YTuesday, June 30, 2009' 7:24 PM
i need a good night sleep .
all the nightmares and stuff, making me going crazy .
my dark eye circles are all out .
and sooner or later pimples will oso start popping out .
today then i know, the film review no need do .-_-
luckily i haven't force myself to watch that 1993 year show .
today had been rushing csas, though i already completed at home .
have to edit the colour and transition and stuff .
ask vincent to bring his lappy .
in d end, wei bin was the one using .
YMonday, June 29, 2009' 6:23 PM
today is seriously busy .
angel has appointment at 7pm .
i got dental appointment to remove sitches at 9pm .
i have to submit my final work for csas which is due tomorrow .
i have to do research on ice cream for my project due on friday .
i have yet to complete my "ratatouillle" film review, and im half way through stuck at what beliefs of food in the show?! what the heck .
i have yet to watch the freaking 1993 chinese movie and write a review on it and also, same as ratatouille its due on friday .
i have practised my knife skills on sat .
but i still need contine practising my knife skills for friday's practical .
i promise to attend swimming on wednesday and friday, so i cant break the promise .
IM FREAKING BUSY!
and im not having enough sleep .
ever since they say we will be having FCS practical, im having nightmares .
twice on the exam .
and other nightmares are repeats .
i use to dream of it in the past, like 1-2 years apart?
now, all come back .
and is consistent nightmares .
and it is seriously freaking me out .
ding jie say i study until "zou huo ru mo" .
but seriously its freaking me out .
YSaturday, June 27, 2009' 8:23 PM
i have alot of things to do .
but i don know which to start on first .
should i leave my work for tomorrow?
and cut the carrots and do my mum's things now?
urgh! im so busy yet im so bored .:(
Y' 11:14 AM
YESTERDAY .
mummy didnt want to go with me .
so i started whining, complaining and shouting .
and she went .:D
i know i shouldnt shout at her, but i was seriously furious at that moment .
cause she say i help her cut the cauliflower and pork and cook rice then she go bathe .
in d end, i cut finish everything, assuming that she finish bathing .
but my brother lock his room door, and my mum was sitting inside watching video all this while .
how can i not be mad?
mrt to orchard .
headed to wheelock place .
look for my sister, and i look ard .
in the end, bought 1 cardigan, 1 top and 1 sunglass .
and spent $99+ .
i feel so guilty for spending the money .:(
but im happy bout my sunglass .lol
it looks like rain's one .:D
TODAY .
will be heading over to pris house later, cause i need to study .
and i want company and i need someone to teach me .
shall blog more later .:D
YFriday, June 26, 2009' 2:55 PM
MICHAEL JACKSON DIED ON 25TH JUNE .
rain is kinda a huge fan of michael jackson, and he died on his birthday?!
how horrible is that?! he must be feeling upset .:(
YThursday, June 25, 2009' 6:58 PM
I NEED TO STUDY ON MY OBC .
I DON UNDERSTAND A FREAKING THING, THOUGH I THOUGHT I KNEW ABIT .
had bmic .
was awake for first hour and start dozing off after 1 hour .
took back bmic paper, not surprised by the result, cause i already knew i fail .
flipping through the paper, and MY TEACHER MISS OUT 1 PAGE .
i was freaking happy lahhhhhhh .
cause the last qn is /20 .
and i got only 6?!
but, he forgot to mark my last page .
LETS PUT OUR HANDS TOGETHER AND PRAY THAT MELISSA CAN EARN AT LEAST 3 MARKS ON THAT LAST PAGE AND PASS BMIC .:D
and and, i want to say, mr loh is a really gooooood lecturer .:D
but its the subject that is boring .:D
obc lab .
yi hui was the one doing 95% of all jobs .
im feeling guilty, but i seriously got no idea what to do and what to draw and how to construct .
thank god shes my lab partner, shes the one who does almost all the jobs .
im sorry, and thank you .:D
and i thought i knew at least abit of it .
but when gaoya starts asking me qn, my mind went blank .
and i couldnt answer any of her qn .
im sorry, i didnt mean to be looking so annoyed, but im irritated cause i don know what im trying to explain and stuff .
met up with hui min and li hua .
saw 1 primary school friend, but i didnt approach .
i feel that its weird if i approach them cause they might just forgot who i am .
and it hurts if someone you knew and its obvious they also know you but they couldnt remember who are you and the question," who are you?" is hurtful!
watch my korea drama ep1 while li hua webcam with dj pris chevy .
and hui min doing her work .
PEOPLE! LETS GO STUDY TOGETHER .
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO STUDY .
IM AVAILABLE AS STUDY PARTNER :D
Y' 5:09 AM
i was depressed for hours .
upon knowing out of 6 modules, i failed 3 .
and im suppose to get a call from my careperson .
nice one, admit that you are stupid, melissa .
everyone got a shock when i became at that state .
cause they never seen me like that before .
and they just kept asking whether if im okay, and, at that point, yea, i nearly let it out .
but thank god they stop at the right time .
it rained awhile after that, and that coincidence made me alot better .
and when it stopped, i felt worse, my mind went blank .
but thank god, it rained longer this time .
and its long till, i manage to get back on track and become "normal" .
i love athifah, i love my class .
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on the brighter and happier side, ITS RAIN'S AND ANGEL'S BIRTHDAY .:D
rain just video-call me to tell me that hes on his way to singapore to meet up with me to celebrate .LOL!
nah, im just kidding .
thinking of sharing money with sis to buy angel a jewelled collar .
princess indeed .
and and, after dinner .
i fall asleep, and slept from 8 plus till 4.45am .
WOW!
YTuesday, June 23, 2009' 9:00 PM
i got back 2 tests .
and BOTH FAIL .
how dumb can i be?
i actually failed!
for goodness sake .what the heck?
i scored 20/50 for FCS .
and 23.5/70 for CSAS .
nice one melissa .you are utter crap .
no point saying what, i shall work harder or buck up or whatever crap .
no one believes in such nonsense anymore .
no one actually bothers .
and guess what? i dont even dare to tell my mother my results .
im feeling shitty right now .
and i didnt swim for 3 weeks already .
and i tend to skip this week too .
how crap can melissa be?
i played badminton with my sis last night .
and all my muscles are aching like mad .
how crap can melissa be .
this is crap .utter crap .
even my csas teacher is utter crap .
she didnt return me my draft as promised on the monday of the week of term test .
i called her so many times and she didnt bother picking it up .
i freaking emailed her and she didnt bother to reply .
and today, she freaking say she misplaced my draft and couldnt freaking find it .
and she made me waited for her for so long .
YSunday, June 21, 2009' 5:10 PM
guess what??
RAIN AND ANGEL'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING .:D
25TH JUNE~~~~~
YSaturday, June 20, 2009' 8:43 PM
holidays ending soon .:(
how i wish it could just continue and never end .:(
priscilla and ding jie are mad?
i guess?
but i wanna say what i did during the holidays in case they get mad with me .
im sorry, for the 2 weeks holiday i didnt ask you all out and went out with you people .
for the first week of holiday, i practically stayed home for the entire week, cause i didnt want to let people see how i look like .
for the second week, i only head out for a few days and i just stay home .
trying to complete my projects .
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i seriously start hating projects, especially when im appointed as the leader .
and i hate bossy people so i don boss people ard .
and worst thing, there will always be someone who doesnt do their job .
as quoted from miss siti .
i don know what to do bout it .damn!
its not as if like i wanna score badly for my projects .
I WANT GOOD GPA OKAY!
but to some people, they don give a damn .
but FYI, projects doesnt revolve ard 1 person .
its A GROUP of people .
just get what im trying to say .
i know i shouldnt be saying such stuff, but i want to complete my projects soon .
and do a great job .
but,... it will never happen at this rate .
you should seriously stop giving excuses okay!
and, i don understand why other groups can do a great job and everybody making out time for it but my group cant .
is it because im a bad leader? what the heck, i don even wanna be the leader .
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anyway, this morning .
head to punggol plaza with sis .
ate breakfast at kfc and start talking lots bout friends and stuff .
for the 1st time in 17 years? LOL
headed to ntuc .
shopped .bought stuffs .
bought lunch .
and both of us complained and whined from punggol plaza all the way home .
LOL! its seriously freaking heavy .
cooked dinner with sis .
well, it didnt turn out pad thai, but became carrot cake?
weird, i know .
and and, i watched national treasure on my mp3 .
nice show .:D
i love mysteries~
its nice .:D
YFriday, June 19, 2009' 10:27 AM
its been so long since i last chatted to come people .
so, i chatted with wan qing for a few minutes online yesterday .
she damn sucker, never miss me lor .damn her .:D
ding jie must be wondering how i look like now .LOL!
i very long never talk to priscilla soh and charmaine already .:(
shall find time to call them .:D
TUESDAY
woke up early .
taxi-ed to hougang with mummy and sis to have a hair-cut .
and, I ACTUALLY REBONDED MY HAIR .:D
everyone very curious how i look like right???!!!
LOL! my fringe is NOT SUPPOSE to be like bangs .
i should have told the auntie to rebond it to the side or dont rebond it .
but its okay, im gonna put it to the side anyway, cause im not into bangs .:D
head to compasspoint, withdraw money .
head home for lunch .
headed to singapore flyer with mum sis and mum's friends, cause got free ticket .
nothing much, but we manage to get the capsule all to ourselves only, and we don have to share .:D
bought dinner .
head home .
WEDNESDAY .
met with pris and li hua .
headed to shawn's house .
slack, then head to east coast .
walk damn far .
settled .
me and pris went to rent .
wanted 2 blades, but the moment i step out of the place, i regretted it to the max .
so choose to change to bike, which is so much better .
or not i think i will take 4 hours just to get back to the bbq pit .
only played less than 30 min then return the bike .
slack ard .
stayed in the tent with pris .
read comic, listen mp3 .
slack ard .
9pm started cycling .
and damn! its dark .
fall once, but luckily no injuries .:D
I CYCLED 4KM OKAYYYYYYY!!! :D
headed home with pris .
THURSDAY .
hui min wants to bake at pris house .
so headed there .
slack ard most of the time .
suppose to watch ratatouille and write review, but watch half-way .
headed to roof-garden to play roller blades .
I CAN ROLLER BLADE AND TALK ON THE PHONE AT THE SAME TIME .:D
i didnt realise how well i skate back till i hung up my phone .:D
headed home at 8 .
TODAY .
i miss mummy .:(
but she will only be back on tues .:(
now daddy's oso going other country .:(
what the, none of them intend to bring me .:(
im depressed .:(
and and, I HAVEN'T FREAKING WATCH MY "DANCE SUBARU" YET .:(
PEOPLE, ACCOMPANY ME GO WATCH LEH .
ORNOT MY TVXQ GONNA BE REMOVED FROM THE CINEMA ALREADY .:(
im freaking trying to log into student portal for my cds .
but I FREAKING CANT LOG IN, I HAVE BEEN WAITING FROM 10 PLUS TILL 11 PLUS .
AND I STILL CANT LOG IN .DAMN!
i cant take jap anymore .surely no slots .damn!
YSaturday, June 13, 2009' 9:27 PM
went pc fair .
saw 2 familliar faces .
bought my mp4 .
creative zen x-fi .:D
i hope i wont regret it .
$299 for 16GB .
bought cooler, router and mouse .
YThursday, June 11, 2009' 3:45 PM
MONDAY .
my operation for wisdom tooth took place from 3.30pm till 9 pm plus .-_-
took 8 pills before the operation .
i rejected injections so was given 4 pills to calm myself down and sleep .
woke up at 5.30pm then they say change to another room to do operation .
when doing second tooth, i lost control .
my entire mind went blank, and i don know what i was doing .
i only know that i couldnt breathe, my whole body is numb and i couldnt move .
mummy stayed outside for god-knows how many hours waiting for me .
dentist ask if i can swallow more pills to calm myself down, but i rejected .
he wanted to inject me i oso rejected .
finally ended, slept for 20 hours straight .
from monday 9 plus pm till next day .
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IM FINALLY ABLE TO BUY ITOUCH .:D
im going pc fair on sunday .:D
and, i guess im getting my own laptop too~
yeah~~~~~~~ :D
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my practical exam is taking place soon .
and im tested on knife skill, poached egg, hollandaise sauce, chowder etc .
and and, IM EXPERT AT MAKING POACHED EGG .:D
don believe? I SHOW YOU!
pretty right????????? :D
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im so gonna go watch dance, subaru tomorrow .:D
tvxq, here i come .:D
YSunday, June 07, 2009' 6:20 PM
TERM TESTS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS THE HOLIDAYS MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
operation is nearing .:(
4TH JUNE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICKY, MY BOYFRIEND .:D LOL!
i got nothing else to say .:(
im bored .:(
IM GONNA GO GET MY ITOUCH, AND NO ONE GONNA STOP ME!!!!