we are currently considering adopting another dog . thursday we shall go visit and decide . but i still miss her badly . i dreamt that we went to visit the dog, and the dog was exactly the same as my angel . and another dream was that after adopting the dog, a puppy come running to me . the first thought and instinct came to my mind was that, shes the angel .
her scent is almost gone now . and i miss her presence badly . sometimes, the thought would just suddenly come to my mind, thinking where is she sleeping at? which part of the house is she at . then in that split second before i open my mouth to ask someone else . i realise that shes not coming back .
i have stop crying . but i still miss her .
thanks to those who cheered me up . im better already . thanks
YWednesday, December 09, 2009' 9:15 AM
i never knew that you will leave me so soon . im missing your presence . you left without giving me a final goodbye . i can't stop but thinking how you left me . my heart hurts so much . i know one day i will lose you but i didn't know that it will happen so soon . the thought of you being carried away breaks my heart . the thought of the memories between us makes me tear . the thought of you never going to walk into the room breaks my heart . the memories of 9 years . everything is gone . you are gone, leaving behind ony memories . i miss you . i want to say goodnight to you everynight . but i don't have the chance now . i won't have anyone to talk to with you not being by my side . there won't be anyone being by my side when im being upset . you won't be there to comfort me . you won't be there to sleep next to me . you won't be here with me now . i won't be able to see you anymore . i won't be able to touch you anymore . i really miss you so so much . the thought of everything just makes me tear non stop . crying myself to sleep because you won't be with me anymore . and, you won't be there to welcome me home anymore . i love you, my baby princess...
YThursday, December 03, 2009' 9:39 PM
i have only gained 0.8kg since early last year . :D
i screw up my conclusion for csas test today .
i have yet to start studying for term test .
i feel that my eyes are gonna be swollen .
during fc lab, me and qin kept singing ABC song . brings back childhood .ha!
YSunday, November 29, 2009' 12:38 AM
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I WATCHED NINJA ASSASSIN ALREADY AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
met up with shawn and bused to amk hub . bought tickets and went to buy food . brought mango snow ice inside the cinema .(:
i kept nudging shawn's arm when rain appear .LOL! hes soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo charming . and, his accent is OMG!!!! plus, he don't have much lines to say . its all action . and i don't understand why is it m18 for violence . i think its gore lah . first few scenes already show a man's head being sliced off already . and most of the movie and blood gushing here there everywhere , the ninja blades just sliced off human's fingers, hand, legs etc etc . and shoot the police lah, use electric against my husband! and, i was kinda happy and excited when rain made the blade go into the person's neck .LOL! he deserve it lah, idiot, hit my rain! the old man also! serve him right! torture rain lah! this is the outcome .ha!
im super irritated when the mika held rain's hand and kiss his cheek . sucker!
this movie is a MUST WATCH! damn action! the stunts are excellent~~:D i wouldn't mind watching it again .:D
btw, the person collecting the ticket didn't even look at me . he just kept looking at tickets . waste my effort of putting make up and wearing heels .
anyway, after movie . spend some time printing things . the guy still thought im the girl lah! LOL! he say he was wondering whos the amazing person who did the photoshop -.- and if next time i bring my photoshopped photo to him to print, he print it for me for free .LOL!
after that went sticky rice to eat .
bused home .
THANKS SHAWN FOR ACCOMPANYING ME WATCH :D
*term test is starting next next week and i haven't start studying . how great? and tomorrow i have to settle my own lunch and dinner . :(
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TAN JUE LIN MELISSA 9TH MARCH 1992
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