melissa loves rain and tvxq

2011-01-07T21:24:00.003+08:00

my mood was horrible today. until... i get to see TVXQ's comeback stageeee~~ :D

went to sch at 8am for lecture.
it was equally boring and waste of time.
i think alvin don't know how to use youtube.
cause he played and theres no sound cause the overall volume is muted.
then we told him to unmute already.
then before he play the video he go mute the youtube video. then start wondering why no sound -.-

had bs lecture, so tired that i nearly fall asleep.

ate porridge and cut menu cards out.

head to change and prepare for dough test.
lucky it was really simple~~ :D

went to do analytical testing.

then slack at locker area.

head to walk ard tampines with syafiq.
im hunting for shoe and he looking for pants.

went quite a few shoe shops to try.
went to the shop at century sq. freaking pissed off.
i at first saw 1 shoe, so i asked the salesperson to get me size 38, then she only got 39.
so since she take already so i just try, but its too big.
then NVM!!

i continued walking in the shop. and saw another shoe.
so i asked her to take 38 for me. then she come back and tell me no 38 only got 37.
so i just ask her let me try.
try already, i don't really like cause i prefer a round heel instead of a rather sharp roundy one.
and the price is damn ex. its just a black plain normal heel and it cost bout 45 bucks.
so i told her i don't want. AND I EVEN THANKED HER.

then she took the shoes and stare at me and asked me in chinese straight ," so where is the problem with the shoe"
WTH!! i mean if she politely ask, IM OKAY, but she stare at me and speak to me in cheena accent and demand answer from me!?
i kindly answered her, " cause 37 is just nice for me, i feel that 38 will be more confortable"
she argue back and say," but just now when you walk your feet already can come out of the heel, and if you take 38 it will be bigger what"
i was seriously starting to flare up lah!! she seriously damn what the hell can.
SINCE WHEN SALESPERSON GET TO DEMAND ANSWERS FROM A CUSTOMER?!
so i just told her straight, but nicely also, saying that the front part also abit too tight.
then she tell me," oh so is because the front part is tight lah"
LIKE SERIOUSLY WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HER?! NO MATTER HOW BAD HER DAY IS SHE GOT NO FREAKING RIGHT TO SPEAK TO A CUSTOMER LIKE THAT.
i would have yelled at her, if the shop is not that crowded.
BUT SERIOUSLY!! all their shoes are floor level and all stacked up to normal height.
and i only tried 2 freaking shoes. 2!!!!!!
and is her fault for not having my size also. so she have no right to talk to me like that.
damn her seriously.
and plain black heels selling so expensive. stop trying to cheat people money lah.
sucker.
she should go work at charles and keith.
go climb 3 stories high of racks to get the shoes, and wait till you take so many pair for 1 customer and end up the person buy none.
SERIOUSLY SHE RUINED MY DAY!! WHAT THE HELL. make me pissed off only.

and before that went to 1 shop, found 1 black heel also.
its too high and ex, so i tried only.
and the salesgirl who is a cheene start talking to me non stop in chinese, saying how sellable the shoe is, how i can pair with shorts or long pants etc.
HELLO!! YOU NEED TO KEEP QUIET TO GIVE CUSTOMER TIME TO THINK AND CONSIDER.
your psycho skills don't work, so she should learn when to keep quiet.
and her fashion sense is horrible and there she is giving me advices. oh ya right!! -.-

waited for syafiq to try his pants. and i literally fell asleep on the couch TWICE!!
the 1st time i woke up cause he came out of the changing room.
2nd time was when the salesperson ask me whether did i fell asleeep while waiting for my friend.

went another shop, stand and wait.

finally on the way home.
roughly estimated the time of TVXQ comeback stage to be at 5.53pm on KBS world.
5.40pm i was already at near my house bus stop.
and i freaking waited till 5.55pm for a bus. and both come at the same time.
and my face was damn black. cause im damn tired, stupid bus take so long to come and im rushing to go home.

but thank god, i reach home, haven't start yet.
after awhile then start :D
on the volume to 51 and enjoyed the performance. superb and awesome as usual~~ :D
tvxq jjang (Y)

after the performance, took a nap till 8 plus.
have yet to get my daily dose of running man!!

and and, tomorrow need reach school by 9.30am for open house.
worse still, need wear chef uni -.-
after that heading to ikea to buy things for project day.
and go hunt for my shoe again~~
and go daiso buy things~~

2011-01-04T20:25:00.002+08:00

today wake up in the morning.
prepared and off to orchard central for facial~~

when squeezing, it was so pain that i felt so uncomfortable.
and i kept trying to avoid cause it really hurts, but the person can't be bothered and continued doing her job.

then did the cold mask treatment again.
once she put the mask on me, i somehow immediately fell asleep.
and,... i have nightmare again.

this time in the dream, my mind was so clear that i pinched myself in order to see whether is it a dream.
and it seriously didn't hurt a single bit.
i was attempting to scream, but no one heard me.
so i tried, by breathing hardly so the person can notice and wake me up.
but in the dream, i could hear her talking but she didn't notice me.
then i felt myself being lift from the bed or to another surface.
then i started falling and spinning.
the feeling is seriously horrible.
i tried all sorts of method to make myself wake up, but obviously it doesn't work.

it was only until the facial person really came true my door again, to come remove my mask.
when i heard the door open, then i finally manage to wake up.
i felt so terrible that i nearly cried. but lucky i didn't.

*somehow i feel that is the treatment that is making me having the nightmare cause its really damn cold. and another part is because i was "traumatized" during the squeezing part.
i don't know how to explain in words, but yea, thats what i feel.

so i told mummy that im having the nightmare again and asked her to change the treatment for me.
and all she could tell me bout the nightmare was, "next time just wake up lah"
-.-, obviously that one i also know, but its impossible.

rush down to hougang to cut and dye my hair.
now my hair colour is so kim min young-ish :D
I LIKEEEEEE~~
(but its actually just brown) HAHAHAH!!
i told the auntie to cut my fringe abit shorter, but i think she cut abit too much.
end up, its kinda too short. urgh!!

anyway, headed to giant.
me and my bro just grabbed food and throw into the trolley without my mum knowing. HAHAH!!
and at the counter, i used 2 annoying toy to annoy my bro, and i couldn't stop laughing once again.
HAHAHAH!! and the cashiers were all laughing at me -.-

head to courts, then went back to giant.
bought vacuum cleaner and OVENNNN!! :D
I FINALLY HAVE AN OVENNNNNN~~~~~~~
can't wait to use it :D

anyway, tomorrow only have 1 hour of lecture bout PBL. (:

and saturday i need to help out open house wearing my stupid chef uniform -.-

and and, i need to buy heels for my project day next tuesday and also when i become the hostess on next next tuesday~~ :D
lucky i no need wear chef uni out and serve people.

2011-01-02T14:25:00.001+08:00

new resolutions added!!

31. Use computer only at least 3hours a day. (unless got project or homework)
32. SLEEP BEFORE 1AM EVERYDAY. (unless chiong-ing for project or homework)
33. Stop eating so much!!

so far, only these few (:

2011-01-01T00:09:00.004+08:00

새해 복 많이 받으세요!!!!
Happy New Year!
ITS 2011~~~~~

2010 had been a hectic year.
super stressed out with school and stuff.
but the awesome part of year 2010 is, I GET TO SEE JYJ :D i even get to see junsu twiceee~~
and i also get to see song joong ki~~ :D
rain and yoochun also have new drama, fugitive and sungkyunkwan scandal.

2011, i wish for it to be a better year.
every year, everybody hope for it to be better. but somehow... it depends~~
i hope 2011, JYJ will come singapore for concert!! :D
best still, TVXQ reunion~~

Main purpose of this post is also for new year resolution. as usual~~
but some of it were never achieved. but still~~

2011 New Year Resolution:
1. save up at least $50-$100 a month.
2. STOP PROCRASTINATING!!
3. Achieve better GPA.
4. TRY not to be late for lessons/ meeting people.
5. Study harder.
6. Continue to support rain and tvxq (copied from last year resolution)
7. Treat my dogs better.
8. Study test in advance instead of last minute.
9. Stop spending so much time infront of the computer.
10. Find a part time job and earn money.
11. Stop watching so many dramas.
12. Stop being so addicted to Running Man.
13. Stop being so crazy over K-pop.
14. Stop spamming twitter.
15. Attend swimming training at least once a week.
16. Stop being so lazy and don't bother bout so many things.
17. Stop talking so much.
18. Not to have a crush. (waste of time)
19. Stay single for now.
20. Treat everybody ard me better.
21. Treat my grandmother better.
22. Stop being grumpy and have bad mood every single morning when i wake up.
23. Stop reading so many fanfic.
24. Update blog more often.
25. Stop wasting so much time on deciding what to wear.
26. Buy more clothes.
27. Learn to not waste time.
28. Learn not to do things that will make me regret.
29. Help out more in housework.
30. Continue to update and use my organizer wisely.

WAHHH!! 30!!
last year only 10. HAHAHA!! (X3)
i will learn how to refer back to this occasionally. (:

and, just now watched KBS drama awards on KBS World.
congrats to park yoochun for receiving 3 awards!! :D
JYJ's performance is as awesome as ever~~

and, 31st december also marks the last day for adieu concert for rain (:

2010-10-23T19:09:00.002+08:00

wednesday and thursday was swimming camp.

met adli in 34 and bus-ed to sch together.
reach at 9 plus.
sit and slack then went to change and took time trial.
breaststroke was 50 sec
freestyle is 37.9 sec

went to mensa for lunch, sat with fiona, shaun.

head to the lt and watch video for stroke correction.
MY PLUNGING IS SERIOUSLY HORRIBLE TTTM -.-
i see the video i also feel embarrassed.
first time wearing my evisu hoodie~~~~ :D
everybody say its pretty~~~~ (:

had training.
3x50m butterfly. but i only manage to do 2.5 of it, if only i continued to push myself.
bathed AGAIN!! it's like the 3rd time i bathed in a day. -.-

went to dance studio to put our bags.
walked to ang keong for dinner.
otw there, jc keep gossiping bout LP. lol!!
ya, then somehow people start saying bout us again -.-

shared food with crystalla and chat with shaun and celebrated chun kang's birthday.

walked back to sch to dance studio.

played mini games among ourselves.
and i laughed till my voice changed, damn xin ku.
and as expected, everybody keep snatching for my pillow -.-

lights off at 1.30am.
shared the lab coat as blanket with crystalla.
and couldn't sleep cause its freaking cold, and im wearing fbt.

woke up at ard 2 plus, start texting li hua and using internet on phone.
realised that fiona also not sleeping so both of us start talking and laughing and guessing who is who.
slowly, from only 2 of us who are awake, terrence and edwin joined us.
so we went out to chat and i did standing booard jump at 3am ++ in the morning, cause my mind is super awake.
went back to the studio, shaun woke up and wanted to went back to sleep.
but all 4 of us sit infront of him and stare at him sleep, till he gave up and joined us.HAHAAH!!!
then somehow, jc, dawn and darryl joined us.
from 2 become 4 become 5 become 8 members :D
all 8 of us went to stadium there and chat for a while.
and 4.30am, went back to the studio to sleep. LOL!!

kept waking up and going back to sleep cause its freaking cold.

and next moment, those people who were sleeping before that all are awake.
while the 7 of us who were awake at 4 plus all still sleeping.

only managed to get a good sleep, when jia xian lent me his sleeping bag as blanket.

suppose to wake up at 7.15am.
but the few of us slept till 9 plus am .HAHAH!!!

did some stretching, and had mac as breakfast.

went to the pool to take time trial again.
breaststroke, 49 sec
freestyle 37.4 sec
my freestyle was very close to bryan who swam breaststroke, and his timing was 36.9 sec -.-

swam awhile, then bathed, and waited.
took cab home with shaun, darryl and adli.

came home, used internet for awhile, cause i found out that micky finally created a twitter account :D
slept for 2 hours.
prepare, and head out again.
met mum at the bus stop, then just nice shaun reached.
drove to sch.

everybody training, while i was watching movie on jia xian's ipod :D

bbq, only ate super little.
and when the guys start saying me and jc again, we totally never talk again.
its just irritating -.-

called mum and start yelling.
then cab home~~~

*i feel weird near bryan, because he seem abit too close, and i don't like it
*i don't feel the same way towards jc anymore (:

**MICKY, JAEJOONG AND JUNSU ALL GOT TWITTER NOWWW~~~~ :D

2010-06-25T22:40:00.002+08:00

today is angel's birthday (:
the birthday of the lovely dearest baby princess angel .
i miss her so so much .
i carried her urn, and it feels so cold .
i held it till it becomes warm, and that makes my heart feels better .
its the first time i never buy anything for her birthday .
last year we bought her a pink diamond necklace, yet, she didn't have a chance to wear it .
not even once .
the if onlys,...

today is rain's birthday .
he's 28 this year .
he's still my husband .
yet, i got no mood to celebrate his birthday .

today rained heavily, because its their birthdays (:
no sign of thunder and lightning, so angel should be less afraid .
i miss her terribly .
i love you

2010-06-18T13:31:00.002+08:00

this is my boyfriend, micky's room :D
he's freaking rich to have 1 mac laptop and 1 mac desktop and another 2 computer .

:'( !!!!
my whole family is going on a holiday from 18th to 22nd july!!!!!
whole family except me and my grandmother :'(
i want cry alreadyyyyyy lahhhhh!!!!
but i can't stop them from going!!!
because partly this trip is for my bro, cause he entering army by the end of july .
moreover, considering its the period of WCP, i everyday will end school very late .
which means nobody will fetch me home!!!!!
and the people who need to suffer most is boyboy and honey .
honey will be sent to the vet to stay till they come back from holiday .
cause its rather difficult for my grandmother to handle both dogs .
and if honey run out of the house she can't catch her back and im not at home till late at night .
boyboy will have to eat dried food for 4 days for dinner .

on a lighter note, my sis passed her driving test after 2nd try .
i also cut my hair already and i feel so much better cause my fringe is not such a nuisance anymore .

im starting to worry for my bro .
wonder how will he survive in army .
and during his stay in army i have to learn to be independent .
going home late after school alone .
unless my sis is willing to fetch me home .
mum won't be able to fetch me cause the car will be used by my sis most of the time .
cause she need travel to work and to SIM to study part time .
so unless she don't mind then she can fetch me .
:(, it sucks to be independent .(depend on diff circumstances)

finally rushed finished 3 reports yesterday night .
thanks qin ying for helping me submit .
therefore i got 1 day hoilday while other people have 2 weeks -.-
today i shall go facial and if possible go shoppingggggg!!! :D

2010-06-12T21:43:00.002+08:00

i cried...
watching JYJ concert made me cried .
watching them cry while singing with all their souls made me cry .
it just so touching .
i seriously missed the days when the 5 of them are together .

please don't cry .
keep in mind that i love you .

if only i can be there .
if only im able to be there .
:'( how i wish i can go to the concert .

tomorrow shall be the last day of the concert .
p.s i love you jyj

i missed the game which korea played with greece .
nvm, at least they won :D
junsu will be happy too .
so will be jyj :D

2010-05-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

SYAFIQ SEEEEEE THISSSSS! :D

2010-05-16T22:00:00.002+08:00

my colleagues are VERY interested whether im attached anot -.-
today, 6 people asked me whether i have boyfriend .
GOSH! its really irritating .
cause i told them have, then they ask me to show them picture .
so i randomly show Em yunho's picture and showed nelson jaejoong's picture .
and they all don't believe .
so i told the others i don't have boyfriend but then they start to say im lying -.-
in d end, i just tell them, "you think i have means i have .you think i don't have means i don't have ."

2010-05-12T21:36:00.002+08:00

i feel like buying a sling bag .
i feel like buying 3 of tvxq's album .
i feel like buying rain's album .

my arms, legs, back and shoulder are all aching like mad .

finally went back to swim after more than 1 month .
first thing coach said to me was,"you become fairer"
i know he was sarcastic and i can't even bother to answer him back .

i was telling mummy how tired i feel having to handle school, job and swimming all at the same time .
and she actually tell me, good what, like that you can occupy 24 hours a day .
seriously, im damn pissed off .
im a teenager, im suppose to be outside playing and not suffering like shit here .
other teenager all enjoying life while im suffering miserably .
seriously, i swear im gonna quit soon .
just that i don't know when to quit .
FIRST REASON WHY I WANNA QUIT IS, PATHETIC PAY!

2010-05-07T21:07:00.002+08:00

for those who have yet to catch up with my life .
this is the summarized one .
cause i know its like damn long since i last blogged .

24th April, went to IMM with athifah, syafiq and his sister and her friends .
JANG GEUN SUK IS DAMNNNNNNNNNNNN HANDSOMEEEEE~~~~
and we were making jokes like, he think he handsome then he can come late lah .
but actually hes really handsome .LOL!

25th April, went IMM AGAIN!
but not to see anybody .
just go there to collect my $180 worth ticket .
the staff explain to me that there's a IMM imprinted on my ticket means im 1 of the lucky 50 to get handshake with zuno .
and the staff told me, yes, you can scream now .
yea, i screamed, a quiet one .:D
hang ard IMM with athifah .
bought boards and stuff to do the boards :D

26th April, first day in kitchen~~~
i grouped with qin and lester .
while athifah and syafiq group together just beside our station .
better still, all the fun and better people all in 1 whole row .
no worries if any of us need help :D

17th April, went to school damn early wanting to do the board .
and syafiq make me wait for more than an hour .
and in d end never do anything .
cause by the time he turns up, we need to prepare to go kitchen already .
he's the first guy that make me wait for more than an hour -.-

26th April ~ 30th April, kitchen damn slack .
everyday stand ard doing nothing .
but whole body damn ache .

29th April, ended school early .
accompany qin home to get her camera .
walking to her home is okay .
but walking from her house to mrt station is horrible!
head to airport .
bought stuff and minitoons .
reached the belt and already alot of people there .
flight delayed .suppose to reach at 9.20pm in d end delay till 9.47pm .
lots of false alarm, and once, i even ran away cause i thought junho came out from another exit .
waited till 10.40pm ++ finally they arrive .
luckily the group of secondary students never stand on the railing or not i seriously won't be able to see anything .
i only manage to see abit of junsu and more of junho .

1st May, head to vivo to collect my pay .
took a cab into resort world .
the moment i enter the cab i know that's it already .
cause its an old uncle and he don't understand what im saying -.-
since he only know the casino, so i just told him to drive me there .
luckily there's a resort world shuttle bus drive infront of the cab, so i just dialled the number and call .
the guy is seriously a saviour .
collect ticket for sis and her friend .
bought things and waited .
MY SIT IS AWESOME!
ITS RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE AND THE STAGE IS LIKE JUST INFRONT OF ME .

the red dot is my seat :D
right in the middle of the stage with only 1 person who is able to block me cause im sitting at the 2nd row .
i used my binoculars and through it i saw junsu and junho kept looking at me when performing :D
then i realise cause my binoculars lense is red and my top is super bling that's why they kept looking at my direction .
most importantly the spot light is shining directly towards me thats why .
and my binoculars reflect red light and my top reflect sliver bling reflection :D
took mercedes cab to vivo and home .
there's a girl dawn who got to get on stage and i wondered how the heck is she .
but now i know .
she got the special chance cause she's the daughter of the organiser company CEO . -.-

2nd May, head to IMM with stephen, vincent, syafiq, qin, lester and athifah .
i got the priority so i no need to queue .
and my position is awesome too .
1st row nearest to the stage and right in the middle :D
when they say there's autograph session, i totally freaked out .
my hands were shaking .
but luckily they sign a poster so i no need to let him sign anything :D

me on stage .can't stop laughing and smiling (:

OUR HANDS TOUCHED~!

TA-DAHHHHHHHHH~~~~

*someone said that im one of the prettiest person there among the fans .LOL!
i still remember how he shook my hand and say thank you .
but throughout my mind was seriously blank .so embarrassing~~~
AND HE LOOKED INTO MY EYES !!!!! GOSH! SO HANDSOME AND CHARMING~~~
and i nearly cried, but luckily i didn't .
oh! and 1 girl actually bid $800 for his ring, which is plastic and look damn cheap .
but well, its for charity .
and the kim brother's mother appeared! she damn pretty~~~~~

walk ard, wanting to laminate it .
but end up at a corner taking photoshoot .LOL!

wanted to go to the airport to send junsu off .and i nearly wanted to take a cab there .
but, THANK GOD I DIDN'T!
cause junsu left on 1st May straight after the showcase .
if i seriously went to the airport, it will be a wasted trip .

3rd May, skill test .
im suppose to lift up the wok but my scoop kept slipping and i forgot to off the gas -.-

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there's this girl who wore tiger outfit everywhere during junho and junsu's visit .
SHE GOT A CHARM FROM JUNHO .
SHE GOT A SPECIAL AUTOGRAPH FROM JUNHO WITH A SMILEY FACE AND A HEART!
SHE GOT MESSAGE FROM JUNHO SAYING "I WILL REMEMBER YOU, THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING ME" .
SHE GOT A CHANCE TO TAKE A PHOTO WITH JUNHO .ONLY 2 PERSON!!!!!!!!
IM SOOOOOOOOOO FREAKING JEALOUS!

seriously i pity junho .
when most of the people cheer for junsu not for him .
and on 2nd May very little people turn up .
only bout less than 200 people?
but it's okay, i will support him now .
he's officially my lover number 2! :D
he's just so shy, gentle and sweet .
and he gets nervous and he just don't smile much :D

*THANKS TO THOSE WHO HELPED AND ACCOMPANY ME DURING THIS PERIOD OF TIME :D

2010-04-24T14:33:00.000+08:00

shall update tomorrow .
later got work~~~
JANG GEUN SUK VERY HANDSOME~~~~ :D

2010-04-22T07:57:00.002+08:00

D & D
suppose to meet them at 5.45pm .
in d end they LEFT ME ALONE and head there first .
even rain helped me and it rained heavily in orchard, hoping to stop them from leaving .
so have to take cab there alone!
when anda told me they leaving first i was super angry!
seriously damn sucker lor .
what the heck .

called joan to come out to bring me in .
the food is ... horrible .
i only ate a few spoons of fried rice and fish .
and, i didn't even take the food myself .
cause i was sitting in another chef's sit then just nice he took the food then he just gave it to me and went to otrher table to sit (:
well, pretty girls got 1st priority . :D

it was rather boring .
and the mic was super loud .
had performance by staff .
super funny! alot of them fall off the stage got the stage too small .ha!

had lucky draw but i didn't get the ticket .
went off first with siti .
guess what? nicky's brother actually thought im malay -.-
and, nicky is seriously super flirt .LOL!

remember the 'supervisor' i mentioned before?
the one whom indirectly said us on first day of work .
he is actually NOT the supervisor .
he's just a suck kitchen manager who only know how to stand there and point and talk crap .
he was drunk and that seriously freak me out .
he asked to take photo with siti and joan and he actually asked them to sit on his lap .
thank god he never ask me .
okay this time i admit im not as pretty as joan, BUT THANK GOD FOR THAT!

JOAN~~~

SITI~~~

2010-04-19T15:51:00.002+08:00

today mummy fetch me to school .
had briefing .
yes, i went to school for just 20 min -.-

went to find mummy, sis and bro and bought lunch and come home .

later going d&d .
im wearing fake eyelash now and my eyes are super droopy .
super tired plus fake eye lash putting on weight on my eye lids is tough .

tomorrow no school .
work from 6-10pm .
wed have to go for FHA .
i got no idea why am i selected, maybe the organiser see my name very pretty so choose me .
qin is not chosen :(
we are suppose to wear business attire there -.-
i have lecture from 8-9am .
and i have to wait till 2pm lah .
what the heck .

thusday i working from 10am-10pm~~~

friday~~~~
GO SEE JANG GEUN SUK!!!! "GO MIN NAM!"
syafiq knows what i mean (:

2010-04-16T16:05:00.002+08:00

awhile ago, quest group fb said this:
"Quest Group Fan Page NEWS DIRECT FROM SEOUL: We just received an emotional message from Junsu. This is what he said to Zuno's manager - "I am very worried when I come to Singapore for my brother's showcase. It is my first time to the country and with so many legal issues going on I had no choice but to pull out from meeting my fans in Singapore. I am afra...id that my fans will hate me because of this and in turn they won't support Zuno."

We have assured Junsu that his fear is unfounded and have told him not to worry so much because his fans still love and support him and Zuno no matter what happens. Hwaiting!"

i called syafiq to curse and swear cause i was super angry!
i spent 180 bucks to see him, cause he's my first priority .

but after a few minutes, they posted this:
"PS: DON'T WORRY FANS, JUNSU IS STILL COMING TO SINGAPORE TO SUPPORT ZUNO. When he said that he had no choice but to pull out from meeting his fans, he was referring to the autograph and photo-taking session originally planned for those who had bought the membership package A. He will be performing one song and an interview on 1 May. Catch him there!"

OMGGGGGG!
after a few minutes then they post the P.S -.-
they seriously damn good at giving people a heart attack man!
I <3>
eh, syafiq, i take back my words, those words that i said just now were just angry words, i still love him no matter what! :D

remember i said that my colleague went for interview at giordano?
he helped me ask whether they hiring part-timers anot, turns out, they only want full timers :(

so i guess im stuck with this job .
good thing is that you don't have to commit alot of hours per week .
and everything is up to you .
herbert say, if you want you also can work for 1 hour only .
and there's 1 part timer who only work once a week and only work 5 hours .
but i've never seen him before .
and MJ worked for at least 3 years and now, her pay is 7.50 an hour .
wow!

yesterday during break, ate tori shogayaki don?
read story book .
taught shermaine more about samsung jet which she never knew about (:
slept for 30 min and went to walk ard .
btw, the speedo shop open already but then the items available is pathetic .
the have less than 5 designs for shoe bag of all brands .

joyce say that me and joan seems like friends of many years .
but actual fact is we only known each other for 3 weeks :D
and and, yesterday in kitchen we were making the tune of full house ost and it was damn hilarious .
i also taught her chinese while she taught me philipine language .
i thought her how to say "ni hen shuai"=you very handsome .
and she said to alex," ni hen suai"
LOL!
and she didn't know that shes wrong until i told her that she said alex was unlucky .ha!

mahalkita=i love you
ayoko saiyo=i hate you
ang panget mo=you're ugly
ang ganda ko=i'm pretty
ang guapo mo=you're handsome
etc,...

2010-04-14T19:19:00.002+08:00

shermaine now then tell me must work at least 3 months -.-
if i knew bout it, i won't accept the job .

but like sis said, i didn't sign anything so they can't do anything bout it .
but when i told shermaine that i don't know whether i want to continue to work after school reopens .
she got angry with me .
she start saying that she treat me so good then i like that .
yea, she's really good .
she cook maggie mee for me and today she made coke with salt for me cause my throat pain .

aiya, i can't make up my mind .
but i know that i will leave before 3 months .
cause i know of a better offer that yew liang intro to me .
it's just that i don't dare to tell shermaine .

work whole day tomorrow from 12-9pm .

though my pay is pathetic, but YES im looking forward to my pathetic pay .
cause i already spend hundreds even before getting my pay .

just now i spent 45min to feed boyboy medicine .
tough job? YES!

2010-04-11T00:25:00.001+08:00

work tomorrow~~~
just now herbert called me baby .LOL!
oh! did i mention that he's a dancer?
he don't look like one, cause he's big .
oh well .

went to the vet today .
once again, the vet said boyboy is sucha good boy .
yes he is, when he's outside .
once he's at home, he start biting things .
and honey learns from him and start being naughty too .

2010-04-09T22:23:00.002+08:00

work from 12-4pm .
didn't eat breakfast and i was starving .
so shermaine cook maggie mee for me :D
awesome~~~ still got egg to eat :D

did till 4.30pm .
cause i was busy helping to clean menus .
and nicole told me that the boss paid the photographer $400 to take 1 photo .
oh my gosh! easy money lahhh!

dozed off in the mrt .
woke up and saw little india .
and i got a shock, cause i thought i slept for 2nd round in the mrt .
BUT! its actually the mrt the screen wrong .
it was hougang but it said little india -.-

came home .
went to fetch sis then went to the pool .
i went there, and,...
NOBODY WAS THERE!!! &^%$#
the lifeguard told me no swimming people came today .
what the shit!
waste my trip .
luckily i didn't take bus down ornot i surely ^$#@%
called jia xian and he said there is swimming but nobody turned up .
so called mummy up to come back and fetch me .

2010-04-08T20:44:00.002+08:00

tuesday .
work from 6-10pm .
from 7-9pm study session~~~
just sit there and study and get tested (:
suppose for cathy to teach me and joan .
but after that shermaine took me (:
i would prefer shermaine, cause at least we speak same language .
unlike cathy and joan, they tend to randomly start to speak in philipine language .
and cathy is uncomfortable speaking english cause she HAVE to .
shermaine taught me, and its fun :D
when teaching half-way, she randomly took out her phone and show me a few guys and ask me whether handsome anot .
and, none of them are handsome and she say my expectation too high .
she also studied together with me and teach at the same time .
had a test .
if i have 1 wrong, i will get whack by her .
so i asked her, what if i get all correct .
[conversation is something like this...]
shermaine(s): okay, what you want? if possible then i try .
me: okay, pay increasement :D
s: no! that one wait 3 months lahhhh .okay nvm, i treat you 2 skewers (:
herbert(h): eh, why don't treat 3 .
me: okay, s treat me 2 and h treat me 3 :D
(got all 10 qns correct)
after that shermaine took my order and after 2 skewers, she asked me anything else and let me choose 1 more :D
i want to share with joan but shermaine don't allow .
she say philipine people tend to be more lazy and don't make alot of effort .
but i made a deal with shermaine, then joan and i get to share :D
what an awesome friend am i? :D
SHERMAINE SERIOUSLY ROCKS!

wednesday .
work from 12-9pm .
finally im early .
during break went bk to eat .
went back and slept for less than 30 min .
cause its super cold and i forgot to bring my jacket .
walk ard vivo for awhile then went to times to read magazine and look through korean books :D
head back and talk out k-pop music with joan .
herbert came in and asked." eh, you know rain?"
"you know rain, rainism?"
me: *screams* YOU LIKE HIM ALSO!?
herbert: i like "im coming" music video .
me: THE LOCKING PART THE DANCE RIGHTTTT!!!
herbert: yeah!
see! rain got soooooooooooooo many fans :D

theres a korean family and the boy's english is seriously perfect to the max!
and 2 japanese old people, im damn scared i pronouce wrongly and become a joke .

after work, walked ard looking at shoes and clothes .

today .
work place called but i was bathing .
and i was damn scared to call back cause im afraid that they will ask me to work last minute .
but luckily (: shermaine called just to ask me to work tomorrow from 12-4pm :D

met up with jerlin and hui min .
first thing we did when we saw each other was passing things ard :D

ate mee sua .
went library to eat, drink and catch up .
and explore wi-fi and fb together and discuss bout alot of things :D
love such outings~~~

btw, there's d&d at orchard for my work place people .
i have yet to decide whether to go anot

2010-04-05T17:49:00.002+08:00

devastated .
i heard the news the day before .
tvxq gonna stop their group activities .
and seriously, at that point of time after reading the news, i nearly cried .
but it's okay, i know they will come back soon :D
yes they will, and definitely they will .
i gotta believe in them cause the 5 are my boyfriends .
they are not just any other ordinary guys, they are my boyfriends .
i believe that they will come back together as 5 as soon as possible .
cause i know they won't let me keep waiting .
ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!
HWAITING MY BOYFRIENDS!!!!!

today .
i don't know why, but somehow i reached school super early today .
and, i was having an awesome good hair day :D
my hair was super silky~~~~

had catering .
i wrap siew mai until damn sian .
and i don't know why, my siew mai damn ugly looking, but heck lah .
*i seriously dislike people who think they are the leader and always want to take in-charge of everything .

make the carrot cake .
they were like, "faster faster, quick quick"
but i can't be bothered and take my own sweet time .
cause they say if wait too long the carrot cake will become solid -.-
so ridiculous .
plus, their carrot cake is weird, and i don't like the smell of it .

break, i thought the school is gonna be empty .
turns out, when we came out of the lift, noise everywhere and everybody shouting .
how horrible .
and worst thing, letting so many other people see us in the horrible uniform .
urgh!

went to cheers and ate cup noodles~~~~
chat with athifah, and heard alot of malays join bcs .

went back fpp lab and walk ard doing nothing .
then chef say those not working tomorrow can leave already .
and 3 of us walk away happily bidding everybody goodbye :D

walk ard tm and century sq .
bought lots of hair accessories :D
sooooo happy (:
work tomorrow at 6pm :D

2010-04-03T17:10:00.003+08:00

:D:D:D:D:D:D im super happy nowwwww~~~

remember when i said bout rain's shoulder length wavy and curly hair?
and i said i dislike it?
a few days ago,...
i messages syafiq saying," when rain 3g call me later at night , i shall say him .and ask him to cut short his hair, cause i don't like his long hair ."
and,...

BEFORE .

AFTER .

muahahahahahah!
he really cut short his hair!!!! :D
how cute and charming can my husband get?

p.s im truly psychic :D

watch his new music video just released yesterday (:

honestly, i think the mv's quite messy?
i like it but it's just... messy .
it's suppose to be a ballad song, then suddenly he start dancing .
but im okay with that .
i just don't like tha part where he suddenly rip and put the singlet over his neck and reveal his packs .
its awesome lah, but i think its abit don't match?
BUT STILL! I LOVE MY HUSBAND!!!

2010-04-01T22:50:00.002+08:00

1st day of work .
got 1 girl also part timer, same age as me, also first day of work, and she first time working in fnb :D
we clique quite well :D
and almost 90% of the people working there are from philipines .
and just nice, joan, the part timer is also from philipines .
so somehow she clique with everybody .

3 hours lunch break .
i thought got free food, so i didn't bring any cash .
in d end, Em told me can buy the food at 50% off .
so we head out to eat .

during dinner time, i accidentally spilled some drink onto the customer, her chair and the floor .
luckily someone came over to help me .

main collar in kitchen gave me and joan dessert to eat .
and the supervisor saw, and said," who gave the girls dessert to eat?"
he's freaking scary lah! that sucker!
then he knew that it was the collar who gave us, he scolded him .
but the collar also don't give a shit bout it .
and the supervisor kept saying,"very good, very good" don't know how many times he said, and he was being super sacarstic, and i was damn freaking scared .

1 guy(i forgot his name) and Em were acting gay .
then Em ask me whether he think they are gay so i told him yes .
then the guy came over, raise his hand into a punch and said, " i punch you ar, and i kick you ar"
then the way he say is damn sissy, so funny!
and he told me, he pay for my tuition and school fees and everything .
and when i graduate i must marry him .HA!

2nd day of work .
start work at 12pm .
cause shermaine let us rest :D
i clocked in at 12:01pm -.-
after that have 3 hours break .
head to burger kind to eat .
went back to restaurant .
Em actually helped both of us arrange 3 chairs for us to sleep .
but when we went back only left 1 row .
so i slept on the table .
couldn't sleep well, cause the restaurant was super cold!
ended work .

3rd day of work .
start work at 5.30pm .
and i reach at 5.32pm . -.-
horrible day .
during dinner time, the big boss came to eat and act as customer .
and i didn't know and i went to serve .
boss: what is this?
me: (i don't know what it is, and looking at the food it look like pork, so...) pork .
boss: what? pork?
me: yea pork .

male manager: melissa, that's not pork, thats chicken, hes the boss, so must be careful .

shermaine(female manager): melissa, who told you that's pork?
me: it looks like pork? so i guess its pork
shermaine: its chicken not pork .next time must ask what is that before serving .its chicken!
[everybody is freaking busy, so who am i suppose to ask?!]
shermaine: eh, im not scolding you .

i saw the boss talking to the supervisor .
when i walk past them, the supervisor look at me .
and i freaked out .

somehow the entire service crew knew what happened .
so Em and caramel and joseph kept asking if im okay .
from okay become not okay then become okay .

after that, i couldn't sleep well for the night, cause i felt so stress by that mistake .
i kept telling myself that it's okay to make mistake especially when its only my 3rd day at work .

catering .
met up with syafiq .
did catering .
quite slack .
used the scissors to cut the herbs till my hand got water bubble .
and its freaking pain .
during break ate maggie mee :D
laughed and joked ard .

luckily i no need to work for this week anymore .
i forgot tomorrow public holiday no swimming .

conversation between me and mummy today .
me: mummy, i this week no need to go work already ( i was trying to say that i got no work for the week)
mummy: WHAT?! YOU QUIT ALREADY?! SO FAST?!
LOL!

2010-03-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

finally found a job :D
update soon~~~ :D
pray for me!!!

2010-03-28T01:46:00.001+08:00

goshhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUNHO IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HANDSOME!!!!

MY BOYFRIEND!!!!! :D HE'S AWESOME!!!!!

2010-03-27T01:35:00.002+08:00

went for swimming .
actually alot of people .
but in d end, all left at 7 plus .
cause all got meeting for the cambodia .
so only left with me, kiat wee, edwin and jun chong swimming .
caterine and coach came .
so thank god im not the only girl .
and, i seriously hate fins to the max .
i was just using my right leg to kick, cause i feel that my left leg is gonna cramp sooner or later .
and after that my left arm hurts also .
so in d end, im not left with my right arm working well .
suppose to be 100m @ 2min round .
but till the 3rd set i cannot make it already .
at first coach still ask me buck up .
but after that me and him both give up .
kicked at my own pace .

everybody came back .
and its been so long since i saw a whole bunch of people at the pool .
and long time no see ivan, cedric etc .
when they come back, its good news .
cause coach will start talking to them, means TIME TO SLACK!

ended swimming .
walk with them to opposite school .
ivan kept asking me weird qns like, you ever had a boyfriend?, you like anybody now or someone chasing you now .
he's forever asking weird qn .
and when i told him i don't have a boyfriend before .
he tell me," don't lie lah .from your eyes can tell that you are attach before or you like someone alot ."

home .
im happy :D
gabriel called me mrs jung the moment he see me .
HA! its so random of him, cause he don't look like that kind .

2010-03-26T13:36:00.002+08:00

yesterday met up with dingjie .
went to chinatown, actually wanna go interview for the waitress job .
but after dingjie explain and say this and that, so forget it .
cause the restaurant is at jalan kayu, working hours 6pm-11pm .
then at night not safe and stuff .
so, wasted my $1.84 to get out of the mrt at chinatown .

headed to vivo .
looked for the jap restaurant which was hiring .
quite a number of uncles were there to interview .
the first qn the lady ask was," is that your boyfriend?"
what the heck, also none of her business so busybody for what .
then she ask," so what have you learnt from working at charles and keith for the past 2-3 month?"
i totaly crap throughout, seriously how are you gonna explain what you learnt to her?
i should have just say, obviously how to sell shoe lah .
ask dumb qn .
i wrote down $6/hr for expected salary .
and so, she say she can only offer $5, cause i got no fnb experience .
so, i told her," okay then ."
woman: are you okay with $5/hr?
me: erm, yea, okay .
woman: are you really okay with it?
me: what bout $5.50?
woman: we can only offer you $5 .or maybe we can raise it to $5.50 after 3 months .
SO WHATS YOUR FREAKING PURPOSE OF ASKING ME THAT QN?!
AND 3 MONTHS ONLY RAISE 50CENTS?! ^%$#@
FORGET IT, I WILL BE GONE AFTER A MONTH!
and throughout, she gave that sucker face showing that shes fierce .
and when she ask me next week which days i can work, i took out my handphone to check .
woman: oh, we got the same phone .*takes out* see?
me: oh, yea . -.- i can work on monday-wed and probably sat .
woman: huh? why you cannot work on thursday, friday and sunday?
me: (whats it got to do with her lah!) crap throughout...

after interview, walked ard vivo looking for more job .
come across a frozen yoghurt shop, hiring hunks and babes .
and i went to apply .LOL!
the guy in the shop see us kept standing outside of the shop and kept looking at us .
the 2 guys there are not bad looking, just that they are older .
no application form so just ask me write my particulars on a piece of paper .
and after i thought bout it, i think that they are just gonna throw that piece of paper into the bin .

im only left with 3 weeks .
and im still hunting for a job .
but i don't care .
im gonna find, and at least work till end of april :D
provided i find a job lah .

2010-03-22T01:05:00.002+08:00

gosh! i cried watching this!
its like super touching lahhh!
and all of them are just sooooooooooooooo charming .
bu kui is my boyfriends :D
their voices are simply awesome~~~

"I look up at the sky, wishing with all my heart"
"One by one, I link together the glistering stars"
"I want to stop time, and stay next to you forever"
awesome lyrics!

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today went to bishan park .
honey again, always stand in between us, well protected, as if like we are the barriers .
and boyboy, either being a loner or going to humans .
saw 4 pugs, all of them look the same .
pugs are Men In Black the movie the dog .
and they had their names on their collars .
using bling bling alphabets to form their names .
and we had a hard time trying to see what their names are .

went to neightbour house to slack .
left boyboy at neighbour house while we went chomp chomp to eat .
saw js there .
came home, and he was already waiting for us by the gate .
and neighbour told us that he kept sitting there waiting for us to come back .

my bed has become honey's and boyboy's bed already .

2010-03-19T01:15:00.002+08:00

im sooooooooooooooooooooooo angry right now!
remember bout the job interview i went for?
and the person telling me say will call within 1-2 days?
he say until like im soooooooooooo gonna get the job .
in d end, HE NEVER CALL!
WHAT THE HECK!
WASTED MY TRIP THERE!
WASTED MY SALIVIA TALKING TO HIM!
WASTED MY BRAIN CELLS TO THINK HOW TO ANSWER HIM LAHHHHH .
WHAT THE HECKKKK!!!!!

so once again, im jobless .
and im only left with 5 weeks to school re-open .
this is seriously getting on my nerves!
im having shortage of money!
i need buy new collar for boy boy .
i need buy dog bone for boyboy before he starts to dig out whatever he can find to bite on .
and, i need to send boyboy for 2nd vaccination next month!
everything need money, BUT I NO MONEY!!!!!!!

2010-03-17T00:39:00.005+08:00

:D
im happy right now!
junsu and junho will will arriving in singapore on 19th april at 9.20pm! :D
syafiq will be going along with me :D
SYAFIQ IS AWESOMEEEE!~~~
and they are going to stay at stamford hotel, how great .
and i ask syafiq whether wanna stalk them anot .hahah!
the showcase will be at sentosa, resort world ballroom .
OMG! ITS GONNA BE SUPER AWESOMEEEEE~~~~
and, they are leaving on 2nd May at 10.50pm :(
no worries, i will be welcoming and saying bye to them .:D
but till now they still never confirm whether yoochun and jaejoong coming anot :'(

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thank you jerlin for accompanying me for job interview, but you forgot to bring my bag, so i hate you .HA!
the korean restaurant is super class and pretty, with autumn tree inside the restaurant .ha!
we were outside and i don't dare to go in .
so called the person and he came out to bring me in .
theres only 1 customer, and i only saw 2 service crew .
so far so good .
i told him i can't work on fridays cause i have swimming .
and he said," oh wow! swimming!"
-.-
and after that he said," i really liked you to work with us, cause you have a sweet smile,..."
i went," aww!!!! thank you!"
HAHAHAHH!
he was also quite auto when come to off-days, saying that he should give me off days for me plan meetings with my friends .
and he asked me whether is 5 bucks okay, and i was obviously thinking NO but just said, erm okay .
and the working hours for the job is 11.30am to 3pm .
3pm break till 6pm .
6pm work till 10 plus .
he will be calling me back within 1-2 days .
hope i get the job cause im seriously poor right now .
with not a single cent in my wallet now .
after only bringing out $1.20 and spending everything :(

2010-03-09T17:03:00.002+08:00

THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU FOR THOSE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!! :D
to show my sincerity i shall type out all the names :D

smses: qin ying, hui xin, syafiq, hui min, ling ling, shu min, pris soh, li hua, zhen yan, athifah, stephen, wan qing, wei bin, vincent, perry, jian sheng, chevy, desmond :D

fb: dessy, cedric, mh, tan zhi wei, gerald, js, kelvin, ivy, pamela lim, chevy, clive, jia yi, sh, nina, jerlin, cindy, vincent, li hua, song wen, hui wen, bifang, daud, jun yuan, philip, kenneth, han boon, zhen yan, bro, fiona, bing yuan, esther, jonathan, amanda, qj, hema, wanling, sean, yen ting, pamela loh, yihui, elisse, edwin, jian hao, chen juan, justin, melody, shu min, lengleng :D
and, darren!! :D

YESTERDAY .
met up with sis .
suppose to meet at 1230pm but she turned up at ard 130pm .
walked ard hmv, they don't have any new tvxq's album only the old ones :(

walked to esplanade .
and turns out, my birthday surprise is a meal at jang shou!!!! :D
soooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy!!!!!
its the restaurant rain went when he came s'pore in 2007!!! :D
but they change the table mat to other people's signature instead of rain's one .
asked the person more bout it (:
food came and woooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!
ordered rice wine cause we wanna try, but turns out .
it tastes like my dad's beer .
the food was niceeeeee~~~
but after awhile, no, its not as nice .
LOL! so me and sis just kept smiling and trying to stuff more into our mouth cause both of us can't finish .hah!
my sis told me they close at 3pm .
and at 230pm, they came and ask us to settle the bill first .
in d end, we really couldn't eat anymore, so we gave up .
my sis kept telling me if tvxq come here and eat when they arrive in s'pore im sooooo gonna regret it .
so she help me ask whether they hiring anot .
turns out, they say currently no, but they will contact me if they need workers .
and the manager seems quite enthu to hire me .cause he kept asking qns (:
after that went to haagen daaz to eat brownie and ice cream :D
awesomeeeeee~~~
head to 313 to find hui min and jerlin .
walked ard and talked .
spent lots of time in charles and keith considering whether should i buy the bag anot .
in d end, didn't buy .
went to look at cosmetics for hui min .
then help her apply eyeliner :D
so proud of my skills (:
headed home instead of swimming .
had chinese cuisine as celebration for my birthday :D

TODAY .
daddy came back and ask me if i wanna go eat at japanese restaurant .
so we went to punggol plaza to eat the buffet .
sis ordered alotttttt, and turns out we stuff ourself with foodssssssssss again .
seriously eat till i wanna puke already .
been eating and eating and eating .
tomorrow still meeting qin they all for dinner at manhatten fish market .
gosh! im like trying all the cuisine for this year's birthday :D

2010-03-06T00:07:00.003+08:00

met up with qin and syafiq .
THANK YOUUUUUUUU SOOOOOOO MUCH TO qin ying, syafiq and athifah! :D
they bought me the earpiece i wanted to buy today .ha!

was reading the "storybook" qin ying gave at the bus stop .
and i can't stop smiling to myself lah .LOL!

anyway, really big big thank youuuuu :D

cedric is jealous that someone gave me birthday present and write love letter to me .HAHAH!
swimming today rather slack, as in not much to do .
but still tiring .
have to wait quite long for mummy so sat gabriel's car to opposite school .
sit there then leave .
i was craving for the ice cream at the push cart yet i got NO CASH!
shoots lahhhhhhh!!!

waiting for survivor~~~~ :D
I LOVE J.T!

2010-03-04T22:59:00.003+08:00

seriously, the weather is killing every single living cells .
i didn't turn on the air-con cause save the environment .
and, i turned and toss for 2 hours straight till i give up!
it was already 5am plus and i couldn't take it anymore!
the fan isn't working and is blowing hot air out .
honey is sleeping right in the middle of my bed so i had to squeeze towards the wall .
i listened to tons of songs and yet i still couldn't sleep .
so went to the sofa had the fan face straight in my face and finally nice sleep!

today mummy told me bout my diploma .
she told me even if i graduate its just only gonna be a cert and i won't continue pursuing that direction for career .
and i happily told her that alot of people in my course also think that way (:

suddenly, i feel like i know what i want in life .
i want to be a make-up artist :D
not only i can make people become pretty, i might even stand a chance to get close to my idol .
LOL! :D

im still looking for a job .
found 1 bioskin job as trainee, called but they want full time .
so im still looking .
i realise that theres actually alot of job available .
its just that im super picky .
got alot jobs in tanjong pagar, but its like freaking far lah .
will continue looking~~
and will only start work after my birthday :D

bringing boyboy for walks at night is okay .
but i just hate it when its super dark and theres no one ard .
and thing that creep me out is that he will suddenly turn his head behind to look .
but the problem is that there's nothing .
and you know dogs can see "things" so it kinda creep me out .
conclusion: NO LATE NIGHT WALKS!

tomorrow meeting syafiq and qin ying~~~
and going swimming .:D
wed didn't go cause nobody was willing to fetch me home .

2010-03-03T15:06:00.002+08:00

i updated alottttttt .
as in the past few days plus photos .

i seriously totally forgot that there's still swimming :D
i was still enjoying life watching videos, movies and dramas .

i seriously need to find a job .
considering the fact that my less than 200 bucks angbao won't last long .
newspaper says that shell sengkang hiring cashier .
lol!

and and, news recently said that singapore will continue to stay hot till may .
so does it mean that this year 9th march won't rain?
:( its been raining for the past 3 years i hope it rains again :D

i feel that im missing out alot of things .but i can't help it .

anyway, after being convinced by qin and syafiq, i have decided to go see my idol! :D
i also manage to convinced my mum into letting me go .
and, IM CONFIRMED!
looking forward to may 1st~~~ :D
syafiq promise that he will go to the airport with me . (:
can't wait!!!! :D

heading to swimming later, and i feel like buying the ear piece that time i saw at audio technica's shop .
i meant the 38 dollars hot pink one :D
gonna get it soon~~~

i seriously think it looks very very similar to the real one :D

2010-03-02T18:59:00.002+08:00

brought boyboy and honey to the vet .
the vet says boyboy is very healthy and in a very good shape .
just that he's abit too skinny .
and he weighs 20kg .
while honey weighs 4kg .
then my bro start telling me," eh, 20kg only you also cannot carry?!"
what the heck! :@
its not onlyyyyy ookay!
its 20kg .
times 5 of honey's weight lah!

spent 50 plus there and i think another 100 plus next month :(
and and, i found out that boyboy's birthday is on 3rd sept 08 .
means, he got the same birthday as me!
i meant my second birthday .
seriously coincidence :D
like angel's birthday is the same as rain's birthday :D

2010-02-28T23:54:00.002+08:00

cooked dinner for the dogs .
started hunting for honey, cause she wasn't in the kitchen .
heard her bell at living room, so went over to see .
but she wasn't there .
turns out, she was DOWNSTAIRS!
roaming on the road, walking beside a stranger .
shouted her name and everybody from downstairs look up at me .
even honey also look up .
but before that i couldn't recognize her, only manage to recognize her bell, short legs and long body .
wore my grandmother's slipper and rush down .
she seriously gave me a heart attack .
so she grounded!

he took up 80% of my bed, so i had to squeeze all the way to the wall .

2010-02-27T21:50:00.002+08:00

NEW CAR!!!!
sold away my car :(
it haven't even celebrate its birthday with me this year yet!

new car, and its freaking small and im sooooooooooooo not use to it .
brought boyboy and honey to bishan park .

went to repair shop wanting to repair the laptop .
but when the guy check our laptop, it no longer flickers .
so he say when its really severe then come again .
-.- now my laptop really flicker less .
and also, the guy say video down when the laptop flickers .
so now, when it flickers and i get ready my handphone, it stops flickering .
heeyer!
also good that i can save money :D

2010-02-25T20:49:00.001+08:00

every website i go with yesasia advertisment, i see tvxq .:D
this shows their POWER!!!!

i have decided to buy the 180 bucks ticket .
you might think im ridiculous .
so did my mum, but i manage to convince her to let me go .

when i wanted to transfer money, i wasn't able to transfer to the company .
i can only wait till tomorrow when my mum helps me transfer!
prays hard that theres still ticket available :(

2010-02-25T01:30:00.002+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
IM SO EXCITED AND ANGRY RIGHT NOWWWWWW!!!!
the tickets for the showcase is freaking complimentary!
cheapest 150 bucks, just to see them and MAY stand to win CD and meet them .

second 180 bucks to see them at nearer sits and MAY stand to win CD and meet them .

most expensive is freaking 280 bucks! seats nearest to them, autograph and photo session and GET CD .

omg lahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i very tempted, but its freaking ex .
and if i really want, i must faster send in application form and money cause for 150 bucks, only 2400 seats available .
OH CRAP!!!!!!!
HOW?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
SYAFIQ, GIVE ME SOME ADVICE!!!!

2010-02-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

finish examsssssss~~~~
totally screwed up fc .
minus alot of marks cause i totally had no clue how to do them, and partly i forgot alot of things :(

head out to partyyyy~~~~
walked in shopping malls like T1, tm, century square .
walked here there everywhere .
me and qin kept stopping and entering shops to see see look look :D
others came to find us after having their buffet lunch .
stayed on for awhile but all left to sm house cause i think they can't stand us .HA!

lester and syafiq bought clothes at topman .
me and qin bought things from diva, aries, etc .
qin spent 40 over dollars at diva itself, RICH!
went to aries to get nail polish, in d end most of the colours that i want all don't have .urgh!
but i still manage to buy gold glitter nail polish :D
luckily that time i didn't spent $7.90 at face shop .

syafiq say we took longer time than them .
but, girls are girls, they take their time to think .(:

walked from morning till 6 plus .
legs ache like mad .
sat outside T1 to rest, head home .
i changed 27 twice, change to 34 then change another bus just to get home .
how irritating!

at night, brought boyboy down to walk .
in d end, i fell flat onto the floor .
luckily is late at night, and only 1 indian uncle saw .
ornot my image will be ruined!

on my palm :(

on my knees :(

seriously super unlucky .

2010-02-23T14:44:00.003+08:00

i had the worst night ever .
it was 2 am plus and only left with very little time to sleep .
i tried to sleep but couldn't so i started thinking bout other things .
suddenly, my vision thoughts just disappear, its just like when changing scenes when watching movie .
and i was thinking am i experiencing how a person fall asleep .
in d end, its not .
i was clearly AWAKE!
and weird visions start appearing in my eyes .
im not joking, but its seriously creepy .
and i kept having the feeling like my soul is leaving my body and i was seriously feeling very uncomfortable .
its just like ghost show where the soul is sucked and leave the body that kind of feeling like its happening .
and i couldn't breathe properly .
it happened bout 4-5 times when i couldn't take it and went to find mummy .
i was just trying to tell her i couldn't sleep and i feel uncomfortable .
in d end, i ended up crying non stop .
mummy say im too stress already .
so drank hot chocolate milk and attempt to sleep on the sofa .
but disgusting image start appearing again .
on and off, finally slept at 3 plus .

with only 3 hours of sleep, i still felt energetic .
weird,...

i screwed up BNF mcq, cause i was being super blind .urgh!

2010-02-21T15:52:00.002+08:00

my heart melts when i saw this .

my heart beats faster when i saw this .

my heart beats like a drum when i saw this .

micky and changmin are seriously knocking me out with their charm and handsome-ness .
okay, wrong timing to be seeing them and blogging .
but i totally no mood to study can?!
though i know i got not much time left .
but urgh! can't help it .
and once i start seeing their pictures, i can't stop .
OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

and and, JUNHO is seriously coming s'pore on 1st may .
i don't care im sooooooooo gonna get the tickets!
junho coming means junsu also coming!
double happiness~~~~~
at first i don't believe it .
but now i do! cause there's concrete evidence!
and crap! you have to pay 60 per year to be a member for some random company .
and being a member you can take photo with the brothers .
urgh!
tell you what, i won't pay for it .
cause its not some company that will benefit me for anything else .
though i seriously want it soooooooooooooooooooooo badly .
urgh!!!!!!

2010-02-21T02:38:00.002+08:00

double chocolate muffin plus hershey hot cocoa :D
hot cocoa with special surprise!
chocolate bits~~~ (:

honey should be sleeping .
but, she poke her head into my sister's handbag and dug out her earpiece .
chewed till the entire thing spoil and even attempt to eat the rubber .
she even bit my hand cause she refuse to hand over the tissue she was biting .
heeyer!

2010-02-20T14:34:00.002+08:00

i was hungry, so i decided to cook egg using a new frying pan bought from giant :D
its suppose to turn out as a pig shape .
but somehow, the face doesn't turn out .

i poured 2 stirred egg into the pan, and happily wait for it to cook .
in d end, before the top of egg is cooked, the bottom already burnt .
so, i scooped up those uncooked egg .
and cook again :D
TA-DA!
WELLL DONNNNNEEEEE~~~ :D

see the pig :D

2010-02-19T18:26:00.003+08:00

totally no mood to study .
slack like mad .oh crap!

bathed boyboy .
drying him is a tough job .

played with him, i ended up being hurt .
his teeth sort of scrape my thigh and was damn pain .
next minute, a line of blue black .

yesterday played with him and he kept biting my hand .
but not pain (:

yesterday had sfp paper .
screwed up part of it .
suddenly flu came and forgot to take tissue .crap!

got back home, went out to pray .
the smoke of joss stick is horribleeeeeeee~~~
and the ash kept flying towards my direction .
and it "burnt" my hand and face .

i read the zodiac, it says for monkey zodiac:
you will feel restless when comes to study matters .
and don't gamble, ornot you will lose money .

and majority of the zodiacs in the year of tiger is bad .
alot all sort of like "bad luck"
i don't know how to say it, but anyway things will be not smooth .

yet to mention, MY GROUP GOT As for both BNF and FC project .
OUR GROUP IS THE ONLY 1 WITH As and we are the highest in class .yeahhhh~~~

2010-02-18T18:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BOYFRIEND~ MAX SHIM CHANGMIN!!!~~~ :D

2010-02-16T01:38:00.002+08:00

1,001 .

i bring my notes to the car every single time i went bai nian .
turns out, i just fell asleep in the car .

im suppose to help out early in the morning, yet im still like a sleeping log .

calculated my ang bao money just now, less than 200 bucks .

every single day i wanna study, but turns out, i either doze off or get distracted .
i seriously don't know whats wrong with me .
urgh!

and my twitter doesn't work .
when i send messages either cannot send out, or sent but i don't see it .

today a whole lot of people came our house .
and we 3 just stayed in the room most of the time .
and the little boy really gets on ALL our nerves .
first, he start entering all the rooms like its his house .
second, he start touching every single thing in MY house .
third, he knows honey is in the room barking non stop and boyboy is sleeping inside the room, and he freaking kick and bang and knock the door for no reasons .
forth, he went to whack honey on the head, and she went crazy totally .

and there, my mother kept asking us to let the dogs out .
and i just dislike it when people kept making them when its obvious that they don't like it .
the boy even ask his mum if he can step on boyboy's tail .
WHAT KIND OF QN IS THAT?!
so no choice, we 3 came up with stories to scare him off .
saying if you do this or that boyboy will bite you, and my sis told him boyboy might even eat him up .

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its the 2nd time im losing my pinky ring .
and till now i still don't know where is it .
i only know its somewhere in the house .
urgh!

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oh!
first day of cny, we brought boyboy and honey to my uncle's house .
and everybody got a shock .hahah!
cause all of them didn't know angel had already left us .

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my grandmother is acting weird recently .
she became very depressed and kept talking bout death .
don't know whats wrong with her .

2010-02-10T23:12:00.003+08:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
what a bad day today!

i just went twitter and fb to check out on my idol whos coming .
and guess what?!
they give 1 free ticket to each person with membership .
and you get to have a special paackage and photo-taking session .
how sucker!
and the membership is freaking $60 for 2010 .
heeyer!
i hope they sell the ticket and MUST BE CHEAP!
eh, wait, i think i will have money by then .HA!
kim junsu and his fraternal twin brother kim junho are coming to s'pore .
as kim junho has a showcase, so his bro, which is my bf is here to support him .
its said to be on 1st may at 7pm .
they arriving on 30th April and leaving on 2nd May .
i still don't know whether is it true anot .
cause theres no official news .
later everybody join cause they want the ticket then in d end its all not confirmed -.-

after submitting fashion, took bus to boon keng to find mummy .
waited for her and i did my work .
i was sitting on a bench and doing my work on my lap, and i do until i doze off .
damn tired .
waited .
headed to town .
walked till my leg pain, and in d end, never buy a single clothes . -.-
irritating lor!
but at least i bought something (:
went nature republic with mummy .
and she went,"take 1 of this, take 1 of that and that"
then i keep quiet, and she actually paid! hahahahah
the girl who served us is the one whom always serve me when im still working in j8 .
(:
and you have to spend $120 in the shop in order to get a rain nature republic pictorial with sticker and calender :(
mummy lied to me and say need pay $500 -.-

then then, just now bring boyboy and honey out for walk .
boyboy suddenly turn and walk around my other side and chiong forward .
and i was wearing slippers and my little toe rub against the floor with lotsa small stones .
it started bleeding non-stop .
and even my slipper have blood .
its the first time in 2010, i saw blood literally flowing . :(
used tissue wrap and continue the walk .
reach home, the blood seep through the tissue .
cause when i holding boyboy i ran so more blood .

tomorrow suppose to work bistro, but now can't already :(
cause i can't wear covered shoe .

2010-02-06T14:25:00.002+08:00

post number 999 .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BOYFRIEND- U-KNOW JUNG YUNHO!

to update you people, boyboy is CONFIRMED to stay with us .
hes not leaving .
and we AIN'T gonna give him away anymore .
i thought i could just give him away .
but that's just not the case .
its a relationship for a week plus plus .
but still, its the feeling that lingers .
i lost angel, and i don't wanna lose anything anymore .

that adopter was crap .
and she is freaking a sucker, no wait, shes worst than a sucker .
she don't even fit to be one .
she insist on her stands and tried threatening and despise us .
but, IN HER FACE MAN! my brother just spoke right into her ears so she can get things right and clear .
boyboy is ours, hes not theirs .
his name is still boyboy and NOT jay-cee .
who are you to think that his name is jay-cee WHEN HIS FREAKING NOT YOURS!
idiot retarded sucker .
thank god, my bro has a seriously deep voice when heard through the phone .
and my bro tells her, that he drives .
and i think it scared the shit out of her, as she might think my bro is like so much older than her .
and she should stop being freaking rude to my sis, JUST BECAUSE SHES OLDER .

everything has come to the end .:D

now, honey and boyboy can even just sleep beside each other without any problems .
they walk at the same pace and they turns their head at the same time .LOL!
but honey is being a bully, still growls at him and stuff .
but boyboy is the obedient one, hes sort of controlling honey too in the good way .
he also stop humping people already .:D
they love to eat food from each others bowl instead of their own one .

YESTERDAY .
worked bistro for whole day .
cause i never did waffle ever before, i burnt the waffle and got into trouble .
i forgot to spray the oil, so the waffle was burnt and totally stuck to the machine .
all thanks to the sucker "almightly" senior who refuses to help out .
cause of shortage of people, I WAS THE ONLY ONE INCHARGE OF SERVICE .
i had to freaking do servicing, take drinks, do drinks, scoop ice cream and do waffles .
ALL BY MYSELF .
and that sucker was only the cashier .
when shes done with her work she just sit there and talk to sharon, don't even bother to come help me .
and after i burnt the waffle, she laughed and went to tell sharon .
ITS FREAKING NOT FUNNY .WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?!

luckily theres wei bin there to help me clear my mess .
and cause of guilt i nearly cried, but thank god i didn't .
the way that sucker treat me compared to weibin and boys and the j2s are completely different .
WHAT THE HECK IS HER PROBLEM?!
flirt!

i learnt my lesson, i shall never work full shift ever again!
always something bad will happen .
sucker!

and luckily theres haz, she saw me being guilty and not being able to cope well doing service, she sent me to soup and salad station, and i was also lucky that theres athifah with me .:D
not to forget syafiq who reads the order to me .

headed to the pool .
fall asleep because i was damn tired .

had meeting .
lifesaving commitee: jia xian, pamela (:, hong cherh and gabriel .
swimming commitee: li yang, jamine, brian and fiona (: .
i was actually one of the nominees for swimming, but luckily after that li yang take over my place .
cause i don't want to embarrass myself, knowing that little or nobody will vote for me .
and i didn't even believe i was one of the nominees cause i thought they were joking .
they kept saying me and him so i thought they were kidding .

and someone told kenneth that im the only one not in lifesaving, so now someone is gonna talk to me . -.-

meeting till 8.30pm .
and i didn't want to swim anymore .
so i called and whined and complained and i finally got my way .:D
perhaps to people, i might be whiny and stuff .
but i don't really care .
at least i don't whine to guys .

to end this,
GUYS WHO FLIRTS ARE JERKS! NO MATTER HOW THEY TRY TO DEFEND OR DENY, THEY ARE STILL JERKS!

2010-02-03T22:53:00.002+08:00

tomorrow have to submit csas and log book .
friday whole day bistro and after that swimming .
saturday accompanying qin go bake and maybe go see pris's musical .

next week .
monday-sfp practical exam .
tuesday-french role play .
wednesday-fashion submission due date .
thursday-fc project interview .

see how busy i am?
tomorrow boy boy is going to the rich family and try out for 1 week .
and yet, im stuck with my log book and i can't spend time with him .
i seriously don't want to give him away anymore .
before that, i thought i was ready, cause keeping him really need to spend alot of money .
but now, i don't care .
i don't want him to be unhappy .
so what if he have a huge garden to himself?
so what if the family is rich and can give him good food?
there won't be a companion for him there .
he won't even have a nice place to sleep .
he will have to sleep outside of the house cause the rich family got alot of antiques and they won't let him in the house .
the guy who wants to adopt him is a geek .
he won't be a companion for boy boy .
so what if the father might be the one?
the parents always fly oversea .
the guy go on a date .
boy boy will be stuck to the maid whom i doubt will have time to play with him .

i seriously don't wanna give up on him .
no matter how much i demanded for an answer from mummy, she just wouldn't give me .
im angry!

2010-01-29T13:58:00.004+08:00

went to find li hua and others at 11pm plus .

went to the roof garden .

start playing games till 1am .
seriously, its a bad idea for playing those games lah .
all the guys hit so hard -.-

ah neo hit my right thigh then swollen but now not that visible already .

clive hit my left thigh till internal bleeding and swollen .lol!
but now no longer swollen just red .
and the moment he slap down, my thigh immediately turn numb .LOL!

yea, i shouldnt have hit people so hard .
im sorry .

and, thanks to kai xin, me and li hua got a free ride home~~
im sooooooooo jealous lahhhh .
i also want a boyfriend who drives .
so i no need squeeze in bus .
okay, now i shall only target guys with license and car .LOL!
and, most importantly, looks, height and sports .:D
hahahahahahah!

gtg...

2010-01-28T09:43:00.002+08:00

MY BOYFRIEND- U-KNOW JUNG YUNHO~ :D

AND, HAPPY BIRTHDAY POH LI HUA!~

anyway, i can be here now at this kind of timing cause my school starts at 2pm today .:D
but im meeting qin at tamp one later at 12pm .

thank god fashion deadline is pushed back by 1 week .
but still i will try to rush it out by next week .
it all depends on my progress on my log book and learning journal . :(

recently i can't sleep late .
i will start dozing off at 11 plus .
and during week ends i also cannot sleep more than 10 hours . :'(

swimming, yesterday i swim till damn stress .
i don't know why, but just feel stressed .
and i swam till i had a headache, but i just ignore .
thanks for gabriel, kelvin, pamela and adrian for concerns .
gabriel says i shouldn't push myself too much .
pamela say i suffering from insomia .ha!

i seriously need to buck up, after failing fc quiz by 1 mark .

i shall start studying and asking people out to study .:D

my log book and learning journal is due on next thursday .
but i hope to complete everything within the weekend .

mummy is selling away my twin . :(
my honda haven't even celebrated it's 3 years old with me . :'(
i hope can let it celebrate 9th march with me first .

and, we have decided to give up on boy boy .
i feel sooooooooooo bad .
and i really wanna keep him .
but,
1. he really shed toooooooo much fur .
2. we had to hook him to the window and let honey roam ard freely ornot she will rip my door off .
3. because of school and swimming i always reach home at the end of the day and its the others who are taking care of him .

mummy kept saying she won't be able to clean the house every single day .
and say, i was the one who wanted to keep both of them, yet i return home late at night .
and, boy boy is horny and pervert!
he kept humping me and my sis .
the scene which he hump her is damn freaking funny, laugh non-stop .
guess what?! boy boy was trying to hump honey in OPEN! infront of US!
luckily we manage to pull him away .
so currently, hes up for adoption, and a few people are interested .
boy, im goona miss him .

2010-01-27T21:35:00.002+08:00

TVXQ BREAK OUT! RELEASE~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2010-01-26T13:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~ MY BOYFRIEND- HERO KIM JAEJOONG~ :D

CONGRATS for the start of mozart musical MY BOYFRIEND- XIAH KIM JUNSU~ :D

2010-01-24T00:25:00.003+08:00

new doggy!

hes huge!

hes only 2 years old!

hes mixed breed!

but when he stand up he's at my chin .aww!

but currently, we still haven't decide whether we want him anot .

cause hes male and honey is female .

both not sterilized .

and honey is damn scared of him, and he just kept going to her .

so separate!

damn troublesome .

and since we have the big dog on trial for a week in our house .

honey has gotta stay over at our neighbour's house .

and, my family feel that we can't keep 2 dogs .

especially when they can't get along .

i personally want both of them .

but,...

all my family wants the big dog and wants to give up on honey EXCEPT my sis .

so, everything is not decided .

today, let honey eat her dinner, and my bro bring the big dog walk .

then change to the other way round .

its very troublesome .

anyways, today, went supermarket tour at giant .

only spent 30 min there -.-

slack and waited .

did shopping .

head to marina barrage .

thank god i have my friends around me and damn the freaking bangala who kept staring at me!

and i got a freaking sun burnt .

im super tan and super red now .

headed to dhoby ghaut to eat ice monster .

then went shopping ard with qin .

and we bought a pairs of shoe .:D

2010-01-20T13:46:00.000+08:00

going for fashion~~~~

2010-01-17T13:54:00.002+08:00

2 test on wednesday .
1 test on thursday .

fc report by 25th jan .
fashion due on 3rd feb .
csas journal and log book due on 4th feb .

how great can my life get?
it simply sucks .

yesterday morning met up with qin, sh and stephen for breakfast at long john .
thanks stephen's dad for fetching us there .

the senior can have red hair .
and when we have brown hair we get scolded until like shit .
how bias can they get?!

cut kai lan .
all sorts of weird things start appearing .
and i found 1 slug/worm on my apron, and i screamed .
they kept asking us to do faster when we were already doing .
and i heard from qin say, the senior went to tell the others that we kept talking and never do work .sucker! so what you are senior?!
that doesn't give you much rights! it just shows that you are older!

peel and pluck spinach .
and im ready to retire from doing vegetables .
its tough, irritating and horrible!

started slacking ard .
washed veg .
blanch veg .
played with dog and cat .

ate and left .
stayed quite some time in cotton on with qin .
and we bought a top each .:D

went udders .
had d24 durian with waffle .
and qin had mao shan wang with waffle .
the price differs ALOT!

and, i saw my relative at the temple .
but i couldn't remember shes my grandmother's number what sister so i didn't call her .
though i've been calling her every chinese new year for the past 16 years ++ .
and till now, mummy still have to prompt us who is who .

2010-01-12T21:51:00.004+08:00

how great .
i studied till 2am for BNF .
and woke up at 7am, with only 5 hours of sleep .
and, turns out that the part i didn't study for, came out .
yes, im referring to vitamin C .
seriously screw it .

and i realise that on the 20th jan, i got 2 test on the same day .
HOW AWESOME~~~~ :@

and im super damn tired .
and i still have to go through lectures . :(
and when teacher was mentioning deficiency in iron .
syafiq says,"eh, i think you lack in iron cause you look pale."
me, " cause i have make up on."
LOL! but then he say i still look pale without make up .
is that a good thing or bad thing?
at least its better than having a flushed face right?

and and, when azlina say no wearing of heels to supermarket, qin and syafiq start staring at me . -.-

had french .
was having a hard time focusing .
cause,
1. i forgot to bring my specs and all my other lecture notes .[cause im too tired in the morning and im not thinking properly.]
2. im super tired .
so most of the time in french, my head was down .

waited for shawn with pris tan .
took bus with pris tan, shawn, yx, harrinder and qj .
and i saw nick ho when going to school and going home .:D
AND, he told me hes considering joining swimming!~~~
YEAH!!!!! before that ask him join, he refuse to, then now he want .
finally theres someone who i can talk to during swimming .
i meant a real friend, as in a friend whom i known for years~~~

im gonna start studying fc later~

i know poly sucks and so does everything .
but whats the point of regretting this and that now?
i rather try to do my best and not make anymore regrets .
i got my NYR to follow~~

and, guys are seriously jerks .
especially those that i have met .
seriously, they suck lah!
im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo angry right now .
why do i always encounter this kind of guys?
shoot them lah!
and my horoscope says, "sweet talkers cannot be trusted"
HOW TRUE!

im stress now, partly also because of swimming, so im taking a break from swimming now .
shall resume on friday instead .:D

2010-01-10T17:15:00.002+08:00

her name is honey .

she came on 9th jan 2010 .

1 month after angel left us .

she's 3 years old and is a mix breed .

she mix maltese and dashcund .

that's why her body is damn long and her legs are short .:D

she can jump very high and is very active .

when she sleeps, she looks exactly like angel .

and we all thought shes VERY quiet and doesn't bark .

until,...

today, she bark like crazy .

she's damn strong .

she kick and scratch my stomach, my hands and my ears .

when she barks, she can't be stopped .(:

she's a professional model .

once she hears the clicks on the camera, she automatically look at the camera and pose .:D

2010-01-09T22:02:00.004+08:00

welcome, the new member of my family .:D

she reminds me of angel .

they have the same mouth (:

and, when she walks and the bell rings, for that second, i thought angel came back .

shes a professional model .:D

2010-01-09T16:01:00.003+08:00

went for open house again .
the teacher also love korean celebrities .:D
she showed F.T island, suju and RAIN's mvs .
she showed rainism, and i was totally engrossed in it .:D
and she kept kept talking to 1 student bout rain, and i seriously feel like interupting cause they got some infos wrong, but i kept quiet .
spent quite some time re-watching dating on earth .:D
but yet to complete the whole thing .

went upstairs to help out .
slack like mad .
and pester stephen to get me the balloon .
i think secondlife is actually kinda fun .
i didn't know can actually ride a jet-ski and other stuff .:D
thanks stephen and qj for the balloons .:D

training is getting soooooooooooo stress .
wednesday went for training and used alot of fins .

then yesterday also use fins .
suppose to do 20x50m swim with fins @ 50 sec .
in d end, im the only one who couldn't do it .
so i only did 16 of it .
cause coach see that i can't catch up .

went dinner with them .
was damn tired, don't even feel like talking .
and i think everybody there treat me like some small kid lah . -.-
cause other people walked there .
then i was thinking don't know whether should i sit chen an's car or walk .
though i really wanna sit, but will feel awkward .
but pamela kept pushing me to the car .
so i took the car .:D

my legs till now still pain .
last night it kept shaking for no reason .
MY LEGS!

and when i reached home .
i was damn tired .
i on the tv, then kept dozing off .
woke up at 12 plus am, eat dinner watch tv .

im feeling very tired+ stressed+ horrible+ whole body aching .
urgh!
but at least i have yet to break any of my NYR .(:

and i was seriously damn angry yesterday .
FIRST, I LOST MY RAIN KEYCHAIN UNKNOWINGLY !
i only realised it after i went to find hui min . :'(
SECONDLY, im damn angry at my senior .
he seriously damn sucker .
usually he gets on my nerves already enough and yesterday he just made me list him on my "hate" list .
its been empty for so long, now officially someone is in it!
i got the helium balloon, and i only left with 1, cause i gave syafiq the other one .
then he kept asking me to give it to him cause he want to suck the helium .
so i told him, cannot, i want the balloon so im not going to give it to him .
if he want only can after training, cause by then the balloon should be half-dead .
then that sucker told me he not staying for training, he leaving soon .
so i told him too bad, and im going to give it to him .
then i tied the balloon with my watch to my bag .
then that sucker went behind me and just rip the string off my bag and immediately untie it .
EXCUSE ME! ITS NOT FUNNY OKAY!
SO OLD ALREADY STILL PLAY WITH BALLOON .
AND ITS NOT YOURS RIGHT?
WHAT IS YOUR FREAKING PROBLEM, I ALREADY TOLD YOU I WANT TO KEEP IT .EVEN IF I DON'T WANT YOU CAN ONLY HAVE IT AFTER TRAINING .
NOT COMING FOR TRAINING IS ALREADY BAD ENOUGH STILL TAKE MY BALLOON WITHOUT MY PERMISSION !
SUCKER!
i was dman pissed off so i just went to the toilet .
and that sucker continued to play with the damn freaking balloon .
i hope you inhale too much helium then ...
whatever, im not a mean person !
damn him seriously .
i was already damn angry bout losing my keychain and he just made everything worse .
SUCKER!
and i really meant that hes a DAMN FREAKING SUPER SUCKER!
and he didn't even feel sorry or apologize lah!
sucker!

2010-01-07T21:19:00.003+08:00

had fashion yesterday .
i slept throughout the lecture .
only waking up when the lecture ended and break started .
then was awake throughout watching hair spray movie .
not the zac efron one, is the super old one .

went library to find people .
irritate them as usual .

went swimming .
FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, alot of people turn up and most surprising thing is that everybody started damn early .it was only like 6.15pm?
again, i skipped stretch cordz . :D
i seriously hate it, cause my muscles will ache and it won't give me skinny arms .
just swam less than 15m, my arm start to ache .
all because of last wednesday's doings of stretch cordz .

was super stressed bout swimming .
swam 2x500m with fins .
1000m paddle pull .
15x100m swim with fins .this is the one that killed me .
moreover, its a 2 minute round .
i was damn stressed bout it, and i was cursing in my heart why didn't it rain or why didn't my leg cramp so i can get out of it .
finally swam finish .
my face turned red like mad, cause i was out of breath .
warm down, and was the first to leave the pool .:D
cause others have to do mannequin carry~
waited for them for damn long .

went opposite school to eat .
it was allllllllllllll about spirited away, make me feel like watching when they can't stop talking bout it .(:
bro come fetch, went to hougang to see dog .
the guy asked us if we were friends .
then the female said, "cannot tell that they are family meh? they all look alike"
anyway,
reached home at 11 plus going 12 .
damn tired .

today, wanted to skip lab .
but got project consultation so have to go .
the weather was awesome~
though im late .:D
my umbrella is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo pretty .
its pink, with flowers and butterflies~~~~
slept for 1 hour for the 3 hour lab .
and i was in a very bad mood .
cause i was very stress because of swimming yesterday and my legs were aching .
and, im damn tired .

went for open house for the e-lab thing .
seriously did nothing there .
i only helped 2 girls with the second life thing .
and i kept giving them hints and damn obvious answers .
but though we got it all right, they didn't win cause they were the last to hand in .

kept irritating people with me wanting balloon .
in d end, i got one . (:
1 person have the balloon, and when vincent ask her where she took it from, she ask me want anot .
so i took it .:D

but gave it up at the bus stop cause its kinda impossible to bring it home .
considering the crowd in the bus and at the bus stop .
ITS RED, represent TVXQ~

2010-01-06T13:14:00.002+08:00

im soooooooooooooo tired right now .
currently, in biz park .

stomach pain . :(
later still got swimming . :(

yesterday watched dating on earth till 2am .
OMG! ITS DAMN AWESOME!
can't keep smiling and laughing .
and, i feel like slapping the stupid woman .
snatch my micky and jaejoong from me!
urgh!
but OMG their marriage damn sweet~~~~
that's the sweetest thing ever .
but, thank god its not true .
micky can't be married, cause his mine~~~ :D

anyway, gonna get back sketch book later at fashion .

got swimming .

tomorrow 8am lecture cancelled~~ :D

2010-01-03T17:26:00.001+08:00

yesterday,...

bryan and ys: eh! rain rejected megan fox leh! MEGAN FOX LEH!
me: cause he married already what, and megan fox only .
bryan: he married already? no wonder, BUT MEGAN FOX LEH!
me: :D ask me who he married to .
bryan: who?
me: *points to myself*
bryan: -.- he rejected megan fox because of you .
me: :D

2010-01-02T23:08:00.003+08:00

i forgot to post my new year resolution .
so here it is:
1. get at least gpa of 3.3 or higher .
2. score better in bnf .
3. do proper lab reports .
4. do projects and assignments properly .
5. do homework and study for tutorial pop quiz for every tut session .
6. study test in advance .
7. be better at french, it will help me in my role play .
8. go for swimming training at least once a week, or perhaps twice a week .
9. organize myself .
10. continue liking rain and tvxq (:
11. yet to decide ...
will up updated again soon

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actually didn't want to go for steamboat with swimming people already .
cause i couldn't decide what to wear .
but in d end, i still went .
and i got lost plus! i had to walk a overhead bridge without shelter .
i was damn scared the bridge can't be used lah .
thank god i manage to reach paya lebar mrt safely -.-
i didn't want to be early cause i didn't want to wait .
so in d end, i was the last to arrive .:D
was shocked to know that only me and fiona were the only girls .
cause i thought eleanor and others will be going .
so only got we 2 girls and 9 other guys .

walked DAMN far to reach the steamboat place .
and i started complaining and whining the moment i see them till we reach the place .
i irritate people, people irritate me back .
suckers! (:
shared table with fiona, bryan, ys and edwin .
they can seriously TAKE, they just kept taking and pouring into the steamboat .
luckily im not in the other table, theirs are worst .

stayed till 7 plus .
took cab to plaza sing there with fiona and cedric .
i complained from the moment we got into the taxi till we reach there .
and everybody was damn irritated by me .:D

walked, met up with brian .
others who took another cab arrive .
slack and waited .wanted to play lan, in d end didn't .
then they wanted to go pub, but in d end also didn't, i think cause me and fiona cannot go in, PLUS i refuse to go .

walked to ps .
people continue to irritate me once they knew how i started to irritate people with the "if only im rich" .
reach ps, more people came, like chris, pamela and alan .
but me and fiona left first .

i was so broke that i have to borrow money from mummy . :(

2009-12-31T22:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance .

THANKS POH LI HUA AND SHAWN FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO THE FARM .:D

finally get to wear my brad pitt sunglass from ZARA (:

played with the silky terrier that my family has chosen .
and the people there seriously gets on my nerves .
1 person told us yesterday that we have to fill in a form for adoption .
then today i went wanting to fill in the form, the person say don't have any form .
and she still dare ask me who say one, then i was staring at her and saying, "YOU were the one who told me ."
then after that then say need to ask family interact with the dog, book appointment and have interview .
and when my sis call, they say currently no one is interested in adopting that dog .
then when i went there to ask, they say have alot of people interested so have to go through interview then they will select .
they also say need interact a few more times then can go for interview .
so i just tell her in her face, "does this means i have a wait like a month to get the dog?!"
then the person never reply me .
seriously their attitudes are horrible .
and one say this another say that .
cause i told one person tomorrow we will come interact and book appointment .
then another girl say, not too sure whether can book appointment so early anot . -.-

left after playing for bout an hour with the dog .

went hougang .

cut hair .

take back my ezlink card .:D

home .

2009-12-30T23:29:00.003+08:00

i fell at the stairs at engine sch while on the way for fashion .
luckily i never fell like shit .
guess what? alot of guys were there and i was so embarrassed!
my nail polish was scraped off .stupid stairs .
had fashion tut .
i got grade B+ for my fashion~~
my storyboard was circled excellent .:D
theres 1 girl in my fashion class, she was whispering to 2 guys then both of them turn to look at me lah .SUCKERS!
DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HECK SHE SAID .
ended at 3 plus .
so headed home .

how stupid was i, to put the ez-link card in my handphone pouch . -.-
in d end, my handphone pouch over turn, and my ez link drop into the seat of the bus .
it was only until my stop then i realise i dropped it .
and i was using a ruler to dig, all the way till interchange .
in d end, the driver tried pulling the seat out, but cannot .
so have to make a report .
wait for the people to come and remove the seat then i can get back my card .
and the person say at most 3 days .and might have charges, but not too sure yet .

heeyer!
then i have to spend 1 dollar to reach home .
moreover, i intended to go out tomorrow one lah .
SUCKER!

went to the dog farm again .
drove here and there to look for the damn shelter .
drove in to almost ALL the farms!
then in d end its in the first farm that we went into .
was looking for mdm wong's shelter .
in d end, they say you have to ask the person then they will let you go .
I MEAN LIKE SERIOUSLY, WHATS SO SECRETIVE BOUT IT?!
then the mdm wong was like also kinda rude, telling us don't have dogs .
as in we are being kind wanting to help adopt the dogs which were once ill-treated .
and the way they treat us the customers are like shit lah .
rude people!

anyway, we went into one previously .
and i fell in love with the german shepherd immediately .
ITS HUGE LAH! AND DAMN CUTE!
kinda attracted to the silky terrier .
and got 1 white dog damn cute .
i was saying hi to it, then it started growling and baring its white teeth .
HA! SO CUTE!
and after going ard looking for the stupid shelter .
then when we came back wanting to adopt the silky terrier, they say they are closed and the staff leave already . -.-
how irritating!

went back to school for swimming .
got caucasians having photoshoot .
the girl and the guy are both hot and good looking .:D

started doing stretch cordz at 7pm .
do till 8.20pm then we enter water .:D
my arms and legs are breaking .
legs= too much kicking and weird style of kicking .
arms= stretch cordz .

urgh!
i love the tutu at pasa malam .
if only angel is still ard, i would have spent a longer time at the dog accesories store .

2009-12-28T22:30:00.002+08:00

im officially broke .
i don't have a single note left .
i don't even have a single 1 dollar coin .
i don't have a single 50 cent coin .
great .
im left with 10cents and 20cents . -.-

and on top of that, i owe people money .
i owe qin $6.20? at breakfast today .
i owe li hua $2.20 the other day .
i told qin i shall slowly pay back by instalments .(:

anyway, first day of school always kinda sucks .
first, i couldnt sleep at night .
i lay in bed at 12 plus am and i heard like tons of songs and finally, i slept at 3am .
i was dead tired lah .

but, when i reach school, amanda compliment me .HA!
SHE MADE MY DAY!
she said my nails are pretttttttyyyyyy .:D

got back bnf .
my result is like shit .

went opp. school to eat prata .
qin came up with i prefer gucci .
cause i was making a joke bout prada and prata .
kinda overspent there .(:

went back school .
cause i was cheated by lim qin ying .
slack at com lab .
selection of cds .
went home .

2009-12-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

i suspect someone hack into my fb .
cause firstly, i didn't play flying dog for ages, suddenly the application pops up in my wall .
and, my cafe world .
i earned 0 coins .
that means someone signed into my account and went in .
anyways, sucker and damn that person .
i changed my password already .

went newton just now .
ate stingray and mussels . nice~ :D

drove ard orchard and city area and esplanade to see the lightings .
awesome~~
and i didn't know that the sunroof of my car and actually open .ha!
new discovery of my car after like 3 years? :D

2009-12-24T22:43:00.004+08:00

yesterday had indigestion .
after eating chomp chomp .-.-
it was just terrible .
from morning till night .urgh!
but at least this time i didn't vomit .(:
ate medicine .
sleep and sleep and sleep .
didn't even eat much .
whole day only ate a few mouth of tao suan .

woke up at 6am .
damn hungry .
drank hot chocolate .
7am went back sleep .

wake up again and met people .

THANKS LIHUA FOR THE CHOCOLATE MIRROR AND X'MAS CARD .:D
THANKS LING LING FOR THE COOKIES AND X'MAS CARD .:D
THANKS NG SONG WEN FOR TREATING ME POTATO CHIPS .:D

caught avatar 3D .
awesome~~~~~
but i think the woman very disgusting .ha!
i liked the movie more because yunho also watched it~:D

ice monster to ate dumplings .

walked all the way to far east .
seriously killed me .
my legs broke and was seriously aching .
and priscilla soh helped by just kept saying reaching soon .
ding jie and song wen couldn't be bothered with me after hearing me whine all the way .
suckers! :D

met up with sherwin .
see them eat .
THANKS CHEVY NG FOR TREATING ME DRINK .:D
hui min and jerlin came .

walked to taka .
and i was damn pissed off .
cause everybody walked first and none waited for me! &^%$%#

waited for lam's performance .
and while standing my legs start to ache .

slack for awhile .
headed home .

it's nice to have such a gathering, especially when its during christmas eve .:D
moreover, having 10 people occupying almost the entire row of seats in cinema .
but it sucks to have no money .
i only had 17 bucks .
13 bucks for movie .
and im only left with 4 bucks for food .
luckily! i didn't use the money pris lend me .:D
THANKS PRISCILLA FOR LENDING ME MONEY .:D
i spend 4 bucks on food only .and i was full .

next location to go: sentosa~~

2009-12-22T23:43:00.002+08:00

lim qin ying really knows how to make my day .(:
what a friend i've got .

felt sooooooooooooo accomplished today .:D
i swept and mopped the floor until i sweat and i was damn pissed off for don't know what reason .

i use a tooth brush to brush my wallet and its PINK again .:D
i brushed my slippers too .
and i will tell you why i felt so accomplished .

headed to chomp chomp .
should have reaches later cause almost everybody was late .

ate at chomp chomp .
AWESOME FOOD!
and the drinks were,... HUGE!

head to ice3 for dessert .
but i didn't eat, cause i only left 1 buck after spending 9 bucks on chomp chomp .
laughing non stop and making the food for qin .

bused home .
and thats when lim qin ying made my day .
lim qin ying is known as the "lost-kid" and "the girl who can't differentiate between piracy and privacy"
seriously, she made my day .
her actions and her words .
what a friend i've got .:D

this is why i felt accomplishment .:D
a slipper before being brushed and the one which was brushed .:D

2009-12-20T22:20:00.004+08:00

i was having this sweet sweet extremely sweet dream .
and i suddenly woke up .
cause i felt someone was staring at me .
indeed, my grandmother was staring at me .
heeyer! spoil my dream, and after i went back to sleep it doesn't continue!

PRINCESS AND THE FROG IS AWESOME~~~~
its not weird watching a disney movie, when theres lots of kids in the cinema too .
this shows that im still young .:D

but i just don't like to watch movies with kids .
cause they just can't sit still in their sits and watch the movie .
irritated when they disturb my "awwww-ing" during sweet scenes .ha!

because of poh li hua, now im beginning to like the dumplings served at ice monster .(:

we spent most of our time in etude house .
cause i don't know why, i die also want to buy something from the shop .
in d end, i bought something .
though i got no cash, i got my card .URGH!
and i got a free poster, a free pen and a box of cotton pads .(:

went to find mummy at isetan .
after i complained to her, how poor i was, only having 90 cents in my wallet .

she treat me good food .(:
went to some idonesian restaurant to eat .
yums .:D good food plus good atmosphere .

was damn irritated after that .
walked all the way to 313 from lucky plaza base on my personal instinct .
in the bus, i was damn irritated .
don't know what country the whole group of women is from .
they just squeeze their way up the bus .
when no one is rushing and theres no people behind them .
they just push me forward like what like that .
worst thing, they use their boobs to push me forward .
EWW! i feel so dirty and grossed out lah .
and indian people in the bus .
they just block the way like they own the bus!

now i realise something, everytime i go out .
i confirm will buy something home, no matter what .
and the thing is always bought using the money in my card .

2009-12-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to see eddie :D
sooooooooooooooooooooooooo handsome .
bu kui shi wo de idol .(:

reached there at 6.30pm?
thought there will be alot of people .
in d end...
cannot stop laughing when we got there .

really kinda pathetic, cause no one scream and stuff .
and he stayed for less than 1/2 hour . :(

and majority of the people there are china . -.-
kinda irritated .
and theres 1 china girl who went up to collect the price, EWW!
trust me, she disgust me .

went around walking .
legs ache like mad, especially when im wearing heels .
stood so long to wait for eddie .
and walk so much, i even walk in bugis street with heels okayyyy!!!

bought cake for daddy .
came home .

SI WON ALSO HANDSOME .:D

2009-12-18T12:55:00.002+08:00

While a clear link has not been established, there "is a possibility that Santa promotes a message that obesity is synonymous with cheerfulness and joviality," it says.

Santa should go on diet and the tradition of leaving him cookies, mince pies, milk, brandy or sherry should cease, it says. Instead, he could share the carrots and celery sticks often left for his reindeer.

"Santa might also be encouraged to adopt a more active method to deliver toys -- swapping his reindeer for a bike or simply walking or jogging," the study says.

Santa impersonators also have potential to spread infectious diseases: if they sneeze or cough around 10 times a day, all the children who sit on their laps may end up with swine flu, the researchers say.

The study also accuses Santa of promoting speeding, disregard for road rules, and extreme sports such as roof surfing and chimney jumping -- although he is never shown wearing a seatbelt or a helmet.

news from: http://news.sg.msn.com/weird-news/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3753760
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this study is crap lah -.-

anyway, yesterday went to see the dog .
its kinda tall, nearly bout up to my knees .
but we decided not to adopt it .
cause before that, its up for adoption cause the wife of the owner don't like it .
and, it cries alot for the first few days .
i mean of course it will cry lah, it was lost for 3 weeks .
and when found, it was drenched .
and its the 3rd foster home his staying in .
but then now, when we say we interested, the woman kinda don't wanna let go .
mummy also said that, if it change foster home again we will be the 4th .
not good for the dog so on, and later it will again start crying .
but the dog is really cute and poor thing . :(
okay, whatever .

when in the car, we were talking bout dogs .
my brother wants a golden retriever .
i prefer a husky, if to ask me to choose between husky and GR .
mummy also prefers a husky .
my sis prefers a maltese, so do i .
so, mummy say she will only allow GR after my bro finish army .
and, WE ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOO GONNA ADOPT A HUSKY AND MALTESE .:D

we are going to see the husky this weekend .
but the age is rather old, bout 5-6 years old .
and seems like it doesn't get along well with other dogs .
theres one 2-3 years old, but haven't get back to us .
maltese, alot people never get back to us .
so we shall wait .

anyway, before that went to ikea .
bought chairs and boxes .
now part of my rain stuff is in the box .
ITS NOT CLEARANCE, its just packing nicer .

saw a bed for pets .
its sooooooooooooooooooooooo gorgeous .
bout 129 bucks?
its damn nice lah .

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heading out at night with jerlin to see eddie peng~~

2009-12-17T14:06:00.002+08:00

angel is finally home .(:
i heard what my brother said bout the transporter of dogs .
and seriously, this is one of the reason why i don't trust people easily .
seriously, damn that guy .
now i doubt whether is it really her ash inside the container .
stupid old man .

but still, i think/hope its angel inside .
shes finally home .
part of everything is finally back to normal .

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yesterday went swimming .
daddy fetch me on his motorbike .
its been years since i last rode one .
and, its the first time i experience a motor ride on a highway .
its super fast .
but not to the extend of scary .
just that the water flying up and hitting on your legs hurts .
its like mini stones hitting your leg .
this shows the speed .
anyway, daddy missed the turn to school .
so we ride around the entire bedok reservoir .

damn tough .
suppose to swim 8x200m paddle+kicking .
in d end, i only did 3 and 1/2 out of 8 .
then cause coach getting married .
so everybody started talking bout cars .
and to prove how young my coach brain is, he actually said to us," damn lame sia"
its so secondary school beng-ish style of saying .

anyway, we talked till 8.40pm?
then started swimming again .
10x100m @ 2 min round .
swim till i was so damn thirsty, and die also must drink 1 mouth of water before swimming again .

bought swim shirt .
team temasek .(:

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later going ikea to get box for my accessories .
and perhaps box to contain my rain stuff and put it in another cupboard .
cause my rain stuff are spilling out already, I NEED MORE SPACE FOR MY RAIN .

after that, heading over to see the dog .
its a mix breed of maltese and silky terrier?
male, 2-3 years of age .

even though the day angel passed away, mummy said, never to keep another one .
after telling her we adopting, she also say don't want .
but when me and my sis plan when to go see and decide the dog, she decided to join us .(:
me and my sis were like 90% wanting the dog don't care whether she allow anot .
but now... :D

im not going to let that dog use angel's stuff .
angel's things are angel's .
i don't want to lose her scent .

2009-12-16T13:11:00.001+08:00

angel's ash will arrive at 5pm...

gorgeous people...

2009-12-15T14:02:00.001+08:00

생일 축하합니다, 김준수

2009-12-14T22:42:00.002+08:00

5 days...

we are currently considering adopting another dog .
thursday we shall go visit and decide .
but i still miss her badly .
i dreamt that we went to visit the dog, and the dog was exactly the same as my angel .
and another dream was that after adopting the dog, a puppy come running to me .
the first thought and instinct came to my mind was that, shes the angel .

her scent is almost gone now .
and i miss her presence badly .
sometimes, the thought would just suddenly come to my mind, thinking where is she sleeping at? which part of the house is she at .
then in that split second before i open my mouth to ask someone else .
i realise that shes not coming back .

i have stop crying .
but i still miss her .

thanks to those who cheered me up .
im better already .
thanks

2009-12-09T09:15:00.004+08:00

i never knew that you will leave me so soon .
im missing your presence .
you left without giving me a final goodbye .
i can't stop but thinking how you left me .
my heart hurts so much .
i know one day i will lose you but i didn't know that it will happen so soon .
the thought of you being carried away breaks my heart .
the thought of the memories between us makes me tear .
the thought of you never going to walk into the room breaks my heart .
the memories of 9 years .
everything is gone .
you are gone, leaving behind ony memories .
i miss you .
i want to say goodnight to you everynight .
but i don't have the chance now .
i won't have anyone to talk to with you not being by my side .
there won't be anyone being by my side when im being upset .
you won't be there to comfort me .
you won't be there to sleep next to me .
you won't be here with me now .
i won't be able to see you anymore .
i won't be able to touch you anymore .
i really miss you so so much .
the thought of everything just makes me tear non stop .
crying myself to sleep because you won't be with me anymore .
and, you won't be there to welcome me home anymore .
i love you, my baby princess...

2009-12-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

i have only gained 0.8kg since early last year . :D

i screw up my conclusion for csas test today .

i have yet to start studying for term test .

i feel that my eyes are gonna be swollen .

during fc lab, me and qin kept singing ABC song .
brings back childhood .ha!

2009-11-29T00:38:00.002+08:00

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I WATCHED NINJA ASSASSIN ALREADY
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

met up with shawn and bused to amk hub .
bought tickets and went to buy food .
brought mango snow ice inside the cinema .(:

i kept nudging shawn's arm when rain appear .LOL!
hes soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo charming .
and, his accent is OMG!!!!
plus, he don't have much lines to say .
its all action .
and i don't understand why is it m18 for violence .
i think its gore lah .
first few scenes already show a man's head being sliced off already .
and most of the movie and blood gushing here there everywhere ,
the ninja blades just sliced off human's fingers, hand, legs etc etc .
and shoot the police lah, use electric against my husband!
and, i was kinda happy and excited when rain made the blade go into the person's neck .LOL!
he deserve it lah, idiot, hit my rain!
the old man also!
serve him right!
torture rain lah!
this is the outcome .ha!

im super irritated when the mika held rain's hand and kiss his cheek .
sucker!

this movie is a MUST WATCH!
damn action! the stunts are excellent~~:D
i wouldn't mind watching it again .:D

btw, the person collecting the ticket didn't even look at me .
he just kept looking at tickets .
waste my effort of putting make up and wearing heels .

anyway, after movie .
spend some time printing things .
the guy still thought im the girl lah! LOL!
he say he was wondering whos the amazing person who did the photoshop -.-
and if next time i bring my photoshopped photo to him to print, he print it for me for free .LOL!

after that went sticky rice to eat .

bused home .

THANKS SHAWN FOR ACCOMPANYING ME WATCH :D

*term test is starting next next week and i haven't start studying .
how great? and tomorrow i have to settle my own lunch and dinner . :(

2009-11-27T22:44:00.001+08:00

went thai express for dinner with family just now .
couldn't decide where to eat .

ate seafood kway tiao~
mine is the best, of course .

and i love the coconut ice cream with red bean .its awesome!~

thanks sis for the treat .(:

2009-11-27T00:32:00.003+08:00

SUNDAY .
met up with hui min .
headed to bugis to eat .

my beef noodle, its freaking huge bowl .

mine and min's lunch for the day .(:

went bras basah .
shop for my fashion things .

went to look for mummy .

MONDAY .
school is boring as usual .

i think sfp lab is fun now .
cause we always talk crap, went ard playing and disturbing other people .
and best thing, sfp teacher can't be bothered .

went to the pool to return jamine swim suit .
and left immediately and got said by hong cherh and others . -.-

TUESDAY .
wore heels to school .
felt exceptionally tall .
the guys felt irritated, cause i will always be standing in their view .

and i nearly fell, cause i twisted my leg .
thank god less than 3 people saw it?

itas for chicken rice again~~~

qin lost her camera .
so went to all the general office to report lost .

went library for awhile .
head home .

WEDNESDAY .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAFIQ~!

woke up as usual .
studied and fell asleep and started having nightmares .
bro fetched me to school .
met up with stephen and perry .
next thing, my bag snapped .
i use less than 5 times and its just snapped .
just like this *snap*

FYI, perry say im pretty thats why im qualified to bring the cake to class .muahahaha

anyway, brought the cake into the classroom .

had FC quiz .
completely clueless .
the ones i focus on all never come out .

went fashion .
was damn tired .
after drawing and after consultation, watched video .
and i was so tired that i just slept there .

went bistro .
went swimming .

cedric said bad things bout rain and karma hit him, he bang his head in his car .ha!
pamela and i kept heeyer-ing .
brian saved my day by giving me AAA battery for my fan .
:D

THURSDAY .
reach school at 8.30am though my lesson starts at 8am .
went in with athifah .
and during the last few minute of lecture, i fell asleep .ha!

complained, whined, sms people, irritate people and making noise .
cause i got 4 hours of break .
and i couldn't watch ninja assassin .sucker!

went century sq .
shared popeye with athifah .
went back school with qin for bistro .

csas, was damn tired and having headache .
THANKS NATASHA AND QIN YING :D
manage to sleep for most of the class, cause nat told teacher to let me rest and qin help me copy notes .THANKS!

went for bistro .
has acknowledge me as her "bimbo buddy" all because of the waffle machine .

i think that J2 should hang out with J1 more .
so they understand that we are VERY different .LOL!

went for french lecture .
completely clueless when the teacher spoke .

anyway, met up with hui min .
saw fabian, so i complained .
went home .

2009-11-24T00:15:00.002+08:00

OMG! HE DAMN CUTE LAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
at least his english is much better already, BUT he's still learning okay!
he got the american accent, OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2009-11-21T00:05:00.003+08:00

went to school in the morning .

did gardening .
when chef says," who scared to dirty their hands?"
i kept quiet, but stephen and wei bin start staring at me .irritating lor!

chef went out, so i took my fan out .
WAHHHHHHHHHHHH, damn shuang .(:
and, while doing gardening half way, it started to rain .:D

went to help pluck leaves .
bought food from ffp lab but left a whole lot of rice not eaten .

damn heavy rain .
so went library to borrow umbrella from des .
met crystalla, hong cherh and adrian at library .

borrowed umbrella .
but didnt use it in d end .
was damn tired so doze off in the bus .
[i seriously feel that dozing off is a very embarrassing act,but i cant help it]

slept for awhile at home .
met pris in mrt .
in the mrt, i saw 1 ex-customer, oh my! i got super good memory .ha!
went VCH .

was damn hungry .
reach home .
cooked maggie mee with ham + pork floss + bak kwa + cauliflower .:D
yumsssssss~
but got alot of things left undone .

2009-11-19T23:09:00.003+08:00

okay, this the picture of my jacket .
the one which cost me $99 .
but the more i see the more i think i shouldn't have bought it .
urgh! but i already buy it . -.-

yesterday swimming was kinda horrible .
very little people turned up .
and just like what kelvin say, whenever i turn up sure rain and it REALLY rained .(:
wore my new swimsuit .
but swim 15m, i feel very uncomfortable cause its too big for me .
so, just nice coach came, and i told him i not swimming already .
but luckily jamine lent me hers, so i still swam .
10 sets of 200m pulling .
from the 3rd set onwards, its totally no break for me .
coach expects us to swim 4min lah!
for chris and ivan and the rest of cause can .
but me?!
in d end, i swam 9 sets plus 100m .

i hate kicking with fin .
i kick till my calf hurts and ache .
my ankle also pain .
and worst thing, cramp like mad .
now my leg still hurts .

and and, even the coach is talking bout me and him . -.-
im really getting kinda irritated by it right now .

anyways,...

TODAY .
start school at 8am .
lab ended early .
was craving for chicken rice AGAIN!
went bookshop .
and i can't believe i fell asleep under the hot sun .
the sitting area outside the bookshop which is freaking hot?

did bistro, today was better .
at least i got things to do .

csas, practically falling asleep .
was DAMN tired .
even stephen fell asleep .ha!

went itas, ate chicken macaroni .(: i never finish it all before .

work at bistro .
went for french lecture .
and, I LOST MY PHONE!!!!!!
i remember i was seriously holding on to it .
and next second, can't find .
dessy help me call 4 times .
then 1 guy infront was holding on to MY handphone .
so dessy help me say that its mine .
luckily that guy is his friend, and he said he pick it up on the floor .
which is quite ridiculous lah, if i drop i sure will realise one what .-.-
anyway, THANK GOD I FOUND IT!

bused home with dessy .

AND AND, I WANNA WATCH 2012 .
and after hearing shu min say she at night don't dare sleep after watching "paranormal activity"
I ALSO WANNA WATCH !!!!!

2009-11-17T22:20:00.002+08:00

I JUST SPENT $160 OF MY OWN MONEY!
HEART PAIN!
i can't believe i spent $99 on a adidas pink jacket .
$50 on swimsuit .
$10 on swimming cap .

urgh!!!!

and, im feeling very frustrated now?
i don't know how i feel bout it .
but i feel very bad, for letting him have the wrong thinking .
i just don't know!

2009-11-13T22:13:00.002+08:00

I JUST CAUGHT RAIN'S NINJA ASSASSIN TRAILER ON TV!!!~~~

today went school at 10am for bistro .
worked till 12pm .
thanks jie jie for the chicken chop .LOL!!!!
and she kept forgetting to call me little missy .
and called me "xiao mei mei" HA!

a few of us just stayed in the kitchen and eat .ha!

went for CCN .
its only like 12.30pm and all our donuts all sold out already .:D
so we just walk ard .

and, i have learnt my lesson .
next time CCN day, even if you see someone you know, NEVER CALL OUT!
you call, die already .
ready to take out your wallet to pay .
but gabriel smart enough, just walk right up to me and ask me buy .LOL!

and, im smart enough to tell everybody "later"
and turns out that i bought nothing .(:

but i got a free balloon by my friend .:D
he delivered it to biz park for me .ha!
but its already dying .

walked ard .
slack at bistro and stuff .

ate chicken wings at bistro .(:

find my friend and got free malt candy .:D
nice!

accompany li hua to do her air-spray tattoo .

anyway, qin got lost in business school and she nearly freaked out .LOL!
but we found her .:D

CCN day is boring .
spent like 2 hours at design with syqfiq and li hua.
went swimming .

there they goes again .
its irritating at times .

cedric ask me take BM .
and get a cert, so coach can put my name down for more competition .
and,i no need go for open-sea, only go for indoor ones .
im still considering...

2009-11-12T21:37:00.002+08:00

SHIT DAMN IT SHOOTS IT IRRITATING SUCKERS!

WHEN IM 15 YEARS OLD THEY PUT THE MOVIE AS NC16

NOW IM 17 YEARS OLD THEY PUT THE MOVIE AS M18

SUCKERS!

HOW CAN THEY DO THIS TO ME?
I ALREADY MADE PLANS TO SUPPORT MY HUSBAND AND NOW THEY DO THIS TO ME?!
IM DEVASTATED!

2009-11-11T20:34:00.001+08:00

i was super upset today after reading the message .
couldn't stop myself .

but, im alright now .(:
shes finally home .
but still, things are not stable yet .
but at least, shes back .
thank god for that .

2009-11-10T20:32:00.003+08:00

im seriiously pissed off right now .
and upset at the same time .

i just hope angel becomes healthy and come home .
seriously, please...

thanks priscilla soh .
and sorry li hua .

i screwed up bnf quiz .

i saw song wen on the bus .

how i wish i could spend more time with her now .
hearing her whine, makes my heart ache .
i miss her so much .
and i seriously love her .

junsu and junho MIGHT be coming to s'pore .
and, rain's movie is coming out soon

2009-11-07T18:50:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY .
no school~~~ :D
went to collect pay at charles and keith .
on the way there, took out handphone, and it just slipped out of my hand .
FELL ONTO THE FREAKING CONCRETE FLOOR .
phone cover plus battery flew out lah .
heart pain man!
examine my phone, heartache .
1 side ALL scratches lah .
urgh! suay to the max .

collected pay, $571 .:D
walking to the bus stop .
was walking, and found a plank to step on .
freaking plank wasn't stable, and my leg slipped into the puddle of mud water .
HOW UNLUCKY CAN I GET?!
no water, so use tissue only .
bused all the way to j8 .
visited colleagues .
and spent quite some time there .
looking at bags and shoes .
seriously, ben and sudy have weird taste .
all those that i like, they all say not nice .
and those they like, i all don't like .LOL!
set my eyes on 2 bags .
shall reconsider again .(:
slack ard .
went nature republic .
wanted to buy eye shadow, in the end, no black colour .
bought rubber bands .
set my eyes on a waist belt from some shop that i can't remember .
went back charles and keith .
then went to meet priscilla .

went somerset, met up with hui min .
walked ard heeren .
found my disc, but didn't buy .
cause it costs $49.95 for a concert dvd . :(

look for bags .
walk ard .
and now, i regretted not buying that tagger bag with crowns .
anyway, bought red flesh imp backpack .

walked to fareast to eat .
saw a familiar back view, guessing it was tim from j2 .
and in d end, it really was .
how small can s'pore be?
but he just look at me and turn away, don't even bother to smile .
sucker lor!
we are just 1 class apart and have same french tut class .

anyway, ate .
then went home .
now me and pris know how stupid we were during sec 1 .

i love this kind of girls outing .:D

awesome~~~~

2009-11-05T22:10:00.002+08:00

WEDNESDAY .
went to school at 10am .
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met up with lihua, ate lunch together plus, qin and syafiq .
rush for 20CFa tutorial .
suppose to be watching "Coco before chanel"
but dvd cannot play .shoots!
fell asleep .
and theres 1 malay guy name syafiq .
hes like damn flirt lah, go ard talking to girls and stuff .
and i overheard him telling his friend, that im cute .LOL!
he was saying something like, chinese girl,cute cute one and short one . -.-

went to look for syafiq and others in project room .
played facebook awhile .
did abit of log book .

went swimming .
started at 7pm .
don't know why, but suddenly got alot of energy to swim .
kept on having lightning and i washoping the life guard faster blow his whistle .
but don't have .
until, planning for the last set, suddenly start raining .
how i miss the days when i was swimming during a heavy rain, that feeling is awesome .

anyway, ended early .
walk from design school and to opposite school .
ate longan ice until wanna puke, cause for no reason was damn full .
after that bro came to fetch .

came home, online, do log book chit chat till 1.30am .
and still log book not completed .

TODAY .
damn shag and tired, only slept for 4 hours .
met li hua to go to school .
had bad hair day, cause was somehow drenched by the rain .:D

FC lab .
was complaining and whining .
and heard a comment that somehow irritated me .

did practical...

ate at bistro .
work at bistro .

went for csas .
was damn tired lah!

met up .
went to tampines one with qin also .
walked ard .
bought stuff .
see see look look .

went home at 6 plus .
but waited bus for damn long .
so reach home 7 plus .

tomorrow no school~~~~~
shall go collect pay, visit j8 people and go heeren .(:

2009-11-03T17:35:00.001+08:00

HA!!!! GARY SAY I BECOME PRETTIER!!!!
how nan de for him to say such things .ha!

2009-11-02T22:29:00.002+08:00

bag today was heavy like mad!
super bulky and heavy .

was school early .
had sfp tut .

BNF lecture .

break .
me, qin and syafiq bought lots of junk foods .
bought chips, chocolate and tao kae noi and others .
went mensa to have picnic .LOL!

saw pamela and ivan, chatted awhile .

saw fabian koh from far, so went to look at him .
and he looks...
anyway, HE DAMN SUCKER!
HE ACTUALLY FORGOTTEN MY BIRTHDAY!
friends of 5 years and this is how he treat a friend .
and i still remembered his birthday .
chatted awhile .

bistro .
we changed the timeslot .:D
ha!
next time on fridays, im only gonna work 10am-12pm .
im sooooooooooo gonna skip peak period .:D

went for tutorial .

slack ard .
went to find qin and others .
and stupid lift, make me wait so damn long, every level also stop, and luckily i get out at the right level or not have to climb down 1 level .
went level 5 but stupid toilet cleaning .
so went up again to change .
WORST THING, saw brian, and i think hes gonna spread the word of how ridiculous i look with that uniform on .

had sfp lab .
mine was easy .:D
crap ard and joke ard .

changed and went biz to eat mee siam .(:

went for french lecture, and i actually fell asleep .

so i guess im going on thursday's lecture AGAIN!
ask someone to accompany .:D

rush to the pool for swim talk .
talk damn long .
talk till 8.30pm when the pool closes at 9pm .
cause bag too heavy, so didn't bring swimming stuff .
its just so weird sitting there and looking at them swim .
cause it seems like you are centre of attraction and everyone just kept looking at you .
finally, bro reached and went home .

shit! i haven't started on any of my homeworks .damn!

and im sooooooooooooooooooo gonna get my pay this friday and get a bag .
i wanna throw away my bag!

2009-11-01T18:42:00.004+08:00

bro sent me to school at 7 plus .
so i got extra sleep .:D
and thanks for the mac breakfast burger .:D

was the 4th to reach school .

changed and slacked ard .
and bet with kiat wee whether will there be more than 10 people taking the bus .
and, I WON 1 BUCK! HA!

was freaking scared and nervous .
but after warming up in the cold pool .
felt better .:D

and had a talk among the team and some kenneth guy .
and after hearing his words, freaking stress even more .

finally is event 24 .
stomach started churning and immediate cramp .
and i was going crazy and freaking out and was whining and fidgeting .

before standing on the board, my legs are already shivering .
and i wasn't thinking bout a single thing once i plunged into the water .
but last 15m my leg suddenly no strength and suddenly slow down a little .
but still chiong and pia all the way .
got 2nd in first heat with record 48.26 sec .
was still steady and cool once i step out of the water .
walking until damn cool past all the schools .
and when reach tp's section, legs suddenly become wobbly and couldn't stand and walk .
had to support the stairs .
luckily got jamine and pamela ard .
once i sit down, i freak out .
was choking on my own breath, and couldn't breathe properly .
but after that was fine already .

once again, got 4DQs .
2 is because of that stupid guy .
1 is ridiculous reason .
1 is cause Chris went underwater pass the 15m mark .
or not he can get 4th with his record of 34 sec for 50m breast stroke .

continue sitting ard .
after prize presentation, gabriel was the 1st to be thrown into the pool .
followed by jun chong .
and for no reason i was also thrown down, but i think my screaming was piercing .LOL!
and i was freaking shivering in the pool lah!
and from what i saw in the photos, i was the one who was thrown the furthest .

almost everyone was thrown in .
but some flee to the 2nd level .
me, fiona, crystalla, pamela, eleanor, jun chong, gabriel, ivan and adrian all was wet .
played with ice water and ice .
manage to stuck my hand in freezing water for a few seconds .
but after effect was sucky, whole hand is like on flame .
and a few of them stuck their head into the ice water to compete .

again, last to leave the place .
slack ard .
waited damn long for the bus uncle .

slept in the bus .

reach tp .
pop champagne to celebrate .
cause n o cup so direct drink from the bottle .
HORRIBLE! ALL the foam was like shooting up my nose .
but still drink a few mouth .
got 2 bottles .
and its way better to drink it from the water bottle .ha!

bro and mummy came fetch me home while others go eat .

and and, i counted already .
theres 3 melissa altogether, EXCLUDING me .
theres melissa wong, melissa choo and melissa mak .
and of course MELISSA TAN!

2009-10-31T20:30:00.002+08:00

reach school at 10 plus .
slack and tried to sleep .
and kept trying to operate my mini fan but it just doesn't work .
yong sheng and adrain are irritated by my high pitch whining .HA!

in the bus .
hearing amanda's lame and ridiculous and no logic jokes .
so irritated by her .LOL!
slept in the bus .

reached .
slack .
and plainly just looking at the pool already creeps me .
i was getting nervous and stressed up for nothing .
sat there for hours and see them race .
and kenneth extra come "console" me just make things worse and i just felt liike crying .
but luckily i didn't make a fool out of myself .

sat there for damn long .
and already many of them already left .
regretted staying there for nothing for so long .

btw, chris's timing was nice,03:03:03 .
and got 1 girl i forgot her name, shes from other school, her timing was 12:34:56 .LOL!

everybody already clear the place, but we stayed on to wait for the bus .
watch my boyfriends video and fell asleep in the bus .

waited for mummy and bro to fetch me home .

OH GOD!
TOMORROW IS MY 50M BREASTSTROKE EVENT .
IM FREAKING OUT NOW!
I FEEL THE STRESS NOW!
I FEEL SO CRAP NOW!
I FEEL SO TIRED NOW!
i don't wanna make a fool out of myself tomorrow .
and its freaking early, and mine is the 6th event .
OH CRAP!
and why the sports school swimming pool water temp. so cold?!
damn lah!

2009-10-30T20:54:00.002+08:00

busy week .

WEDNESDAY .
before 20CFa, went bistro to eat .
though got 1 free scoop of ice cream, but i gave it to perry .
cause i was full until i wanna puke .

had 20th century fashion .
and i was suppose to be listening to the lecturer .
yet, i was messaging so many people at one go .
until i myself got confused .
moreover, the lt was completely dark and i think its rather obvious i was using my handphone .
have assignment already .
but yet to start on them .
gotta start next monday!
sketching and researching and magazines and everything!

went bistro to slack .
find li hua, her band friend and quan jin .
went design to see them eat .
and i think i saw thanida?
primary school friend, but i doubt she recognises me .
and qin got the same thoughts as me when it comes to reuniting with pri. school friends .
its just gonna be so awkward when the other person don't recognises you .
know what i mean?
anyway, slack and see them eat .

head to swimming .

THURSDAY .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESSY LOKE!

lecture starts at 8am in the morning .
in d end, i woke up and off my alarm and went back to bed .
how great?
woke up at 6.45am and called li hua .
well, expected, shes also still sleeping .

had FC lab .
was grouped with yi hui, mark and gao ya .
and i use to rely on yi hui on all the lab work .
but now, she and mark both do together .
so me and gao ya have to work together .
something that pisses me off is that cause she have totally no idea what to do .
and she wasnt even listening to what teacher was saying when the teacher was briefing us .
so, took quite some time just to coach her and stuff .
and this time, all lab work is done by me .
tough and pissed off .
partly also because of the stupid pH meter reader .
and everybody knew i was pissed off .HA!

i sabotaged qin to be treasurer .
luckily theres no such thing as promotion in rank and position .HA!
for CCN, we are selling donuts, chefs gonna teach some of us how to make .
and im in charge of publicise and design 10 donuts . :D

CSAS was hilarious .
syafiq and athifah represents "MELISSA THE GORGEOUS COMPANY"
lester represent "QIN YING THE BEAUTIFUL COMPANY"
and we already started our role play and yet the teacher still ask us,"so can you all start now"
and i was damn tired .

worked at bistro .4-6pm .
met edwin first .
went french lecture with qin, jun chong and his friends and edwin .
some random guy behind us pronouce medicine in french as "mensa" [tp school canteen] .
me and qin cant stop laughing .

after that met up with long-time-no-see-people .
best day in this year, apart from my birthday .:D
get to catch-up, talk crap, talk nonsense and stuff .
went pizza hut to eat .
seriously, i love such outing .
and and, priscilla is gonna teach me ballroom dancing basic .HA!
AWESOME!

TODAY .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN HUI MIN!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PERRY LU!!!!!!

went bistro at 10am .
worked as cashier .
it was damn busy .
and i was freaking out and was damn nervous that i do things wrongly .

some things happened .
and i just couldn't handle the stress well .
the stress cause by competition is already too much for me to handle .
and now bistro adds more to it .
seriously damn it!
she treat me as if like im some dumb and mute kid, thinking that whatever she say, i wasn't listening and was just day dreaming .damn it seriously .

luckily theres wei bin and jian sheng they all .
they prepared dory fish with anglio Olio for me .:D
then got waffle to eat .
also got stephen-home-made-alcohol-excess-tiramisu .:D

was better after that .
played Devil May Cry during break .

suppose to have gardening from 3-6pm .
but cancelled, so "forced" to work all the way till 5pm .

went swimming early .
and i felt feverish again .
and i was damn tired .
I GOT MY NEW SWIMMING COSTUME AND GOGGLES .
QIN YING WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH MY SWIM SUIT CAUSE ITS HOT RED! HA!
seriously, people also say i was having fever okay!

swam for 6 laps .
everybody got out of water cause got lightning .
coach came and say, forget it, go home and rest early .
so, swimming is cancelled .

FYI! MY COMPETITION EVENT IS SCHEDULED ON THIS SUNDAY!

2009-10-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

stress level immediately rise up another 60% .
ever since i knew its at sports school .

2009-10-26T17:35:00.002+08:00

its like only 2nd week of school .
and i was late for like don't know how many times .
i used to be on time .
and not late for lectures or anything .
but now, forever being woken up by my alarm, off it and go back sleep .

eg. today .
suppose to wake up at 7.30am and leave house at 8.45am .
but guess what?! i woke up exactly at 7.30am, and i itchy hand go off the alarm .
next thing i knew, its already 8.30am .

rushed .

since all 3 of us are gonna be late .
we all met first before going for lecture .
but lucky, today im only late by 2-3 min? :D

went business school .
shared fries with qin ying .
and shes seriously the only one who knows how i feel when i say im hungry but don't-feel-like-eating-and-at-the-same-time-wants-to-eat-but-still-don't-wanna-eat .(:
anyway, saw ivan .
and i seriously felt guilty for not going swimming today .
for the first time ever since i started joining swimming in tp .
because competition is just this weekend .
but i have my reasons .
to ong ding jie: if you are reading this, keep your comments to yourself .

went tutorial for BNF .
did group calculation .
and got tutorial assessment, close book test .
and i got no single idea how to do it .
lucky qin sits beside me and lester sits next to her .

went popeye at century sq .
ate mashed potato .
walk and slack ard .
walking into shoe shop more often .

went tampines one .
and bought a pink wallet .
i said, if theres a new one then i buy .
in d end theres really a new one .
i wouldn't have bought it if i didnt accompany qin ying to wait for her friend lah!
all her fault!

anyway, yea .
qin is going for french lecture on thursday .(:
someone to accompany me, how great .
but for tomorrow's tutorial no one to accompany me . :(

I LOVE MY NEW PINK WALLET~
the sales aunty is very good at promoting and making me buy her product .
she kept saying my nails and hands are pretty and i really suit the pink wallet .
and in d end, i really bought it .
and shes saying the truth, my hands and nails are pretty .ha!