ping pong/table tennis .thought it was easy but its not .
YSaturday, March 17, 2007' 2:15 PM
slept at 2am .then wake up at ard 12:38 .so damn tired .n 1 thing i have not done is holiday homeworks .its total night-mare don noe how to do .n sch is gonna reopen .oh crap .damn it .don wanna go to sch lahx .hope it will extend longer .i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish .
YFriday, March 16, 2007' 6:50 PM
damn it lahx .sickenin teacher .went sch ard 12.30 .then carry all the guzheng to the hall .hand so damn pain lahx .damn it .then saw jerlin yeo talk awhile then go back then go frm guzheng room to hall n back again n blahx blahx blahx .then played chun tian for almost the entire day lahx .n januver n ziyi were their playing percussion .at least there are some jokes ard .except tat ailin shouted so everibody get into serious business again .urgh !! then teacher change my plac lahx !!! damn it lahx .say wattz the centre position is important then chage my place with kx then with jiayi .say wattz i never move .damn it lahx .its so damn ridiculous lorx .cause i will not be in the middle if brenda didnt come .then let tat demon sit in the middle scare everibody away .its better to let me sit there rather then letting the demon sit there n people to notice wattz .damn it lahx .then i m between 2 sec 2 which i hate it most lahx .i DON like my juniors .then finally played till 4++ break for pathetic 10 min then played han jiang x .then ard 5++ .carried all the guzhengs back n same thing back n fro back n fro .then suppose to arrange the guzheng derx .damn the juniors lahx .sec 1s leave without senior approval, sec 2s sitting ard chatting .(not include emily, gina) then we seniors have to help them arrange their sits .damn them lahx .as if they r real class peepos .i stand their already more class then them lerx lorx .damn it lahx .
YThursday, March 15, 2007' 8:54 PM
went to sch today .nearly late .suppose to wait for brenda derx but i went off first .cause she is late .then she came guzheng so damn late lorx .then emo .cried .then become crazy .ani way i thought i lost my guzheng file but then remember tat its in my locker .lolx .then practise till siao .so damn bored lahx .then jia yi is like so ... felt like slapping her lahx .so damn vain lorx .trimmed her eyebrows and clipped her eye lash .eww .then alina voice is so damn loud lahx .i beside her then she kept shouting .felt like jux slapping all of them .
THANX VALERIE N THOSE WHO SHARED TAT PRESENT .I REALLI LUV IT ALOT .
hehex .val gave me a pandant .its with a love word n carved Mel .thanx so much realli love it .then went home at general office their hui si n hui xuan is fighting n running ard jux cause of who throwing tat rubbish .then senior ( eg. bing yuan janice val jason janice n blahx blahx ) were sort of like saying cat fight ! then jason even bet say hui xuan will win .hahax .lame .lastly saw dulcena in sch .with the netball .she look kinda bored cause she was like walking ard .hahax .talked for awhile .lolx .gotta end .then, thanx hwee ling n pris tan, val, blahx blahx n blahx blahx .sorrie if i didnt mention ur name .SORRIE !!!
YTuesday, March 13, 2007' 6:47 PM
went to compass .cause pris soh alone at cp so i went down to pei her .i m so kind !!! then met with her then walk ard don noe where to eat then kept standing ard pizza hut .went in lerx .then order n eat .didnt eat finish cause its eww .baked cheese with pasta .doesnt combine well .then we were like feeling kinda waste .but heck care .then scared no student discount .but heng got .then went take the draft frm kx .comic connection .n I CAN FINALLY BUY HP .good news huh-? then went to hougang mall .see pris soh play ddr .then ling n charrs came .then i went home .kinda hate myself recently .got no idea why .ani way plans .
tomorrow go uncle ringo .
`shop for clothes .
`go gym .
`lose excessive fats .
`skin gets better .
`spend lot of $$$$$ .
YSaturday, March 10, 2007' 5:04 PM
thanx:
fab, bg , brinal ++++
hui xuan
brenda TAN
mei en
guzheng members for the birthday song n grace for playing birthday song .
thanx for all ur gifts .i realli love it .n special thanx to hui wen for the birthday message .sis for the birthday message n cyborg keychain .special special thanx to mummi for the surprise although i didnt get to experience it and daddy for the 100 bucks .realli love u guys!!!
the new family car birthday is 9TH MARCH TOO .
mummi wanted to give me the surprise after tuition derx .but then went out to so called "celebrate" .then mummi purposely chose my birthday to get the car derx .so damn touched lahx .in the morning i cried like hell .so damn touched . +D+D+D+D+D+D+D+D+D+D+D+D+D+D+D
YThursday, March 08, 2007' 7:02 PM
i noe i kinda ... nowadays .i oso don noe wattz wrong with me .yeaterday guzheng so damn moody then kinda cried for awhile .then wen chuan n valerie saw .sorrie .ani way i noe i m kinda easily pissed off nowadays n back to normal .none consistent .sorrie wan qing attitude u todae .ani way its just 1 more day to my birthday .n i m getting moodswings . ... .aniway todae got pe .so mani peepos injured .n 1 more thing since u don wanna talk to me jiu suan .i cant be bothered .but i still hate tat girl .although during pe kinda hurt each other .i don believe i cant find 1 lahx .damn u .+P .then no english lesson .so damn suay lahx .at first is the class say when e-maths lesson go press fire alarm then jiu no test .but suay suay english lesson jiu have lerx .waste time in the sun .then go hall slept awhile thengot physics .then after recess chinese .which kinda bore me .zhen yan n li hua accompany me .hehex .lolx thankies .then e-maths the test i completely no idea how to do !!! damn it .hell lahx .then a-maths the test i oso don noe how to do .thanx to BG, FAB n DJ .thanx for ur helps .then went guzheng .lasted 10 min alone with oni the whole row of sec 1 .but i m strong cause i senior .hahax .then bg message me tat fab brought my present home n he too .giving me tomorrow .they tink i will carry to PUNGGOL PARK-? then went compass ALONE n ate the jelly ice-cream met sherwin .then meet with hui min they all chat chat then slack slack then bye .
FYI : i saw mrs vee lorx then she ignore me so i ignore her too . 1 MORE DAY TO MY BIRTHDAY !!!!