i need to call j8 outlet to change my breaking hours .
damnit right?
so troublesome .
now, alot of changes to my salary .
firstly, CPF! damnit! approx., 10-20 bucks will be deducted .
secondly, break hours .i think if more than 30 min of break then will minus 1 hour .
but in great world, i only break bout 20 min or less, so i need to call and change .
thirdly, i need to travel down to tai seng road to collect my cheque .
so troublesome .

and i just found out, i have been staying home for more than a week .ha!

called sony ericsson, but mailbox full .
so, have to email, and wait for their reply to know when i can collect my handphone .
actually planned to go watch twilight .
but since almost all of them have watched it, so might change .

i think i have gained some weight .
cause i have been eating and eating non-stop .
especially at night, my mouth gets itchy and i start chewing on food .
damnit!
i will start exercising in the year 09 .
lets hope everything goes well .
i wanna look anorexic during chinese new year .ha!
nah, i might scare people off .

i feel like watching yesman and bedtime stories .

i havent watched a movie for a long long long time .
last movie i guess is boy over flowers?
lol, i know, its super long .ha!

im gonna dye my hair and straighten soon .
but mummy is gonna help me dye .
cause i don want it to be too obvious for now .
ornot i have to spray my hair then can enter school .
so i will dye again after my results .
i have selected several colours, something like chestnut brown or reddish brown?

looking at the bad side, 09 is just a few hours away .
shit! i hate the idea of january coming .
but i like the feb to come .ha!
good things bout jan,
1st of jan is junsu's second birthday .
26th of jan is jaejoong's birthday .ha!
happy .:D

i have yet to call sony ericsson .
need to call, because i need to know when to collect my handphone .
and most prob, catch twilight [though i watched already] and visit charles and keith people .:D

firstly, i would like to say .
ong ding jie sucks .

secondly, i have yet to go to the library .ha!
i need to get the whole bunch of cashcard from mummy's car to pay my library fines .
then, i can borrow .

thirdly, horrible dream .
i dreamt of him and another girl taking photo together .
and i felt so so so so sad .
lol, i got no idea why, but its just a dream .

fourthly, i watched dbsk performance .
HOT!!!!! HOT!!!!!
i cant believe they did tat after their performing wrong number and mirotic .
plus, they sang the "dirty" version of it .
but overall its nice .
seeing jaejoong's tattoo on his back .
although it seems weird, but overall, its still charming .ha! :D
you don need to know much of it if you are not a fan of theirs .(:
want know? search youtube urself .

fifthly, i watched rain's premiere concert last night .
cause between 11pm to 12am, theres seriously no show .
and guess what?
it made me fall in love once again .ha!
hes dancing just rocks lah!
and the D&G sunglass that he wore is cool !
and i just love the scene which he stands in the middle of the stage and a pair of wings appear on the screen behind him .
hes REALLY my guardian angel .:D


changmin is the king on the throne .
and i just find it amusing tat snow white is holding onto digital camera .ha!
and all the princess are simply amaze by him .
and, ariel in the bathtub? LOL!


taylor lautner .
he look like a sunshine boy lah!

well, well .

im rotting at home once again .ha!
im just too lazy to step out of my house .
but maybe after new year i will start going running and swimming .
it all depends .
and im seriously going to the library .
i know im always repeating myself .
but then it always turn out tat i didnt go .
but i seriously WILL go .
im reading korean notes tat i have done on myself .
so, im improving .:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWEK LINGLING .:D

i think im neglecting my livejournal .

anyway, prom night?
i dont know .:(

im seriously looking forward to going macau .
partly cause i never been to hong kong before .
second partly is i can shop till i drop .

boring this few days .
sleep, eat, use com, watch tv .
im just soooooo lazy to leave house .
and, i don think im gonna look for another job ..
cause i doubt anyone wants to hire me .ha!
and im seriously going to the library someday .
cause i need some books to make my life more interesting .
and im thinking of buying a korean book .
lol, i know, im too into korean .
but i seriously wanna master my korean well on myself .
cause korea is a country tat i MUST visit .
and and, if i master my korean real well, i can be proud of it .
and oso, find a job as interpreter .ha!
and i might meet rain or dbsk face to face .:D
i must be dreaming .ha!
but im gonna make tat dream come true .(:

i should post something at livejournal .

im seriously touched .(:
by the words he said and the way he said it .
all i can say is, im seriously touched .

anyway, new year resolutions .
i don wish the year 2009 to come cause i don wanna know my results .
but its still coming and i cant do anything .
so, only 1 right now .
- be myself, and don worry bout ridiculous stuff .
more to come next time .

plus, yesterday night i caught twilight on my sis's handphone .
its super clear .
and all i can say is, its a nice show .
simply too nice .:D
sweet and sort of romantic .
but some of edward's seem kinda like a stalker .
but who minds being stalked by a handsome charming guy?ha!
its such a niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee showwww~~~ :D

change of plans, i might not be going prom .
cause mummy last minute said no .
i know, kind of damn it .
but im gonna ask again later .



he look so cute and funny with the fringe pinned up .
aww, how i wish i could attend their special party .:(
its over anyway .

iljimae last night was super touching .
cried and cried and cried .
wa lao, its sooooooooooooooooooo sad lah .
damnit .

and little nyonya last night .
make me seriously detest stubborn people .ha!

happy 5th anniversary !!! :D

to my beloved 동방신기 !!!!

i love you guysssss .

my 유노윤호 .

my 영웅재중 .

my 시아준수 .

my 믹키유천 .

my 최강창민 .:D

my loved onessssss .

anyway, intended to go library .
but too lazy to leave the house after seeing the sun shining soooooo bright .
i will melt under the sun .

i think im gonna start looking for job after prom night .
then, work till before chinese new year and end the job early .
ha!
this might mean tat im gonna work for like only 2 weeks or so?
i wonder whos gonna hire me .LOL

hui min isnt going prom night, so is jerlin and kai xin .
oh well, its up to them, they make their own decisions .
i have made up my mind to dress up till super gorgeous and attend prom night .ha!
whos care even if only a small number of people is going?
at least most of close friends are attending .

so so so, wanna wish dong bang shin ki happy 5th anniversary once again!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

well, firstly .
super sorry to hui min .

secondly, i feel so sorry .
towards friends and others .
dont ask why, but i just feel this way .

im going to go the hougang library tomorrow .
i wanna borrow some korean books so i can learn more .

and im still thinking whether to go prom night anot .
btw, for those who dont know, the prom night is on the 7TH JAN .
its no longer 2nd jan any more .

im supaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrr into piano music, from.....
a few minutes ago .ha!

anyway, TODAY IS CHRISTMAS EVE .
TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS DAY .
THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW IS DONG BANG SHIN KI'S 5TH ANNIVERSARY !
so many wonderful days to celebrate and rejoice all together .
triple yeahs!!!~~

yesterday was officially my last day of job .
ting fei didnt know till i told her im not coming anymore and at tat time was the time my job ended .
she was kinda upset .
but i told her, " no worries, i will miss youuuu ."
rosalyn was nice saying, " next time come back and play :D"
ha! no problem !
i will be back to visit you guys real soon, cause i need to go j8 to collect my handphone .
and and, i felt guilty yesterday .1st time ever done a mistake after working for a month .
the indian mother and daughter came to buy shoe .
they daughter was nice and straight say okay to the shoes .
the mother don look tat nice, somehow got temper .
i packed the shoes size 39 for her .
and was holding onto the display shoe for quite some time, THEN i realise i packed the wrong shoe to the lady .
instead of both side of the shoe is size 39,
i packed 1 side is size 36 and the other side is 39 .
OH SHIT LAH!
i felt guilty bout it and told rosalyn and she was shocked and told eddie .
i feel so sorry lah, last day of work and i made such a mistake .
I SERIOUSLY PRAY DAMN FREAKING HARD TAT THE MOTHER WONT COME AND COMPLAIN .
wa lao, if eddie really got complain i will feel super bad towards him lah .
being a shop manager for just a short while and got complained and is my fault actually .
wa lao, upset!
i just hope tat she come by to say a few nice words and talk bout me then exchange the shoe and leave .
no other tricks please! :(

anyway, a few people are blogging bout prom night .
i just find tat its super last minute and not much time to prepare and stuff .
most are troubled by money .
and oh well, my pay is on the 5th .

and and, im excited bout my pay .
cause its my 1st time working and 1st time getting a pay .so,
i have decided to give mummy at least 150 bucks .:D
cause though sometimes she isnt tat understanding bout how i felt towards my job and working in j8 .
but, in d end she still accepted the fact tat i really want to quit and find another better job .
so, I LOVE YOU MUMMY .:D
look forward to getting the fresh money-ish smell money!

i think im psychic .
i mean really lah!
i dreamt of something and it really did happen .

and and, today shall officially be my last day of work .
though im gonna miss rosalyn and some other people im happy tat i quit .
cause im seriously not suitable for such job .
my dream job is marry a super rich man and be a da shao nai nai .:D
work is not in my dictionary .ha!

yesterday 1 of the customer was seriously a sucker .
shes a teacher .
she ask me to look for the shoe for her, but sadly/glad we don have her size .
so i told her " sorry, but we don have ur size for both colours ."
sucker lady " what? GIRL you telling me both colours don have my size? how can tat be?"
OIE TEACHER, why cant an outlet don have ur size?
you never come out shopping before is it?
know the word,sold-out?
get this right ! doesnt mean you like tat shoe means confirm got ur freaking size okayy!!!!
and please, this is NOT ur school .
don go ard calling sales people girl or boy okay!
we are not ur freaking student!
i hope you wear tat golden shoe you bought and get laughed at by ur students .
and feel tat feeling!
she called us females girl, and called boon kuang boy .
damn her .

yesterday im actually kind of excited bout the prom night .
but then, now, im re-considering .
sunday, me and pris were complaining bout not having prom night .
and now, there is .

"if only dongbang came, CONFIRM full until overflow ah. HA!He also agree that if dongbang really have concert in Sg, SIS is really not big enuff for cassiopeias.Some may even fly from other countries specially for their concert eh. HAHAI promise t myself, I must MUST must MUST attend DBSK next concert. MUST!!"

quote from, http://peekabooosshi.blogspot.com/

i don know her, just randomly saw her blog .
she oso went for fahrenheit's concert and she say the exact same thing as me .ha!
i myself as a cassiopeia oso hope dbsk come singapore to have their concert lahhhhh!!!!


anyway, work later at 4pm .
boring .

Your Heart Craves Love

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

damn!
why didnt i receive good progress award?
maybe i should check my mail .ha!

job was okay .
reached there and the shop is already opened .

stayed in the store room most of the day .
cause i was in charge of packing the store room for the day .

pack some, then sit there day dream .

eddie is the shop manager, he seems unfamiliar with the things ard .
but overall hes a nice person .
calling ting fei, ting fei jie .LOL!

sudy is nice, she love singing to xiao yun to express her love for her .lol

break at 4 plus .
ate kfc .and i couldnt find a seat .
a family was sitting there chit chatting resting without any food/ paper on the table .
just sitting there taking photo/laughing at their kids .
*i seriously hate eating alone lah!damn!

pack store room .
head out to help out .

and 2 girls came .
she saw the boots and wanted to try .
and i eas praying hard tat it doesnt have her size in any of the colours .
in d end, have .
i didnt really want to take because im sure she wouldnt buy it .
shes tat type who will just try and saying how nice it is, BUT after tat say "don want ."
anyway, bring her the boots .
she was like "awwwww, its comfortable, really, and its so cool"
after some time, "sorry, i dont want it"
see! i just knew it .
her friend picked another one .
but, thank god don have her size .
and her friend even persuade her to try a size smaller .JUST TO TRY .
oh please, not buying please leave lah .think of the person who needs to climb up and down to take ur freaking shoe and after tat have to put it back .
luckily, oso no size .ha!

operation manager came and help .
shes pretty and nice, buying snacks and drinks for us .

they continued to work till 12am, cause midnight shopping .
and i ended at 10 .
and from tomorrow onwards, they will be ending work at 11pm .
its all because of christmas .

next week, im working on both monday and tuesday .
monday, 4-10pm .
tuesday, 5-10pm .
i don want work the later shift !
i prefer morning shift .
i shall call them tomorrow saying i at night got house matter .ha!

well well, hows the concert?
AWESOME is the word .ha!

WE GOT THE MOST EXPENSIVE TICKETS ! :D
and, WE WERE SUPER DAMN FREAKING CLOSE TO THE STAGE !
how i wish tats rain's/dbsk's concert .
it will be seriously soooooooooooooooo damn freaking cool and great .

on the way there in the taxi, the driver asked," so you all still schooling? sec 3? sec 4?"
my sis: sec 4 .
LOL! cant stop laughing at what my sis said .

anyway, reached there .
the store there was total empty, unlike rain's store .
rain's one was totally filled with people and have to squeeze through .
and the thing is, the fahreheit store is actually selling their albums .

went in .
our seats were just RIGHT beside the stage, 3 rows away .
so its seriously near .
and liu li yang's fan club was just 2 rows behind us, and their lights were SUPER bright .

started .
kinda cool .

concert~~~

wang dong cheng hardly came over to our side, perhaps 2/3 times?
the most is calvin and wu zun .
and they kept waving over .ha!
and i wave back of course .:D
they are seriously nice looking .
super nice looking, but to me, not to the extent to handsome .ha!

liu li yang came out and the fans behind us kept screaming and shouting .
ears were almost block, and they even manage to say out their "cheer"?
cool!

wasnt actually hearing to most of their songs, cause im not familiar with it .
but its karaoke version, words were printed on the screen .

bad things bout the concert,
1. their dancing wasnt well organise? but overall its still okay .
2. the lyrics typing error! instead of "salanghae" they type "salangha"
and most importantly, they type hangul character so its super obvious its wrong .

and and, one 16 years old girl came onto stage .
saying her birthday is on 28th dec .
then they sang her birthday song .
they tried singing acapella i guess? but failed .
and, aaron hugged her, calvin hold her hand and more .

btw, got 1 stupid family was sitting in our row just beside me .
the 2 girls cant stop freaking fidgetting .
they kept playing with the water bottle holder and kept playing ridiculous games .
and talking and playing and moving about .
me and my sis were super pissed off giving them the pissed off look .
and i don understand why the mother didnt say anything, its like she cant feel tat the seats kept moving?
seriously, its obvious tat theirs are oso free ticket, but they should respect the person performing and show some consideration to the people who are there to see them and oso SEATING IN THE SAME ROW AS THEM .
they are seriously suckers lah .
then, they left ITS LIKE FINALLY, and the mother chose to squeeze into the row with lots of people to get out .
when its obvious tat theres another row which is almost empty?
these people are seriously inconsiderate!

anyway, mummy's friend left after awhile .
so we stayed on to watch .
its only when the irritating family left then i got high .
lol, screaming and shouting .
and since i don have light stick, i use my handphone torch light .ha!

*aaron blew a flying kiss to our side .ha!

anyway, it ended .
mummy and daddy came and fetch us home .

the concert is awesome, but like what i say i still wont fancy them .
i might start listening to some of their songs, but not to the extent of buying their album .

*change of plans .
im going to fei lun hai concert .
cause now, theres 2 free tickets .
so im going with my sis and mum's friends .

trust me, though after watching their concert .
im sure tat i will still not fancy them .
btw, i don even know much of their songs .

theres work tomorrow .
BORING .:(

i feel like sleeping now .ha!
tried playing games tat need to use my mind to think hard .
in d end, i cant solve a single thing .
as in only complete half-way of the game .

shall be back to my dbsk .:D
byeeeee~

just came back from compass .

wanted to wake up at 10, so i can go earlier and come back earlier .
cause i wanna watch "lets speak korean" on tv at 1.15pm .
but, i woke up at 11 plus .

so long since i went compass .
many shops are well renovated .
like, yoshi, pizza hut, goldheart?
and d&c is open .ha!

anyway, walk ard .
bought mango mini cake from emi cakes .
bought dental chew for angel .[she love it, and is eating happily now under the sun .CUTE!]
went ard to look for card .

saw 1 in precious thots but its freaking $10 plus .
and its JUST a normal card lor .

went sembawang .
they only got 1 version, out of 3 version of dbsk's vol 4 mirotic .

went popular and bought the card .

i know my plan is SUPER simple .
but, better than nothing right?
ha! i oso got no idea what to buy .
last year i bought the mug for him and the entire family made lots of comments .
i think hes out now, so...

im hungry now .
craving for potato chips .:(

btw, i realise tat none of my family likes fahrenheit?
LOL, my sis was at airport and she didnt bother to stand there and wait for them to appear .
even if is me, i don think i would want to stand there oso .ha!
i heard tat only very little people were there .awww

and i mum has the ticket to their concert .
she ask me want to go anot, but i say i don want .ha!
though is free ticket is kinda expensive and kinda front, im not interested .
i know its kinda waste, but we don fancy them .

PICTURES !!!!


home-made christmas tree .ha!


the star is UP!!!






PRESENTING, THE CHRISTMAS DOG!!!

18th Nov, 2008 at 9:15am »

My message:
have you all come up with the date for the 3rd meeting for the collection of the rainism album? thanks

Re:Rainism

Hi there, Sorry for late reply ... been busy and haven't been online very often.I've talked to Steff about it - we shld be getting around to arranging a date very soon...

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excuse me, what date is it today?
its freaking 17th december .
and till now, i haven't got my hands on my rain album .
what kind of crap is this?
i paid for it okayyyy!!!
and they till now still haven't tell say when can collect the album and poster and return us our freaking 5 bucks!
i spent 25 bucks okayyyyy .
i till now still got the receipt!
its like 1 month and don know how many days .
and their first collection was during O level period .i still remember !
and till now, i still haven't got it .
perhaps i should just travel all the way down to their house and collect it?
ITS WAY MUCH FASTER !

its daddy's birthday tomorrow .
i decided not to buy a gift this year?
cause tat time i bought the mug, and others make lots of comments on it .
so i have decided, perhaps just go to breadtalk or other bakery to buy a small cake to celebrate?
although its kind of simple, but at least got sincerity right?? :D

and i forgot to mention,
don message or call my old number, my handphone sent to repair and can only get it after christmas .thanks .

anyway, yesterday got work .
rosalyn called me at 10 plus in the morning to tell me got work .

travelled there .
first 3 deals, all clinched by me .:D

pack storeroom .
continue sellling .
break at 3, called people to chat .
ate mac alone .

continue working .
at least for once boon kuang didnt nag at me .
but still, i don like him .
change of shop manager, the guy's name is EDDIE !
ha!
shall be seeing him on sat .i hope is handsome one .ha!
work was tiring .
btw, i saw jokim gomez?
the singapore idol contestant .
hes kinda handsome looking, but...
and and,
i attitude 3 aunties .
LOL, cant blame me lah .blame them for being such suckers .
1 auntie, kept asking me to take size 40 shoe .
take already then say too big, ornot say not comfortable .
no size 40 then say want see 39/38 .
take already try then say too small .
damn you lah .
and her triplets, all boys made a rackets in the store .

another one, she told me she wanted size 7 and 8 .
so i ask again , 7 and 8 is it?
she said YEA .
then when i take out, she say, she said size 6 AND 7 .
damn her lah seriously .
so i told her straight in her face, "try first can anot?!"
and i gave her tat kind of face .ha! so she said, "orh okay okay"
in d end, she didnt buy a single pair .
damn them seriously .

last one, she was the last customer .
its already past 10 and we already ready to close shop .
she still take alot of shoes and all request size 34 .
but good thing is, she bought ALL 5 pair of shoes .
so i shall forgive her .ha!

ended work, gave the letter .
and they were asking, "so simple? can a not?"
but in d end still accept .
and and, im gonna buy stuff this sat !
sunglasses and covered shoes .
wait for meeeee !!!

plus plus, im packing the store room on sat, FOR THE ENTIRE DAY!shit it!

want double eye lids?
watch this!
to li hua: this will make ur double eye lid more obvious
to lam lam: no more 4 eye lids .ha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, XIAH JUNSU !!!!
생일축하합니다, 시아준수!!!!!

big huge thank you to ong wee kit .
i know i say alot time of thank you already .
but then really thanks alotttt .:D
super touched .(:
i really love the bear alot .:D

its like super long since i got a christmas gift already .
i only receive once from mummy when i was like 7?
and i still remember, it was a pokemon pencil case .

and primary school, my friend gave me a towel as gift .

so, big thanks to ong wee kit .
he oso came all the way down to punggol to pass it to me .ha!
and oso thanks to ong ding jie for writing tat "warning" christmas card to miss melissa tan jue lin .ha!

so, didnt work today .
called them yesterday, and they say i only need work on tues and sat .
so, my income is actually getting lesser and lesser .
cause i intend to work 4 days a week but they only scheduled me 2 days .
oh well, pris and eunice are earning much more than me .
and im quitting real soon .
mummy somehow finally knows how miserable i felt working there .
and after i quit, im gonna hunt for new job .:D
perhaps by asking my bro to ask his friends who wanna hire me to sit there and maybe type essays or stuff? ha! anyway, no long hours standing jobs anymore .
enough is enough .

and, im happy right now .
i get to watch korea channels .ha!
aint tat great?
i get to see dbsk's performances practically LIVE .great!:D

and and, yesterday night, helped mummy with the "christmas tree"
mummy didnt wanna spend $99.90 for a christmas tree which we saw in vivo .
so, she decided to make one .
using lamp, curtains, needle, tread, lights and everything .
its kinda nice, with the blue light bulbs shining .
but the more i see it, the more i think it looks like a ghost .ha!
just realised it last night .
i wonder how my mum will react if i tell her tat .ha!

shall post up pictures some other day, when its all completed .:D

hahahahaha!
i got tat fan .:D
exact same one .:D

and i saw on web, hes using this handphone .


i personally don really find this nice, but...

i freaking want this calender!!!! :(
click here .
its like S$34.92 .
but if plus shipping it will be like ard $50
wa laooooo .i think i might really want it .
cause i really do want it .:(

most prob working tomorrow .
and i seriously hate/detest working in j8 outlet .
although rosalyn, xiao yun and ting fei and angel are nice people .
but cause of freaking sucker stupid uncle, i seriously hate there .
after hearing my complaints, i hope ricky transfer me to other outlet .
i seriously hope so, but after thinking bout it, i doubt so .

i have so far earned, $451 .
but haven't include training's pay and i don know if extra 15 min or so will add extra money .
and oso commission .
and i don know if break still consider as $5.50?

anyway, who cares?
im not tat type tat will snatch other people's business .
if they are so desperate for the comission, i will let them have my customer .
so what if my sales are bad?
other people's can replace mine?
cause partly some of their customers are meant to be mine .

im still having online korean classes, kinda helpful .
but sometimes, i really don understand them .
and the downloading thing is super slow .:(

change of mind, quitting earliest by this month end, 23rd dec .
i don know why i blurted those words out, but human nature/my nature .
continue to read on IF you want know what happened .(:

12th dec, friday
head to j8 .
went throw rubbish .
and the stupid freaking huge cardboards are freaking heavy, although its somehow empty .
and the uncle saw me miserably carrying it and didnt offer help .
saying he will wait for me at the garbage bin, and i shall bring him the other 3 boxes .
damn him!
and i carried it like some miserable small girl .
stopping and changing sides to carry them .

work .
things start to get worst .
it was freaking hot, so i stood under the air-con .
and the customers ard put down the shoes before i can even ask them if they needed help .
and there freaking sucker jerk boon kuang .
started nagging from don know what time till what time .
and i was seriously offended, he treat as if im some 3 year old kid .
and start telling me whole chunk of crap and shits .
so, its obviously i got super annoyed .
and oso, i gave him my freaking super annoyed wanting-to-slap-him-if-he-doesn't-shuts-up face .
and he didnt give a damn, and continues .

he nag, stop, nag, stop .
and he asked me," do you think im irritating?"
i answered the obvious, "yes[+ annoyed face]"
and he goes again .
at tat point i seriously cry out, got the urge to cry .
but i didnt of course .

soon after tat, charles, ricky and more management people came, i think oso keith?
they stayed there quite sometime then left .
and boon kuang started his nagging, i seriously got the urge to grab my bag and walk out straight .
he continued to nag, and i continue giving him the face .

its hell freaking 1st time im feeling so miserable, I SERIOUSLY HATE JUNCTION 8 !

break at 5-6 plus .

went repair my handphone, waited for some time for my no. to be called .

ate mac alone .
miserable .:(

head back to work .
and i got pissed off just by looking at the tip of his shadow .
so, i ignored him for the rest of the day .

at tat very point, i made up my mind, if im going to continue working at j8, im quitting real soon .

13th dec, sat
actually plan to go work with pris .
but in d end didn't .
work at great world .

most of the day stayed in the store room packing bags and shoes .

ricky came over .
lucky i jump off the rack earlier, or not he will see me slack, which is a bad thing .

pack pack pack .
went out to serve a few customers .

then he came over to talk to me .
asking me hows work .
and as the conversation continues, i blurted out all my unhappiness .
cant blame me .
cause if a person starts asking me alot of qns, i will start to say more things .
like talking to a friend, i will say all my unhappiness to her and so on .
so, ...
next time if a company wants honest feedbacks from staffs, ask the young part-timers .
they are the honest people .
adults? they will not say the truth .
cause they might/may lose their job if they talk too much .ha!
anyway conversation somehow goes like this,
[r-ricky, m-me]
r: so hows work?
m: tiring only get to rest 45 min .
r: retail job is tiring .
m: i realise the people working here don eat dinner, they only have 45 min lunch break
r: really? like tat ar, i will see to it, maybe 30 min dinner break .
m: yeah, then have to stand more than 10 hours and only rest 45 min .
r: yeah, okay i will see to it .
r: so you prefer here(gw) or j8?
m: here, i don like j8 (opps!) .
r: why?
m: i don like people to nag at me, whatever i do oso wrong, everything oso nag, so i don like it .
r: who?
m: boon kuang .
r: oh, but what he nag is it correct?
m: correct is correct, but ... i don like it and hes saying those things i already know
r: oh, okay
r: so when you planning to quit?
m: change of mind already .
r: so before christmas?
m: yeah, should be
r: okay, it depends on you lah actually
r: so, next time got anything just come talk to me .

well, here it is .

im sorry, cause i blurted out everything .
those tat shouldn't oso came out .
i oso told him why part-timer is like working full time which sucks .
and ask if we can leave earlier instead of working till 10 plus .

anyway, he was ard most of the time .
so couldnt go for lunch break to meet pris .

went off at 5 .

ate mac .
chit-chat .
met hui min .
see her eat mos .

walk ard, went daiso .

met li hua, ling and lam .
long-time-no-see friends .:D
chit-chatted .
and on the mrt, we cant stop laughing .LOL
and everyone kept looking at us .ha!

li hua thinks the sleeping bag tat someone forgot to take might be a bomb .
and she really nearly went to call the mrt person through the intercom .
lol, luckily i stop her ornot don know when can go home .

[today poh lan, cui lian, wei wei and grace super nice lahhhhh .:D]

and and, i told mummy tat i want to quit maybe by end of this month .
and, i felt bad .
i felt miserable .
i felt sad .

anyway, looking and downloading more dbsk .:D
bolero is a nice song .trust me .:D

i broke my own record .ha!
i slept at 6am plus plus .
first time okayyyy .:D

and oso, called mcdelivery at 4am plus .
came after quite some time and ate breakfast .:D
yummies .(:

from yesterday, i kept eating non-stop lah .
damnit!

9th dec, tues .
head to j8 .
the shop wasnt open yet, so went ard walk walk .
saw 1 teddy bear which is like only $24.90 and its kinda big lah .
wa lao, i want it for christmas!!!

head to the shop .
xiao ting was actually digging her nose in the store room but she didnt know i was standing outside looking at her .
but after tat she stop already lah .
luckily she didnt touch me, ornot i will scream .

anyway, only got 4 staff .
me, boon kuang, rosalyn, xiao ting .
but after tat angel came .
angel is 1 china girl, kinda pretty like jap .

time passes super slowly lah !
damn!

working half way, saw 1 familiar stupid face and someone doing stupid action .
tats ong ding jie .
oso saw wee kit and chevy .
so ask them to wait a while and we head to eat .
as in i eat, they see me .ha!

after 45 min or so, went back to work .
miserable .:(

pack the storeroom till super bu shuang lah!
i don know but very pissed off by their storeroom .

so rosalyn say i no need pack can go home .
so left at 10.15pm .

and and, i served 1 sucker lady lah .
she try so many shoes and got some don have her size .
cause she want size 40, then alot don have .
so, she said she wanted 2 shoes and continue trying others .
but after tat, SHE JUST WALK OUTTA OF THE STORE AND DIDNT BUYING A FREAKING SINGLE PAIR OF SHOE!

10th dec, wed .
head out .
met wee kit at seng kang station .
mrt to boon keng, pass mummy her bag .
mrt to vivo to look for ding jie .
played guessing word .LOL!
"under-estimate", he just couldnt say this words .ha!
so now, he owe me christmas and birthday present .haha!

walk ard looking for places to eat .
settled at kim gary .
order some foods and eat .
kinda nice .:D
bill came out $48plus plus
wow, ha! 3 people eat 48 bucks .
not say very expensive though .

walk ard .
went to look at animals .
THE DOGS ARE SOOOOOOOO CUTE .
if im a rich man's daughter, i will just buy all of them .
its so miserable seeing them being closed in a cage for all sorts of strangers to look at them .
it aint feel good .:(

look for mummy at esprit .
decided on the white coat, $169.90 .
but waiting for sis friend to help buy cause got 50% discount .

went look ard .
bought pink water bottle from adidas .

after short while, bought spicy rice cake from the korean food shop .
not what i expected really .

went asian kitchen to eat .
ate xiao long bao and chinese sauce with fish slice .nice .:D
in less than 3 hours, i ate again .
i wasnt really hungry, just want to bite on something .

bought black covered shoe .

home .

i have decided to buy sunglass and flats from charles and keith .:D

and and, i have decided to quit the job in end of jan .
maybe before chinese new year .
claim my pay .
and off to macau .:D

and i realise tat only li hua hasnt got a job yet .:D

and lastly, i very long never see my friends already !!!!
lets go out some day yeah?
and i want go learn korean language .:D

6th dec, sat
actually want to travel to GW with eunice .
but they last minute call her say transfer her to central, clark quay .
so no choice had to go there, work there, come home ALONE .
on the way there, saw gary lai jun and kok meang?
and they don even bother to say bye lah .suckers

reached there .
nobody i knew was there .
except shop manager and poh lan .
but after tat got wei wei .
xiao yen is a nice person .

had lunch at 6 .
bought 3 bread and 1 mcflurry .
but i fall asleep during break so i somehow exceeded the break .

alot of people .
climb up climb down run here run there .

pack the storeroom early .
cause my lane got super lots of shoes to pack .damn!

head home alone .

7th dec, sun
sent to bugis to work .
was late by 18 min .
suppose to reach by 10.50, but i reach at 11.08 .
the shop manager was nice, somehow nicer than GW's .
got 4 female staff and 3 male staff .
i was the only part timer there others are all full time .

they are all nice people .
they are jian nan, domic, lih keng, may sze, ester, shan ru and "uncle" .
good thing there is they will ask ard see who want what then all together dabao together .
and they have their lunch at 1-2pm .
which is so much better than GW .
GW is ownself buy ownself one, then lunch is like 4-6pm .

hui min drop by to say hi .:D
thanks hui min .(:

break .
look for bread talk, walk super long to find it .
kept calling hui min but she never pick up her phone .
finally found bread talk .
suddenly heard DBSK's songs kept playing .
super attracted to it .ha!
and i found the shop !
its a shop tat sell candies and sweets but behind the counter sold dbsk's cards, album, post cards and oso got arashi and others .
and the shop is forever playing dbsk's songs lahhhh .
i want work there .:(
anyway, bought 2 cards at $1.50 each .

head back to eat my lunch .
thanks hui min for helping me buy rootbeer .:D

work work work .
many many people there .
but mostly i serve one all only try never buy .
damn them .
got 1 stupid auntie super sucker lahhhh .
cause the shoe tat she wanted don have her size so she want check .
so i told her "okay, wait i help you check ."
and she said "GO! GO!"
damn you lah sucker auntie .
i ur maid is it?
the freaking tone tat she used to say go is like demanding a slave/maid to go do things lah .
after she said tat she still joke bout the way she say it .
very funny is it? THINK TWICE YOU SUCKER!

and and, I SAW CHEN HAN WEI !!!!!
handsome !!!! :D
he was outside the shop and i saw him ! he was wearing sunglass .
and he came in, i said "hi, welcome ."
and i served him .ha!!!!
he was looking for the biggest shoe size we have .
saying his friend need a super big size shoe .
i THINK its for another celebrity, cause i heard his friend saying .
anyway, he said its okay and thank you then head out .

ester wants to win citylink in sales, so we have to work doubly hard .
in d end, WE WON !
we won them by exact $1000 .ha!
and we short of $200 plus to reach sales of $13,000 .
nice !

ended the day .
and i can leave early .
they say they will help do the packing and i can go home .
nice people right??

mrt home .

btw, jian nan is from china .
and the way he carry the handbag is seriosuly funny and so gay and sissy lah .
kept wanting to laugh .LOL

domic look like one of my cousin .
and only he and jian nan calls me melissa .

ester the shop manager calls me xiao mei non-stop .
and she and may sze were concerned bout why im only eating bread .
whether is it cause i no money or because of braces .
cause i only ate 1 bread and 1 rootbeer to last me for 23 hours .ha!

the "uncle", i don know his name .
hes not tat old oso, in the 20s .
but he kept joking with me saying, " xiao mei mei, uncle got sweet ."
LOL ! so i kept calling him uncle .
and he kept saying im a kid, but i told him im sixteen okay !
he kept boasting tat hes 1 head taller than me .
and i kept emphazing tat hes only 170cm !ha!
and and he kept calling me xiao bu dian .
damn him .lol

anyway, i shall end here .

from next week onwards i will be working at junction 8 .:(
bad thing, new environment again .
good thing, i can shun bian go repair my handphone .
and and, i don mind staying put and continue working in bugis lahhhhh !
damnit!
and oso, pris and eunice get to work together at clark quay lor .
UNFAIR!!! :(

happy belated birthday gary tan aka handsome tan .:D

cheer up priscilla soh qi jing .
remember what i say to you .
anything just message or call me .:D ANYTIME oso can .remember this !(:

mummy ask me ask them is i can shorten my working hours .
but i have not yet asked, i don think can lor .
and during training they say have FLEXIBLE working hours .
well, MY FOOT ! tats BULL SHIT !
theres only 1 fixed shift wheres the flexible hours??!?!?!

btw, remember i mention bout leaving the half eaten bread in the store room waiting for it to be infested by millions or ants?
well, i went to work yesterday .and, i saw it still lying there where i last placed it .damn!
and surprisingly NOT A SINGLE FREAKING ANTS THERE !
i wonder what they did to the store room .
theres no cockroach lizards or even ants .shocking!

anyway can blog cause i took leave today .

yesterday work .
and serving customer half way, eunice say the stupid assist. shop manager ask me and her go expo .
[btw, her name is not poh lian is POH LAN!]
then cause i today not working so she chose eunice and pris to go .
leaving me 1 person there .damn her! stupid woman .

then cause i not going expo, she not happy seeing me working at GW so she decided to transfer me to bugis to work this sunday .damn her!
she so desperate to get rid of me? well, SHE SHALL REGRET !
I HATE HER LIKE SHIT !
she didnt mention bout shifting athira or whoever lah .ONLY ME!
maybe cause i too pretty .ha! nah, just kidding .

anyway, since eunice and pris not ard .
joke many with athira .
and the rest like grace, wei wei and li jing .

ate bread for lunch again .

pack the storeroom with athira and so we cleared them off fast .

have to head home alone .
went take bus with athira and i got messed up .
tried explaining to her but she say correct .
so just follow her .
in d end take bus till don know where .so alight and take bus back .
so, in conclusion, she was wrong .
we are suppose to go behind the GW to take the bus, but we took bus from infront so which means we are travelling even further down the way .which is wrong .
took 16 .
saw the christmas decor .SUPER NICE AND PRETTY .:D

mrt back home .
was super tired .
actually want watch yu le bai fen bai in d end fall asleep .

btw, yesterday got 1 guy come to work .ha!
BUT BUT BUT, hes not handsome .so i didnt talk to him .ha!
but after tat he was sent to expo to help out oso .

and oso got 1 new full-timer .
i think shes in 20s going 30s .
and she ask me whether she look weird cause she 1st time put make up and just have her hair cut .
i didnt really like her alot, so i ended the conversation fast .
and some of us don really like her, cause shes like abit too enthu which... you know?

i don know what else to say .
later got dental and i don feel like going .
feel like asking the dental to give me mc for sunday so i no need go bugis work .ha!
but i don think can .

and lastly, IM GETTING FAT !
cause im eating supper instead of dinner .
damn! eating supper is super fattening lah, but i got no choice .

TAN JUE LIN MELISSA
9TH MARCH 1992
melissa_luvrain@hotmail.com

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