emaths paper 2, i didnt do 5 marks or more .
alot uncertain .
damnit, there goes my A .

anyway,
happy birthday hui min .:D
i actually forgotten it and only remembered this morning .
im so so sorry .:D

head to cp .
me and pris acted a very good show .LOL !
pris accompany me buy cake .

went food court .
and TA-DA !
great big surprise .LOL !
at least she didnt expected it !
unlike those other surprises which are very easy figured out .
cause many of them are bad actors !!! :D
unlike me, professional !

went sembawang .
saw rain's latest album .
theres only 2 there?
i don know why, maybe selling out fast .LOL !
and asked whens mirotic coming out .
they say tomorrow !!!!
ahahahahahahaha .
im gonna get my hands on it real soon .

im listening to dong bang shin ki's album every now and then .
its a necessary song when im studying .
and the song plays over and over in my head .:D
dbsk rocks !
rain rocks too !
i love them to the max .:D

i should have came online yesterday ,damnit !
i missed the chance to ask rain qns !
oh damnit !



im soo soo sweet, i know tat .
i bet wan qing is jealous .LOL !
no worries, SHE WONT GET IT .HA !

i just cant concentrate well .
i have not been studying seriously .
what is WRONG !!!!
damnit !

im vexed !

im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo into dbsk .
im falling for them .
im mesmerized by them .
im already in love with them !!!!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
im thinking of another dream job .LOL
i want to work as those official person .
tat can be like in charge of lotsa things for rain or dbsk or eddie .
and i can talk to them openly, get back stage pass .
and make other fans jealous .HA !
thats what i wanna do .
perhaps the only job is to become hair stylist, make-up artist, body guard or some fanclub in charge .
yes ! either one of them .
i want such job urgently !!!!

jaejoong said something like this," i will be sure to make at least 1 of the 3 meals per day .
and i will not have a beer belly ."
LOL ! my heart is pumping .LOL !
sweets~~~

im feeling better now people .:D

well, im gonna start studying again .

and sorry to those i have offended yesterday ,(:

damnit .
i want my rain album !!!!
i oso want buy dbsk album !!!!
i don care i don care !
im gonna go get it as soon as possible .
and no one can stop me .
HA !

and and .
i have thought over it .
after o' level im gonna go work and oso go learn korean language .
(:
and mummy told me to go work at a korean restaurant so i can do both at the same time .
great idea ! so i have decided to find one and go work .
anybody oso interested?? :D

yesterday night saw my sis playing a scary game .
super funny .
we don even know since when they took the picture of her playing the game .
and more scary thing, my mum was just behind her when they took it .
LOL !!!!
and i was listening to ear piece telling her "right right right, left left left "
HA !

im depressed .

im sorry, but i cant stand it .
once it started it cant stop .

im tired .

everything is screwed up .

PEOPLE!!!!!
i seriously need help this time .
is anybody going to orchard wisma this sat (25th Oct)??
theres collection going on for the rain's album .
but i freaking cant go !!!!!
i needa stay home study!!!!
HELP ANYONE???
if can please message me on my handphone .thanks .:D
will be seriously seriously well appreciated .


chemistry is kinda screwed up .
i did 3 qn instead of 2 .
cause they wrote choose 2 qn but i did all 3 .
wasted my time for checking .
and im unsure of my answers .

english .
was rather crap .
i wasnt in the mood to write .
so my handwriting is rather shit .
and my last paragraph is oso quite childish .

amaths .
TOTALLY SCREWED .
i lost freaking 25 marks .
and you know how much is tat??!!!
i freaking didnt do matrix cause i forgot how to do it .
and its total 5 marks .
damn !
and when i finally remembered how to do .
i wrote just freaking 1 line and the teacher say put down pen .
why cant they just give me like another 3 more min !!!!!

NOW, I SERIOUSLY NEEDA WORK EXTRA HARD FOR PAPER 2 .
AND I OSO WANNA GET AN A FOR EMATHS .
SO IS SUPER DUPER EXTRA HARD .
I DON CARE IF IM GONNA GET A DEPRESSION OR WHATEVER .
BUT THIS IS FREAKING SERIOUS !!!!

and something tat makes me happy .
i dreamt of eddie, rain, dbsk and f4 .
f4 is kinda random .
but others are my loved ones !!!!
bad thing is tat .
i just cant fall asleep .
and when i finally sleep, i dreamt of exams .
YIKES !!!

*STARTING IN JUST ANOTHER FREAKING 2 DAYS !!!!
YIKES ~~~!!!

i wanted to stay up late to study last night .
but i was too tired, and fall asleep at 1 plus .
waking up at 2 plus, then went to bed .

woke up this morning, with pretty angel cuddling beside me .

anyway,
kept taking short naps in between studies .
studied super little amaths .
well, so im gonna start on it at night later .
so now, its gonna be chemistry .
im getting abit confuse by polymerisation .
e4 and e5 teachers say no ester got polymer .
but ms rina say got ester but no polymer .
confused !
but heck lah, just study both .

PICTURES .

pretty angel with lots of different pose when sleeping .HA !


see her bare her teeth !!!


ha ! i got green hair .
nah, i was bored, so played ard .:D

is everything my fault?
fine, IT IS .
I ADMIT EVERY SINGLE FREAKING THING IS MY FAULT
happpy?

whatever, i don care .
i know partly my fault, but not ALL !

i screwed up my practical exam .
and i hate alot of people .
some i mean it, mostly i don mean it .
and i super hate desmond loke tat cheapo !:D

im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo into dong bang shin ki's new album!
i want buyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .:D

slept at 4 plus yesterday .
i broke my personal record, i have never stayed up so late before .so, oh yeah .
was using the computer, watching dbsk downloading songs and etc while doing SOME emaths .

went to bed at 4 plus .
couldnt sleep, so kept turning and tossing .

today, woke at 9 plus .
tat means i only slept for 6 hours .
and i didnt want to fall asleep while studying so, i slept till 12.20 .
EXACTLY 8 HOURS OF SLEEEP .lol !

anyway, later gonna eat my maggie mee .
and if im seriously starving, i shall drag my feet to downstairs to get some food for myself .

and and, im confirm going on a holiday .
next year feb .
i know its ridiculous .
and mummy even thought of keeping me at home alone with my grandma .
and the whole family out to macau .
and pathetic me have to tolerate my grandma alone .
sorry, BUT TAT AINT GONNA HAPPEN .\
she say she didnt want to bring me go cause poly might be starting .
wth, damnit .
but i just told her straight, I WANT TO GO .
and she said, need pay 200 bucks .
so i said, 200, 200 LAH !
i cant believe i said tat .LOL !
I SOUND LIKE SOME RICH SPOILT BRAT .

anyway, the sad thing is tat i might not be able to go on a holiday during nov-dec .
i know it sucks .
and i seriously want to go on a holiday .
damn !

today is a bad bad day.
early in the morning got pissed off .
first, i need to run for the bus .
second seeing some inconsiderate people .

nothing much to say today .
had a hard time staying awake during physics lesson .
i was dozing off .

and i hate lots and lots of people .
like ding jie, fabian, song wen, joachim poo, and others more .
i hate them !!!!'
i shall not talk to them and make them miserable .
cause they will miss talking to me .AHAHA !

amaths lesson was super flexible .
he allow us to go .so we just left .
and shortly after a few minutes he oso left .

cp .
bought hamster food .
went bk with lam lam .
and shes super irritating lah .
and her action oso !!! :D

and i got irritated when jerlin hang up my call .
sorry lah, but seriously, i was trying to say something, she just say 1 sentence tat is not related and hang up my call .
obviously i was mad .
but she knows i love her to theeee maxxxxxxxxxxxxx .:D

library .
popular .
after tat me pris dj chevy just left .
LOL, i know it was bad, but we were predicting at what time can we go home at the rate which they were walking and doing stuff .
SORRY .:D??

bused home .
watch tv .
studied a little .

anyway, not going school tomorrow tats why im staying up late .
and i SUPER LOVE tuesdays .(:
cause got csi, criminal minds and cold case .
all this shows ROCKS !!!
try watching, you will be engrossed by it .
trust a gorgeous person like me benefits you .HA !!!!

i need to do more emaths .
i need more music .


its cute, funny, adorable, sad, touching .and cant stop making me smiling and feel sad .

school was empty today .
and i meant seriously empty .
because today is marking day .
so only the sec 4s and 5s were ard .
and i cant remember who i heard from tat say when marking day, sec 4s oso all no need come one lah .
anyway,
had emaths lesson .
though i was late A.T was later .HA !

went for lit class .
waited for some time and she didnt come .
so me dj li hua left .
went photocopy there photocopy papers and chit-chat with ms loh .
WE WERE STARVING, AND DAMN THE CANTEEN FOR NOT OPENING !!!!!
and and, we saw mrs v .
she went to the canteen and walk slowly back to the staffroom .
i think she don even want to see our faces .LOL

went outta school .
bought maggie mee .
and waited for quite sometime cause theres no hot water .
and the auntie specially help us boil .

went void deck to eat and chit-chat .
cause we got bout 2 hour plus free period plus recess .
and i think some people who saw us thinks we skip school .HA !

went back school .
went e4 .
went back class .
did chem 5 year series .
fall asleep .
dj and fabian come disturb my beauty sleep !

chem lesson .
first she called li hua, then pris then me .
LOL, just because we sit in 1 row??
and shes kinda in a good mood .
but, i cant forget the part tat she treated e2 mango mousse and not our class .

was copying more chem .
took amaths paper .
went canteen find them .

slack plus work plus teaching plus waiting .
ms loh finally came, ask her quite alot of qns .
and i seriously think tat 1-1 is better .:D

bused home .
fall asleep in the bus, cause i was seriously tired and i meant really .
ms loh was teaching me and i kept yawning .(:
but luckily, i didnt miss my stop !

came home .
complained i was tired and hungry .
watch tv halfway and fall asleep .
and i slept on the living room hall, with my bag as pillow and uniform as pyjamas .LOL !
see how tired am i??

and and,
i kept studying science, neglecting my e and amaths .
i cant study anymore science for the time being !!!!

yesterday studied plus LOTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS of naps .
lol, i kept falling asleep though i have hours of sleep already .
therefore i slept at 4am .
studied till quite late .

today,
continue studying chemistry, and im gonna complete my 5 year series !!!!
im at topic 9 now .
so,... :D

anyway, google search my calculator model
and found some interesting tricks .:D

and and, im gonna be sooooooooooooooooo broke for OCT .
i have already order rain's korean 5th album .
and next i will buy the singapore's version .
and im gonna buy dbsk's album .
WTH !!!! NO $$$ .

im gonna start studying amaths next week onwards .
and oso start on my emaths .
but science comes first .
so i hope i can finish most of my science today .

and and, IM GONNA HAVE MAID SOON .(:

well,
woke at 10 plus .
did some emaths and watch they kiss again on scv .
super funny .
and i just realise tat the girl in tat show, the one whose name is "hao-mei" .
i don like herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .
she acted with eddie in the S.H.E mtv .
and he was "hugging" her .
damn her !!!!!
:D

anyway,
cook some fried rice with cheese sausage .
ate halfway and i fall asleep .LOL
i know its stupid .
woke at 2 plus .
went to lie on bed and fall asleep .
woke at 3.30 .
damnit .
i don know why im soooooooooooooooooo tired .

anyway, i dreamt tat jerlin and hui min came over to my house .
and jerlin say tat she will come my house to eat her lunch every single day .HA !

back to studying ~~~~

and and .
mummy helped me transfer the money already .
IM GONNA GET MY RAIN'S ALBUM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON .
and i meant REAL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON~~~~~

MELISSA GOT HER VALUES AWARD TODAY .
AND SHE KNEW THAT SHE LOOK STUPID ON STAGE .
BUT GUESS WHAT?>
whateverrrrrrrrrrr .think i care?

anyway,
school as usual .
ss first lesson .
and from 2nd period till before we go hall, the whole entire class was taking photos .
and, i only took 3 .LOL !
cause i wasnt in the mood to take photos, so i rejected them .
SORRY .:D

head to hall .
they kept re-arranging the sittings .
cheered for people .
clap .
and worst thing, no one clap for co .damn those people .
graduation speech, some were funny and some were soso .
yea yea .
went on stage to get the award .
and i don understand what is the man doing taking photos .
its like as if they will make good use of the photos .
taking EVERY SINGLE awardees .
and after today, they will delete it?
i seriously on understand why our school LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS taking photos .
normal assembly oso take .
everyweek oso take .
for what? it oso wont be use right?
so STOP wasting films .LOL

ended .
head back to class to take flowers .
yea yea, i WANTED TO give teachers the flowers .
but sadly, they were all taken away .
and seriously damn it .
i cant stand her .
whatever you people gonna say bout me .
i don care okay??

went staffroom .
looking for teachers giving them away .
most of the teachers were super touch and happy .
except A.T .
mdm dewi was sooooooooooooo emotional .lol
gave her the flowers and she cried out .but she held it back .
and oso got back report book .result was super shit .
yeah, im in top 10 .
nonono, i meant my position is 10 .
damnit .

canteen to eat some foods .
cause we were late, there aint any food left .

fnn room .
wanted to print papers but then the printer just couldnt work .
because 1 person's work is jamming the printer .
I CANT PRINT .

canteen slack chit chat .
went out of school twice .
second time was drag there .and i seriously meant drag .LOL
and i cant stand the sun lahhhhhh .
it was super hot, i can even feel myself burning and melting at the same time .LOL

ate maggie mee .
new type, kinda nice .(:

TOLC room to study .
did 1 qn sleep .
think 1 qn sleep .
HA ! cant blame me !
studied till 6.30 .
in between quarreling with hui min .FUN !

bused to cp .

home .

tomorrow theres no amaths .
actually there is, but then im not going so are most of them .
because e2 people surely go ask him?
and there will surely be alot of people asking him, so i don intend to go .

im gonna study .
and today, im gonna study all night .
as in, i will try not to sleep .
but if really too tired, i will sleep .LOL

pictures:


top one is mid-yearm bottom is prelims .
see the HUGE drop?
class from 3rd down all the way to 10th .
level from 26th now 60th .
wth .DAMN MAN !



gorgeous melissa has gotten her award .


TAN JUE LIN MELISSA, thats me !!


i know i look stupid, SHUT !



pretty things to pretty teachers like ms tay !:D

hadnt been studying .
simply doing homeworks and the day is over .
tats why going school is a bad idea .
instead of studying, we are homeworking .

and and .
I GOT MY WATCH !!!!
YEAH ~~~~
suparrrrr big thanks to mo wan wan .
xie xie ni, wo aiiiiiii niiii .
i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu .:D

today went school .
fnn in the morning .
kinda doze off abit in class .

english .
copied summary .

recess .

physics .
went through on graphs .

suppose to be chinese lesson .
ma li came in and there were no one in class .
i meant her class students .LOL
and she didnt know what to do, so sat there and wait for them to come back .HA !
was doing emaths and jerlin got irritated while teaching me
IMPATIENT WOMAN .lol !

had ss .
first time i didnt sleep while doing the test .
manage to complete it .
but got 1 qn i only write 1 para, cause don know what to write .
and i got values award .
and at first i thought how great it was .
then i found out, the award is useless .
i rather not go on stage to take such an award lah, cause seriously, its pointless .
cause it doesnt help prove a single thing .

SUPER THANKS TO SYAZWAN AND SYAFIQ AND ALL MALAY FRIENDS .
i love the snacks .:D
thank you thank you .(:

ava room outside .
shared snacks with others while waiting for teacher .
had fnn ssp .
at first i wasnt tired, but till the back part, i got super tired .
and fall asleep .
i was really tired man !

bused to cp .
home .

im doing my english essay after finishing this post .
so, bye~~~~
and and, o levels are reaching .




this is my SUPARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR pretty friend .
"adorable" indeed .LOL !!!

seven things that scares you:
1. darkness
2.clown
3.being last in class
4.losing angel
5.being a failure
6.losing all my friends
7.losing my family

seven things that you love the most:
1.angel
2.rain
3.eddie
4.dbsk
5.family
6.friends
7.blankie and pillows

seven important things in your room:
1. laptop
2.blankie
3.pillow
4.my cupboards
5.my savings
6.soft toys
7.clothes

seven random facts bout you:
1.i like to complain
2.i like to sleep
3.i don like to eat
4.im good at saving money $$$
5.i love rain
6.i cant live without angel
7.want to be zoo keeper

seven things you plan to do before you die:
1.go to the lawyer firm to prepare my will
2.spend finish all my money
3.go round the world
4.burn all my work
5.kill my husband
6.kill my boyfriend
7.im just joking .:D

seven things you can do:
1.sleep
2.eat
3.think
4.shit
5.comb my hair
6.pack things neatly
7.use handphone

seven things you cant do:
1.i cant study
2.i cant listen in class
3.i cant wash my shoe (lazy)
4.i cant wash my water bottle (lazy)
5.i cant type fast
6.i cant run fast
7.i cant do house chores (lazy)

seven things you say the most:
1.hello
2.bye
3.oh
4.orh
5.so?
6.then?
7.what?

seven songs you have recently listen to:
1.sexy girl
2.what a feeling
3.wishing on the same star
4.baby dont cry
5.wo ai shang le
6.girl's talk
7.sakura sake

seven movies you have recently watched:
1.hana yori dango
2.kungfu panda
3.speed racer
4.shutter
5.don know
6.don know
7.don know

seven favourite artist/band
1.rain
2.eddie
3.dbsk
4.haruma miura
5.hayami mocomichi
6.kenichi matsuyama
7.namie

seven people you tag to do this:
1.hui min
2.jerlin
3.li hua
4.ling
5.lam
6.ding jie
7.annisa
:D

woke up, prepare .
head to cp to meet people .
reached at 8.30 plus .
waited and waited and waited .
8.40 plus, one say just went on bus and another not yet reach serangoon
got pissed off while waiting and left to school .

emaths .

lit, teacher not here .

recess .

english, i did my compre okayyy!!!

chem .
some say ms rina was in school but she did not come in .

anyway,
home after school .

watched a tv on discovery channel .
a jap man took care of a polar bear since it was a baby .
aint tat sweet?

I WANT TO BE A ZOO KEEPER !!!!

went school at 8 plus .
did some chit chatting and some partying .
cause theres tidbits .:D

wrap up a "gift" for joachim .LOL
its actually his small packet of honey biscuits .
and we use lots of newspaper to wrap it up .LOL !!!

anyway .
had english lesson .

ss .

recess .
joachim came after me for what i did .
but seriously it aint my idea its KOK CHAI !!
lol
ate soup with meatballs .

physics .
was super tired .
so slept for awhile .

emaths .
did bout 1/2 qns .

didnt go amaths .

thanks dessy loke and tan zhi wei for the 1.5 litre rootbeer .:D

cp with pris li hua and dj .

bought kfc .

home .

now i got 2 bottles of rootbeer .plus, today i got another 1.5 litre .
LOL, I WILL BE SUPARRRR FAT FROM FINISHING THEM .:D
but its okay, im soooooooooooooooooooo skinny.
so its fineeeeeeeeeeeee .(:

gtg starrt on my chem now .
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~~~~

PICTURES .

moody throughout the day .
okay fine .most of the day .
it lasted till amaths period?
after i woke up from my sleep i felt better .:D
THANKS PEOPLE .
I LOVE YOUUUUU .
friends really make my day .:D

and thanks to wee kit and yong zheng for the 2 bottle of rootbeer .
and thanks again, for making me look so stupid with the two mug rootbeer at both side of my bag .LOL
anyway, seriously thanks .:D

anyway, after amaths .
ate maggie mee with jerlin ling lam elisse .
short chat .

bused to cp with jerlin .

came home .
watched abit of tv and slept from 4 plus till 6 .

woke up .
did some homeworks .

dinner and tv .

and throughout the day, i didnt study anything .
just did a few homeworks .

okay, shall end soon .

anyway,
i seriously think im stupid and brainless?
i cant explain well to others and in d end other people gets the wrong infomation .
and everything seems to be my fault .
okay fine, IM BRAINLESS .
im stupid .
as a result i put lots of pressure and stress on myself .
and, i start worrying whether i will suffer from depression etc etc
and whether will i be able to take exams or whatever .
and next, after o levels i wont throw my books away and rejoice and party like theres no tomorrow .
i will start worrying will i retain? i know its stupid .
but what more can you expect from a stupid person like me?
i aint smart .

I SKIP MY PRECIOUS SHOW !!!!
"WAYWARD KENTING" IT IS !!!

well, im skipping it, cause i want to study .
and why im here?
to do some blogging .
so, am i answering ur doubts??!!
say YES ! :D

anyway, i got restless while studying .
so im walking here and there ard the house, like i got nothing better to do .
but the fact aint tat way .
so, i walk to the hall, kitchen toilet and every corner of my house .
mummy will be like saying " no need study is it? faster go study" something like this .
then sis will be like making fun and making me feel jealous tat her Os are over .
which partly means most of the stress is over .
yadayadayada .:P

btw, i just saw my Os schedule .
physics is like don know how long later .
and im focusing alot on it .
so therefore, i have make up my mind .
chemistry emaths and amaths shall be my main priorities for now .:D
but i will still continue studying my physics cause i aint good at tat .(:


anyway, take a look at this .

its this video which make me wanna buy the album .:D

damnit .
im seriously not in the mood to study .
i don feel the stress .
i got no motivation .
and i sleep more than i study .
freak man !!!!

i have only been studying physics and amaths and seriously little of emaths .
how am i to achieve my As when im like so seriously stupid and brainless>??
and by seeing the speed im working at, ...
i got nothing much to say bout it .

anyway,
amaths today .
suppose to be last lesson .
but next week is seriously the last, its for consultation .
i know mr pinto is getting real real fed-up .
when no one response to him .
and some of us not doing his work and etc etc .

came back .
wanted to just lie on my bed for a short while .
but in d end i fall asleep .
and when i woke up angel was out of my room .
see! she has body alarm .LOL !
actually is food smell tat woke her up .
omgoodness, im so random .HA !

frog leg porridge is nice .
daddy cooked it .

and and .
i lie ard all day .
and i found out tat its hard for me to concentrate after 10 plus .
and the tv is partly the culprit .
but then i wanna watch tv, i don wanna miss out any nice programs .
damn mediacorp for having SOME nice shows .LOL
YEA YEA, im pushing the blame, im sorry alright ??

OH YA BTW,
PLEASE PREVENT CALLING MY OLD NUMBER, ------95 number, i meant .
call the new one .cause the old one is always in my bag, and i hardly feel the vibration .sorry .

and for the time being, exact to say is this 2 days .
don message my old number .
cause im lending the phone to mummy .


saw this from the physics textbook .
laser beam coming out from the eye and the apple shall explode !!!!
LOL ! IM SOOOOOOOOOOO BORED .:D

yessarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i have finally decided .
i have just sent the email over .
im gonna get my rain's 5th korean album .
hahahahahahahaha .
im sooooooooooooooooo happy right now at this instant .:D

anyway,
didnt attend school today .
wanted to wake up early to study .
but because of my illness, i couldnt .
my illness meant the sleeping bugs !
im infested by them LOL
and in d end i woke at 1 plus pm .
damnit .

studied .
watch tv .

tats how my life goes on .
FOR ON .
and it wont last long, i know tat .

anyway,
more studies coming up .
and im staying home at day every single seconds .
except the time when i go school .
exactly to say is, home straight after school .

some sucker kept sending stupid messages .LOL !
nah, just joking .

anyway,
i heaven eaten ice cream for like don know how many months .

and im losing my appetite .
i don eat when im stress .
and thats terrible .
gastric pain etc etc .
anyway, my appetite is getting smaller and smaller by day .
soon it will be goneeeeeeeeeeee .LOL
and i will be officially an anorexic nervosa patient .:D
and i will look super skinny .
even more skinny than hui min .
and she will be soooooooo jealous .LOL !!!
and btw, she got bulimia ! HA ! IM JOKING

anyway, my life goes on like this .

amaths tomorrow .
but i will still be turning in at 1 am .
because of fantastic showssssss .:D

bye for now .
will be back tomorrow .
miss meeeeeeeeeeeeeee .:D

im still thinking whether should i order rain's 5th korean album .
i want it soooooo badly, but then i don know how much it will cost .
and how am i gonna go get it when exams are round the corner??
i really want it so badly .
and i have to decide by like tomorrow?

anyway,
I LOVE DING JIE'S CHEN MAMA TO THE MAX .:D
I LOVE HER LIKE CRAZY .LOL
thanks for the children day gift, i love youuuuu .(:

anyway,
went school at 8 plus .in between the first period .
lol, i know its weird .:D
anyway, i went to school .
the security guard was looking at me .
but i just continue walking, and next thing, i saw zul at general office .
i straight walk across the green/blue wall .
and head to class .
and i think its some sec 3 class which is super annoying .
they were like saying "guilty ar?"
damn you people .
I GOT THE PREVILEDGE LEHHHHH .jealous is it?? LOL

did amaths .

more people came .
and i got super high .
because of some suckers in our class .
like poh li hua, song wen and joachim poo .

english .

recess .

physics .
practical got 10/15 .shit it .

went ard .
asked if got ss .
and kahlida(?) say don have .

head to cp with my jia ling and sucker poh .

home .

internet lost connection, so studied and fall asleep .(:

tv and lunch .:D

more studies and inbetween naps .:D

anyway, im not attending school tomorrow .
i know many people will miss me, but no worries, i wont miss you .LOL !
reason is because tomorrow theres only 1 period ss, 2 period english and 2 period pe and after tat home .
pe, i sure got nothing to do .i want play soccer lahhh damnit !

PICTURES .:D

i promise her i will post her pic on my blog, so here is her unglam photo .LOL
i bet she feels like killing me right now .:D


i look up into the ceiling, and this "thing" came into my mind .
im clever i know .(:


rich people drink real birdnest, but poor people like me, this is the only thing tat can substitute .
:(

webcam with some stupid person yesterday .lol



anyway, yesterday watch tv and study .
in d end, nothing much is done but at least SOMETHING IS DONE .
slept at 2am ++
and i totally slept through 10 hours + .
"great" !
i have gtg study nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww .
at this very extreme instant .:D

TAN JUE LIN MELISSA
9TH MARCH 1992
melissa_luvrain@hotmail.com

IN LOVING MEMORIES,
Baby princess angel
25th june- 8th december 2009

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