MELISSAAAAAAAAAAA TAN .:D

YSunday, April 26, 2009' 1:56 PM

mistakes .
the cost per wisdom tooth has a range .
and so the dentist decided to charge mummy $250 per tooth .
and and, my sis oso has wisdom tooth .LOL!

and, im suppose to remove my braces by 1st may .
but because of the operation, its delayed .

and and, i feel like working .
and then earn enough money to buy a massager for leg .
so my family and oso use it .
but i think im not gonna start work that soon .
cause i need to cope and get use to school first .
then i shall go look for a job which is willing to hire me even though i will be like working only 1-2 in a week .

YSaturday, April 25, 2009' 12:28 PM

thursday, i noted the wrong subject and thought i was suppose to have obc .
anyway, ended at 11 .
head to design school to watch classmates eat and talk .
went off with weibin to settle money issues .
the money issue is simply complicated .

got super pissed off after that .
cause, my journey goes like this .
applied school->design canteen->applied school->design canteen->library->business school->biz park->design canteen->mensa .
making me walk so far distance and mostly is under the sun seriously pisses me off .

had dental .
dentist told me i got 4 wisdom tooth, which shocked me .
cause i didnt expect 4 but like 1/2?
and, operation on each tooth cost $500 EACH .
i requested to be put to sleep throughout .
but dentist told me, "500 per hour, cause its professional people doing it ."
and "but the surgery might take more than an hour ."
so it means $1000 to be put to sleep .
and $2000 for 4 teeth .
plus my braces, cost a total of $7000?
damnit lah .
and so, i "quarrelled" with my mum infront of the dentist and nurses which made them laugh .
but it seriously i want to be out to sleep but its just so freaking ex .
im seriously afraid of the surgery, cause i know their words such as," its not painful" and so, are all not worth trusting .
they told me the exact same thing suring my extraction of teeths .
but it still hurt like mad, and i couldnt control my tears .
anyway, i will have the surgery during term break and operate 2 by 2 .
the nurse oso told me, after operating, my face will look slimmer .

friday .
worst day ever .
woke up 1hour earlier than usual .
STOOD FOR 4 HOURS STRAIGHT .
and WALK FOR MORE THAN AN HOUR .
and WALK ARD THE SCHOOL LOOKING LIKE SOME IDIOT .
and PEOPLE STARING+POINTING+LAUGHING .
this seriously sucks .
I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY I HATE FRIDAY .
I HATE THE CHEFSX100000000000000000000000000000000000000
their looks are always like that which seriously irritates me .
the course manager once again made my mind confused and wanting to change course again .
i look super idiotic wearing it .
my classmates say they cant even recognise me and stuff .
damn!
then after school met up with dessy for 15 min .
talked abit with nina nicole melody .
met up with hui min for less than 3 min .
walked a long way to find my classmates .
all stephen's fault! lol
walked here there everywhere .
bused to tm .
walked all the way out to bustop oppsite interchange .
and my legs seriously hurts like mad .
plus, my things were damn heavy .

finally reached home .
and syafiq called to tell me its a must to attend human wheelbarrow, considered as apel attendance .
i don give a heck bout it .
my leg hurts like mad, it hurts once it touches the ground .
and im seriously tired after everyday lessons ends .

good things, my friends are used to my complaints and stuffs .
the kitchen that im gonna use has super strong air-con .
and i was seriously shivering like mad, even my legs shiver .
bad things, i cant reach the pots and pans in the kitchen .
but i will figure it out soon .
so shut up .

YWednesday, April 22, 2009' 11:31 PM

a new girl transferred over to our class .
and i think i will make somehow good friend with her?
im not too sure yet .
at least shes 1. no clique 2. not say very quiet 3. not say very talkative .
and i oso realise that my class got lots of people who are 18 .

well, i still don know how to survive well in my class .
especially with the girls .
its not as easy as i thought it would be .
yea, so i mostly hang out with the guys, or else i might as well be a loner .
but this aint that great, girls might get misunderstand bout it .
and this seriously sucks, when you feel that some girls might dislike you because of reasons like these?
but i seriously don have any choice, if they want to think it that way .
i feel that i can clique with atifah, but then shes better with hui xin .
and hui xin is obviously a quieter girl .
so if the 3 of us walk together, i will feel awkward?
i feel that im thinking too much, but i cant help it .
the thought of going through 3 years with my class, its like hard to imagine how it will be like in future .
so this oso proved that i don wanna lose contact with my secondary school friends .
sometimes when i feel bored or don feel like talking i can just sms them .
but then still, i don know .

anyway, my course is freaking expensive .
everything needs money .
and, i have been sabotaged to be the assist. treasurer .

i want to join swimming and i hope someone and accompany me to join .
but it seems like not all are interested .majority i mean .

YMonday, April 20, 2009' 6:56 PM

bout orientation, i seriously regretted going on fri .
anyway, im just gonna cut everything short .

tried the chef uniform, utter crap .super ugly .i look so small in the chef shirt, the pants looks like pjs and the shoe is horrible looking to the max .
though i didnt bring money to buy .3 kind souls from my class offer to lend me $130 but in d end don have my size .-_-
was late for lunch, and they kept rushing, so i ended up only eating abit, and not finishing my lunch .
they were cheering but i was super irritated .i tried to sleep, and i really did .
walked to bedok reservoir, it was freaking hot, and they wont allow us to walk shortcut way .
syafiq said to me, " you are the first girl i know that whines so much ." so i replied," you will get use to it and hear more next time .:D"
sat with pris tan and ling while watching dragon boat .
i sit until my butt become flat and it got numb .
i sat under the sun, on the grass, at the slope .IT SUCKS!
i continued whining to pris tan .
walked back tp .
syafiq repeated the same line to me!!!! i felt so sad .LOL!
spent the time in lt, waiting and getting card and timetable .
my timetable sucks .

this is what happened on friday .

Y' 6:55 PM

today had school at 9 .
bused to tp .
and the freaking bus is seriously freaking crowded .

wei bin came out to bring me to the lt .
lec. on basic micro .
he just tell us ground rules and go through some other not say very impt. stuff .

had break .
didnt feel like eating .
head to buy sandwich at the vending machine at as building .
i missed out the part that i need to wait for 90 secs .
ate .

head to com lab .

head for lec.
saw li hua, but sad, shes in the tv lecture theatre but im in the live one .

ended .
straight head to carpark .
head to gardenia factory for field trip .
slept on the bus .

watch video .
tour the factory .
and its ridiculous .
its just 1 short path to tour the factory .
this shows how small it is .
and not many workers oso .
and the smell there makes me wanna puke .
its not the smell of bread but smell of something else .

had 2 small slices of cheese sandwich .
and the lady say got goody bag .
crap lor, just 1 piece of bun .-_-

took bus 8 with lester and stephen .
and i didnt know that theres actually a person in my class who live near me .
stephen live in seng kang .
and hes bored playing with hes ds, this shows, i can play more next time .lol

and and, tomorrow got 3 hours break .
wanted to head to pasir ris for ben and jerrys .
but then mark say pasir ris don have the promotion .
natasha say white sands no more ben and jerrys .
and need to go city hall then have .
but they didnt want to go .
so mark says he rather buy me a ben and jerry than travelling .
and i think im gonna get it soon .:D

YSunday, April 19, 2009' 4:21 PM

yesterday i gave skss food fair a skip .
cause i was seriously tired .
and, i spent the day painting .LOL!
painting my room and helping out my bro with hes room .
now my room is pink stripes .
it looks like baby room .
imagine a cot under it, and its a new born baby's room .
easy to imagine .

and my bro's room .
black ceiling, with orange walls .
lambo, thats what he say .

anyway, today, helping out my bro with hes orange walls .

and tomorrow school starting .
im not really looking forward .
especially to breaks .
cause i don know who to go with .
and and, nobody to go home with me next week .
but, i shall accompany hui min for 1 hour after my school ends .
and she shall accompany me 1 hour before her school starts .:D
i love her lahhhhh .lol

btw, my timetable seriously sucks lah .
though there are days i end school like 11am on odd weeks .
3pm on thurs? and so on .
and the latest is 6pm .

anyway, i will try to blog more bout orientation other days .
please remind me bout it .

YThursday, April 16, 2009' 12:30 AM

had orientation starting from tuesday .

TUESDAY .
super long didnt wake up at 6aam in the morning already .

met li hua at the bus stop .
bused to tp .

sat at the corner, actually hoping some girl will sit beside me .
but, its 2 guys .
its exactly like sec 1 first day of school .
sitting arrangement: jian hao, han boon, me .
just that now is : mark, jian shen, me .

mark was funny .cause hes voice was super LOW .lol!
and jian shen is like overall look is like eugene but then face more of fabian .weird, i know .
anyway, we started chatted .
and suppose to do cheering .
and all 3 of us were just lip-syncing .
the leader was said finish the cheer .
then suddenly, mark said : this is boring .
and the leaders said : we can hear you .
LOL! laughed my head of lah! cause hes voice is like super low and loud .

anyway, they still insist that we do the cheer .

course manager came in to talk .he saved us from the cheering and all .
hes the same person that bried us when at tp attachment .
after hearing, my mind was confused .
and i kept thinking bout it .

played games .
the sun was freaking hot lah .
-pass water bomb .
-pass the sponge .
-slide in a pool of washing powder and water .luckily i gave excuse not to play .
its like the washing powder when touched, will have itching feel .
so, i skipped it .
people who played mostly got injured .
-pass the chair .
one side of me is girl, the other side is guy .
and the girl just directly pass the chair to guy instead of me .
but i still just at least touch the chair and help abit lah .
and its like i give others the impression that im clumsy or whatever?
they thought that i might fall easily .
well, luckily the guy will always lift his hand just in case i need to hold it to prevent falling .

i still kept thinking bout it all along .
then 5 other people got into the conversation of me changing course .
mark, jian shen, lester, lynn, shumin .

ended, head home with ling and pris .
thanks pris dad for fetching .:D

WEDNESDAY .
nearly woke up late .
head to school alone .

waited .
changed .

waited quite some time for my turn cause my no. is 20 .
slept at the starting then starting chatting with others .
vincent got almost the same thoughts as me .
wanting to go vet and study bout animals .
then i told him bout biotech and hes oso interested .
so started talking bout animals .
then more people came into the conversation .
and somehow, almost everything links to cow farm, cow, milk .lol!

i told the mr koh bout it .
as expected, he didnt know much .
but at least hes a nice guy that helps .

computer lab to do sl workshop .

mr koh called me out to talk .
he just told me chances are slim, he didnt tell me whether is it possible or completely impossible .
i started thinking alot again .
but then he didnt talk to vincent bout it, so im not too sure .

head back to lt .
sat back usual sits .
and 4 of us start talking bout it .
people ard me asking me not to appeal and just stay put .
and once i sigh, they will say it again .

head dinner at the stadium there .

left with minyi, ling ling before the mass dance started .:D
cab-ed home .
$8 .
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i feel awkward in class .
cause the girls are either all well clicked .
of too quiet and don talk .
don have those neutral ones like me .
but there are oso girls that talk non-stop, which i cant stand, so i didnt talk to them at all .
so its like i don know who to click with, so i rather just walk alone and stuff .
but sometimes i will still talk to them .
it just seems weird overall .
and the guys are like,...
not weird, but i only talk to a few, as in a few sentence then entirely cut off .
so, urgh .
this is getting irritating .

plus, today suppose to have overnight activities, but im enjoying sleeping on my bed and oso bathing hot water .:D

lucky tomorrow no school .

YSaturday, April 11, 2009' 6:16 PM

i think im beginning to feel that im not suitable to my course .
damnit!

plus, im not going to stay overnight for the orientation camp .(:

YFriday, April 10, 2009' 11:38 PM

quoted from family outing show .
chun hee: should we bring and umbrella?
rain: its okay, i can control the rain .
:D, thats the way!

i have yet to make my ez-link .
and, i have camp on tues?
damn!

YMonday, April 06, 2009' 3:06 PM

most of them are off to camp .
but, NOT ME .:D

LOL!
didnt felt like going so...
anyway, even if i want to go, its too last minute for me to pack my bags, and i wont have the time to grab the stuffs i need .

plus, i got reasons, NOT EXCUSES .
1. i don have a sleeping bag .
2. its too rush .
3. i need to help my sis with angel, cause now, she needs to drip everyday .
so, obviously to me, angel is 1st priority lah .

YSunday, April 05, 2009' 2:20 AM

me and sis made dinner tonight!!!
seafood spaghetti and chicken soup veg pork .LOL!

its a success .
but the veg soup got no taste of the chicken stock at all .
and the prawn+clam spaghetti? NICE~~~ :D

YThursday, April 02, 2009' 11:38 PM

I LOVE MONOPOLY .
LOL!

i sold junda 1 card for 8000 bucks .
and bought from chevy 1 card at 6000 .
ha!