went to find li hua and others at 11pm plus .

went to the roof garden .

start playing games till 1am .
seriously, its a bad idea for playing those games lah .
all the guys hit so hard -.-

ah neo hit my right thigh then swollen but now not that visible already .

clive hit my left thigh till internal bleeding and swollen .lol!
but now no longer swollen just red .
and the moment he slap down, my thigh immediately turn numb .LOL!

yea, i shouldnt have hit people so hard .
im sorry .

and, thanks to kai xin, me and li hua got a free ride home~~
im sooooooooo jealous lahhhh .
i also want a boyfriend who drives .
so i no need squeeze in bus .
okay, now i shall only target guys with license and car .LOL!
and, most importantly, looks, height and sports .:D
hahahahahahah!

gtg...

MY BOYFRIEND- U-KNOW JUNG YUNHO~ :D

AND, HAPPY BIRTHDAY POH LI HUA!~

anyway, i can be here now at this kind of timing cause my school starts at 2pm today .:D
but im meeting qin at tamp one later at 12pm .

thank god fashion deadline is pushed back by 1 week .
but still i will try to rush it out by next week .
it all depends on my progress on my log book and learning journal . :(

recently i can't sleep late .
i will start dozing off at 11 plus .
and during week ends i also cannot sleep more than 10 hours . :'(

swimming, yesterday i swim till damn stress .
i don't know why, but just feel stressed .
and i swam till i had a headache, but i just ignore .
thanks for gabriel, kelvin, pamela and adrian for concerns .
gabriel says i shouldn't push myself too much .
pamela say i suffering from insomia .ha!

i seriously need to buck up, after failing fc quiz by 1 mark .

i shall start studying and asking people out to study .:D

my log book and learning journal is due on next thursday .
but i hope to complete everything within the weekend .

mummy is selling away my twin . :(
my honda haven't even celebrated it's 3 years old with me . :'(
i hope can let it celebrate 9th march with me first .

and, we have decided to give up on boy boy .
i feel sooooooooooo bad .
and i really wanna keep him .
but,
1. he really shed toooooooo much fur .
2. we had to hook him to the window and let honey roam ard freely ornot she will rip my door off .
3. because of school and swimming i always reach home at the end of the day and its the others who are taking care of him .

mummy kept saying she won't be able to clean the house every single day .
and say, i was the one who wanted to keep both of them, yet i return home late at night .
and, boy boy is horny and pervert!
he kept humping me and my sis .
the scene which he hump her is damn freaking funny, laugh non-stop .
guess what?! boy boy was trying to hump honey in OPEN! infront of US!
luckily we manage to pull him away .
so currently, hes up for adoption, and a few people are interested .
boy, im goona miss him .

TVXQ BREAK OUT! RELEASE~~~~~~~~~~~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~ MY BOYFRIEND- HERO KIM JAEJOONG~ :D


CONGRATS for the start of mozart musical MY BOYFRIEND- XIAH KIM JUNSU~ :D

going for fashion~~~~

2 test on wednesday .
1 test on thursday .

fc report by 25th jan .
fashion due on 3rd feb .
csas journal and log book due on 4th feb .

how great can my life get?
it simply sucks .

yesterday morning met up with qin, sh and stephen for breakfast at long john .
thanks stephen's dad for fetching us there .

the senior can have red hair .
and when we have brown hair we get scolded until like shit .
how bias can they get?!

cut kai lan .
all sorts of weird things start appearing .
and i found 1 slug/worm on my apron, and i screamed .
they kept asking us to do faster when we were already doing .
and i heard from qin say, the senior went to tell the others that we kept talking and never do work .sucker! so what you are senior?!
that doesn't give you much rights! it just shows that you are older!

peel and pluck spinach .
and im ready to retire from doing vegetables .
its tough, irritating and horrible!

started slacking ard .
washed veg .
blanch veg .
played with dog and cat .

ate and left .
stayed quite some time in cotton on with qin .
and we bought a top each .:D

went udders .
had d24 durian with waffle .
and qin had mao shan wang with waffle .
the price differs ALOT!

and, i saw my relative at the temple .
but i couldn't remember shes my grandmother's number what sister so i didn't call her .
though i've been calling her every chinese new year for the past 16 years ++ .
and till now, mummy still have to prompt us who is who .

how great .
i studied till 2am for BNF .
and woke up at 7am, with only 5 hours of sleep .
and, turns out that the part i didn't study for, came out .
yes, im referring to vitamin C .
seriously screw it .

and i realise that on the 20th jan, i got 2 test on the same day .
HOW AWESOME~~~~ :@

and im super damn tired .
and i still have to go through lectures . :(
and when teacher was mentioning deficiency in iron .
syafiq says,"eh, i think you lack in iron cause you look pale."
me, " cause i have make up on."
LOL! but then he say i still look pale without make up .
is that a good thing or bad thing?
at least its better than having a flushed face right?

and and, when azlina say no wearing of heels to supermarket, qin and syafiq start staring at me . -.-

had french .
was having a hard time focusing .
cause,
1. i forgot to bring my specs and all my other lecture notes .[cause im too tired in the morning and im not thinking properly.]
2. im super tired .
so most of the time in french, my head was down .

waited for shawn with pris tan .
took bus with pris tan, shawn, yx, harrinder and qj .
and i saw nick ho when going to school and going home .:D
AND, he told me hes considering joining swimming!~~~
YEAH!!!!! before that ask him join, he refuse to, then now he want .
finally theres someone who i can talk to during swimming .
i meant a real friend, as in a friend whom i known for years~~~

im gonna start studying fc later~

i know poly sucks and so does everything .
but whats the point of regretting this and that now?
i rather try to do my best and not make anymore regrets .
i got my NYR to follow~~

and, guys are seriously jerks .
especially those that i have met .
seriously, they suck lah!
im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo angry right now .
why do i always encounter this kind of guys?
shoot them lah!
and my horoscope says, "sweet talkers cannot be trusted"
HOW TRUE!

im stress now, partly also because of swimming, so im taking a break from swimming now .
shall resume on friday instead .:D

went for open house again .
the teacher also love korean celebrities .:D
she showed F.T island, suju and RAIN's mvs .
she showed rainism, and i was totally engrossed in it .:D
and she kept kept talking to 1 student bout rain, and i seriously feel like interupting cause they got some infos wrong, but i kept quiet .
spent quite some time re-watching dating on earth .:D
but yet to complete the whole thing .

went upstairs to help out .
slack like mad .
and pester stephen to get me the balloon .
i think secondlife is actually kinda fun .
i didn't know can actually ride a jet-ski and other stuff .:D
thanks stephen and qj for the balloons .:D

training is getting soooooooooooo stress .
wednesday went for training and used alot of fins .

then yesterday also use fins .
suppose to do 20x50m swim with fins @ 50 sec .
in d end, im the only one who couldn't do it .
so i only did 16 of it .
cause coach see that i can't catch up .

went dinner with them .
was damn tired, don't even feel like talking .
and i think everybody there treat me like some small kid lah . -.-
cause other people walked there .
then i was thinking don't know whether should i sit chen an's car or walk .
though i really wanna sit, but will feel awkward .
but pamela kept pushing me to the car .
so i took the car .:D

my legs till now still pain .
last night it kept shaking for no reason .
MY LEGS!

and when i reached home .
i was damn tired .
i on the tv, then kept dozing off .
woke up at 12 plus am, eat dinner watch tv .

im feeling very tired+ stressed+ horrible+ whole body aching .
urgh!
but at least i have yet to break any of my NYR .(:

and i was seriously damn angry yesterday .
FIRST, I LOST MY RAIN KEYCHAIN UNKNOWINGLY !
i only realised it after i went to find hui min . :'(
SECONDLY, im damn angry at my senior .
he seriously damn sucker .
usually he gets on my nerves already enough and yesterday he just made me list him on my "hate" list .
its been empty for so long, now officially someone is in it!
i got the helium balloon, and i only left with 1, cause i gave syafiq the other one .
then he kept asking me to give it to him cause he want to suck the helium .
so i told him, cannot, i want the balloon so im not going to give it to him .
if he want only can after training, cause by then the balloon should be half-dead .
then that sucker told me he not staying for training, he leaving soon .
so i told him too bad, and im going to give it to him .
then i tied the balloon with my watch to my bag .
then that sucker went behind me and just rip the string off my bag and immediately untie it .
EXCUSE ME! ITS NOT FUNNY OKAY!
SO OLD ALREADY STILL PLAY WITH BALLOON .
AND ITS NOT YOURS RIGHT?
WHAT IS YOUR FREAKING PROBLEM, I ALREADY TOLD YOU I WANT TO KEEP IT .EVEN IF I DON'T WANT YOU CAN ONLY HAVE IT AFTER TRAINING .
NOT COMING FOR TRAINING IS ALREADY BAD ENOUGH STILL TAKE MY BALLOON WITHOUT MY PERMISSION !
SUCKER!
i was dman pissed off so i just went to the toilet .
and that sucker continued to play with the damn freaking balloon .
i hope you inhale too much helium then ...
whatever, im not a mean person !
damn him seriously .
i was already damn angry bout losing my keychain and he just made everything worse .
SUCKER!
and i really meant that hes a DAMN FREAKING SUPER SUCKER!
and he didn't even feel sorry or apologize lah!
sucker!

had fashion yesterday .
i slept throughout the lecture .
only waking up when the lecture ended and break started .
then was awake throughout watching hair spray movie .
not the zac efron one, is the super old one .

went library to find people .
irritate them as usual .

went swimming .
FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, alot of people turn up and most surprising thing is that everybody started damn early .it was only like 6.15pm?
again, i skipped stretch cordz . :D
i seriously hate it, cause my muscles will ache and it won't give me skinny arms .
just swam less than 15m, my arm start to ache .
all because of last wednesday's doings of stretch cordz .

was super stressed bout swimming .
swam 2x500m with fins .
1000m paddle pull .
15x100m swim with fins .this is the one that killed me .
moreover, its a 2 minute round .
i was damn stressed bout it, and i was cursing in my heart why didn't it rain or why didn't my leg cramp so i can get out of it .
finally swam finish .
my face turned red like mad, cause i was out of breath .
warm down, and was the first to leave the pool .:D
cause others have to do mannequin carry~
waited for them for damn long .

went opposite school to eat .
it was allllllllllllll about spirited away, make me feel like watching when they can't stop talking bout it .(:
bro come fetch, went to hougang to see dog .
the guy asked us if we were friends .
then the female said, "cannot tell that they are family meh? they all look alike"
anyway,
reached home at 11 plus going 12 .
damn tired .

today, wanted to skip lab .
but got project consultation so have to go .
the weather was awesome~
though im late .:D
my umbrella is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo pretty .
its pink, with flowers and butterflies~~~~
slept for 1 hour for the 3 hour lab .
and i was in a very bad mood .
cause i was very stress because of swimming yesterday and my legs were aching .
and, im damn tired .

went for open house for the e-lab thing .
seriously did nothing there .
i only helped 2 girls with the second life thing .
and i kept giving them hints and damn obvious answers .
but though we got it all right, they didn't win cause they were the last to hand in .

kept irritating people with me wanting balloon .
in d end, i got one . (:
1 person have the balloon, and when vincent ask her where she took it from, she ask me want anot .
so i took it .:D

but gave it up at the bus stop cause its kinda impossible to bring it home .
considering the crowd in the bus and at the bus stop .
ITS RED, represent TVXQ~

im soooooooooooooo tired right now .
currently, in biz park .

stomach pain . :(
later still got swimming . :(

yesterday watched dating on earth till 2am .
OMG! ITS DAMN AWESOME!
can't keep smiling and laughing .
and, i feel like slapping the stupid woman .
snatch my micky and jaejoong from me!
urgh!
but OMG their marriage damn sweet~~~~
that's the sweetest thing ever .
but, thank god its not true .
micky can't be married, cause his mine~~~ :D

anyway, gonna get back sketch book later at fashion .

got swimming .

tomorrow 8am lecture cancelled~~ :D

yesterday,...

bryan and ys: eh! rain rejected megan fox leh! MEGAN FOX LEH!
me: cause he married already what, and megan fox only .
bryan: he married already? no wonder, BUT MEGAN FOX LEH!
me: :D ask me who he married to .
bryan: who?
me: *points to myself*
bryan: -.- he rejected megan fox because of you .
me: :D

i forgot to post my new year resolution .
so here it is:
1. get at least gpa of 3.3 or higher .
2. score better in bnf .
3. do proper lab reports .
4. do projects and assignments properly .
5. do homework and study for tutorial pop quiz for every tut session .
6. study test in advance .
7. be better at french, it will help me in my role play .
8. go for swimming training at least once a week, or perhaps twice a week .
9. organize myself .
10. continue liking rain and tvxq (:
11. yet to decide ...
will up updated again soon

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actually didn't want to go for steamboat with swimming people already .
cause i couldn't decide what to wear .
but in d end, i still went .
and i got lost plus! i had to walk a overhead bridge without shelter .
i was damn scared the bridge can't be used lah .
thank god i manage to reach paya lebar mrt safely -.-
i didn't want to be early cause i didn't want to wait .
so in d end, i was the last to arrive .:D
was shocked to know that only me and fiona were the only girls .
cause i thought eleanor and others will be going .
so only got we 2 girls and 9 other guys .

walked DAMN far to reach the steamboat place .
and i started complaining and whining the moment i see them till we reach the place .
i irritate people, people irritate me back .
suckers! (:
shared table with fiona, bryan, ys and edwin .
they can seriously TAKE, they just kept taking and pouring into the steamboat .
luckily im not in the other table, theirs are worst .

stayed till 7 plus .
took cab to plaza sing there with fiona and cedric .
i complained from the moment we got into the taxi till we reach there .
and everybody was damn irritated by me .:D

walked, met up with brian .
others who took another cab arrive .
slack and waited .wanted to play lan, in d end didn't .
then they wanted to go pub, but in d end also didn't, i think cause me and fiona cannot go in, PLUS i refuse to go .

walked to ps .
people continue to irritate me once they knew how i started to irritate people with the "if only im rich" .
reach ps, more people came, like chris, pamela and alan .
but me and fiona left first .

i was so broke that i have to borrow money from mummy . :(

TAN JUE LIN MELISSA
9TH MARCH 1992
melissa_luvrain@hotmail.com

IN LOVING MEMORIES,
Baby princess angel
25th june- 8th december 2009

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LOVES TVXQ .
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